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browndustin
dustybuddy

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Iamthewalrus said: u obviously do not understand benzos so keep your mouth shut..everyone in my family is attackin me right now...one the main reasons I have axniety
I had the oxy EARLY morning for wtidhraw...I could have literally swollowed 100 1mg xanax and I would not have died cause benzos DO NOT effect the gag reflex or breathing...so next time keep your mouth fuckin shut before opening it...when u don't understand things
You've got a pretty dangerous attitude right now, dude. Not an attack, just an observation.
If you think you're the only person here to have a shitty situation where family members attack you then you've forgotten where you're posting as well. Teh Shroomery loves j00. Stop talking so sketchy and feel better
-------------------- When the stress burns my brain it's like acid raindrops maryjane is the only thing that makes the pain stop
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THE KRAT BARON
one-eyed willie
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Re: I'm fuckin moron [Re: goobler]
#5914803 - 07/30/06 12:08 PM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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They say it's not good to bottle things up. What is it that you would like to say goobler?
-------------------- m00nshine is currently vacationing in Maui. Rumor has it he got rolled by drunken natives and is currently prostituting himself in order to pay for airfare back to the mainland but he's having trouble juggling a hairon addiction. He won't be back for a long while.
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goobler
Reanimated



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I can't, he'll yell at me again
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Iamthewalrus
every evening Idied and everynight I wasreborn


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post some proof of benzo withdrawl(WTHOUT ALCOHOL)...they are one of the sastest drugss in high amounts...I have enough of my current situation I've bene screaming at the top of my lungs for hours and am about to move due to abuse from bascially my whole family...everyone on my family has anxiety and I am the target my soul us been beaten down by basically beinng called everything in the book...and hte more I try to better myself the more I am held back...so I"ve made made the decision to move in 2 days and thats why I'm in the pissy mode...I"m sure nough benzos could kill just like any other sutsbtance including water...but I didn't take nearly enough for that...I'll be bringing my recently lpanted shitwth me(good thign I put most of em in plants) I"Ll post pics cause I don't give a fuck at this point...I was told to plant these btw and now i'm getting blamed for it...I was begged for months to plant these...so I make it happne and I am attacked as usual(cause I did something) this family needs their fuckin target to get out stress on
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THE KRAT BARON
one-eyed willie
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Iamthewalrus said: post some proof of benzo withdrawl(WTHOUT ALCOHOL)...
We are talking about benzo "overdose" not withdrawal. Although I hear withdrawing from benzos is very hard.
-------------------- m00nshine is currently vacationing in Maui. Rumor has it he got rolled by drunken natives and is currently prostituting himself in order to pay for airfare back to the mainland but he's having trouble juggling a hairon addiction. He won't be back for a long while.
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Iamthewalrus
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well least u all know hwy I've almost taken my life
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Iamthewalrus
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I'm not talking withdrawl either but benzos ARE VERY HARDS TO OD WIHTOUT OTHER CNS DEPRESSNATS even my doc told me once my whole bottom of clonaazepam would probably not kill even(this was after finding out about my suicide attempt)
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Mike_yy


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I'm glad you decided to move out, now you can start moving on.
Withdrawal = Insomnia Rebound REM (or dreaming) sleep Anxiety, possible panic attacks Tachycardia Hypertension Depression, possible suicidal ideation Tremor Perspiration Loss of appetite Delusions Dysphoria
An abrupt discontinuation of benzodiazepines may result in a severe and very unpleasant withdrawal syndrome that may additionally result in:
Convulsions Confusion Psychosis Effects similar to delirium tremens
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THE KRAT BARON
one-eyed willie
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Why do you get so worked up about problems with the family? What exactly is it that makes probs with the fam so hard for you? Just trying to understand why you're so down. All families have their fights and plenty of drama dude. ("helps to get rid of the bad blood")
-------------------- m00nshine is currently vacationing in Maui. Rumor has it he got rolled by drunken natives and is currently prostituting himself in order to pay for airfare back to the mainland but he's having trouble juggling a hairon addiction. He won't be back for a long while.
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Dreamer987
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Please be careful. Not an attack. But 30-40 mgs of Xanax, can easily kill people. No joke. And if it dosen't kill you, it can make you do things you will deeply regret.
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Iamthewalrus
every evening Idied and everynight I wasreborn


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because I'm hit the end of rope
I'm nice to everyone and I'm walked all over and treated like I don't matter...this shit was STILL happened when I sad down to write the post...I've shut them up tho and I'm fairly shut up now...and I'm gone within a couple dsay...I could go into the severity of my anxity but its depressing and its not needed to be say...I will say this...Iv'eb been in anxity workshops and no one was advanced as I am...and I"Ve been told the mental abuse that was done to me is worse then physical abuse...anyway don't matter I'm moving on
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Nashbar
just strange.... on drugs

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i had to add my 2 cents
some people are fuck-ups, a waste of space, a waste of oxygen, a waste of good drugs... some by birth, some by choice. I chose to waste away for a couple years, not anymore.
coming of a benzo addiction (xanax) is rough
Edited by Nashbar (07/30/06 12:43 PM)
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Iamthewalrus
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Re: I'm fuckin moron [Re: Mike_yy]
#5914873 - 07/30/06 12:43 PM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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btw I JUST got ONE script of xanax...ONE SCRIPT I am hardly an addict
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Iamthewalrus
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also have a unquie gaba receptor move benzos do NOTHING for me...NOTHING but take a slight edge off in serious anxiety...I've never bene sick from alcohol or had a hangover and alcohol gives me insomnia...so u can't really can't go by my #'s
I remember eveyrthing I did that day and didnt' do anything stupid just sounded a lil funny
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THE KRAT BARON
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You're talking to somebody who also suffers with extreme anxiety so I do understand. I just don't get how people you've known your whole life can make you so anxious. (I'm guessing it's your immediate family..) It's too bad man, your family should be your comfort zone. Sounds like you definitely need to get the fuck out of that situation. You sound more depressed than anxious imho.
-------------------- m00nshine is currently vacationing in Maui. Rumor has it he got rolled by drunken natives and is currently prostituting himself in order to pay for airfare back to the mainland but he's having trouble juggling a hairon addiction. He won't be back for a long while.
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Dreamer987
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"I remember eveyrthing I did that day and didnt' do anything stupid just sounded a lil funny"
"I took approx 30-40 1mg xanax yeseterday(not spreat out much) started the day with 20mg of oxcontin and then spent my day out in an humid field full of weeds plants some tomatoes ...
then I night I wast eating burgers and my mom said I passed right out into the burger and had sauce all over my face and the she had to drag to to my bed...I don't remember this of course BUT I Remember the day of semi-hard labor...but was a hot/humid mofo yeterday"
Dude, you made those posts a few hours apart. Your downplaying the incredible danger you put yourself in. You seem like a good guy. You'v just got some issues that need be worked out. You said originally that the benzoz were solely for opiate withdrawal. You started the morning with 20mgs O.C. and ate 30-40 xanax that day? You need help. Moving away from your family is not going to do it for you. Don't want to be preachy. We are genuinely worried about you. Mabey you need some inpatient rehab?
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Iamthewalrus
every evening Idied and everynight I wasreborn


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they watch me and point out every lil I do that they feel is wrong(Even lil sisters) I only have on sister I can talk too...I leave the room when teh others around...I DO need outta here...I've been saying it for while but I Really didn't want that family could od that to someone...they've taken my gentle soul beat it into submission...the only good thing I can say at least I have an edge...I've extremely caring all that shit but I won't not take shit if I feel like I'm trying ot be taken advantage(no physical violence just stern)
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Dreamer987
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What if you were eating soup, and your mom was out of the room?
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Aninator
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"You sound more depressed than anxious imho."
BINGO
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Nashbar
just strange.... on drugs

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Re: I'm fuckin moron [Re: Dreamer987]
#5914919 - 07/30/06 12:59 PM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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i think, it's good to move out, away from the family.
people don't need to be told what to do, life is supposed to fun and happy. Authority is such a downer.
I moved away from the parents at age 18, I've done pretty well on my own. No one telling me what to do, no one holding me back.
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