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Vulture
Pursuer ofWisdom
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I suck @ life
#3751904 - 02/08/05 05:13 PM (19 years, 1 month ago) |
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it seems like everytime i think i have something...or everytime something starts going good in my life...my dreams are crushed. And it always turns out i was inadvertently crushing my own damn dreams...its always my fault. No matter how hard i try...everything is always fucked up. Ive always been the most psitive person in the world...was always good at saying fuck it. But god damnit...im tired of this fucking shit! I dont have a god damn thing anymore...its like...im a different person ever since my recent loss :/ Im gonna fuckin wig out!
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p4kSouL
Animals Are Cool
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Re: I suck @ life [Re: Vulture]
#3752058 - 02/08/05 05:42 PM (19 years, 1 month ago) |
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just go with the flow man... easier said then done. Just expect less and you will receive more. Its hard to change your thoughts. I'm the same exact way and i know, it fucking sucks!
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Vulture
Pursuer ofWisdom
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Re: I suck @ life [Re: p4kSouL]
#3752152 - 02/08/05 06:05 PM (19 years, 1 month ago) |
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i have no choice but to go witht he flow...i mean i try to pay attention to karma and do things right...but i always get shit on!
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blink
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Re: I suck @ life [Re: Vulture]
#3752224 - 02/08/05 06:18 PM (19 years, 1 month ago) |
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I got shit on for 5 years and just now, things are looking good.
When life says "Eat Shit", you gotta open that mouth up wide
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wrestler_az
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Re: I suck @ life [Re: Vulture]
#3752254 - 02/08/05 06:23 PM (19 years, 1 month ago) |
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i dont know how many times ive made posts just like yours, but there has been quite a few. im in the same boat. shits going good for me right now. finally. but in the back of my head, i still wonder how long it will take me to fuck it all up. and im pretty sure its that attitude that i have to thank for my fuck ups. saying/thinking/believeing "i cant" all the time, and beating myself up mentally when "i didnt"....only once i get out of these thought processes i will be able "succeed". life is a bumpy road my friend, no need to make things harder for ourselves.
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psychedelic_sam
Life is shortenjoy
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Re: I suck @ life [Re: blink]
#3752266 - 02/08/05 06:25 PM (19 years, 1 month ago) |
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i know what you mean life is one messed up cruel joke ive got so close to being set just to be set back farther then i was to start. the hell with one step forward two steps back(ever heard that) its one forward ten back but we just gotta keep on truckin and itll work out,
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Vulture
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well this is really the first time ive been in this mental state. Cept for a period in high school when i was quite depressed...but i really didnt have anything to fuck up back then...now...everywhere i look there is shit reminding me of how much shit is on my face!
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Dark_Star
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Re: I suck @ life [Re: Vulture]
#3752761 - 02/08/05 08:24 PM (19 years, 1 month ago) |
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Yeah, I really feel ya man...this shit seems to come in cycles. Sometimes I feel fucking great, like everything is really working out, than all of the sudden my mood and mind set starts to change and I get depressed, irritable...not as open and compassionate as usual. This starts very subtley and gradually for me, and at some point my opiate cravings come back.....I'm in this part of the cycle right now, so I can relate to you. Also, I can't seem to do shit in my life; get a job, get a girl, go places, ect, ect......I really, really, really suck at life, and this isn't a new thing; I've been this way my whole life. Psychedelics have helped me out considerably, but I still have a lot of work to do, and I feel like i'm regressig instead of progressing these days......
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Lysergium
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Re: I suck @ life *DELETED* [Re: Dark_Star]
#3756994 - 02/09/05 04:17 PM (19 years, 1 month ago) |
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MAGnum
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Re: I suck @ life [Re: Lysergium]
#3757113 - 02/09/05 04:45 PM (19 years, 1 month ago) |
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you need to start loving life no matter what it hands you. Squeeze some lemonade out of em lemons.
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Vulture
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Re: I suck @ life [Re: MAGnum]
#3758074 - 02/09/05 07:02 PM (19 years, 1 month ago) |
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OM MANI PADME HUM
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Grav
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Re: I suck @ life [Re: Vulture]
#3759192 - 02/09/05 10:19 PM (19 years, 1 month ago) |
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two steps forward three steps back without warning heart attack i dont wanna be me
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Ego Death
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Re: I suck @ life [Re: Vulture]
#3761088 - 02/10/05 09:50 AM (19 years, 1 month ago) |
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Its these invisible aliens that feed off of negativity.
They alter little things in your reality to tip the negative balance.
Then jump on you and feed, when they see the negativity coming.
Only joking!:D
My uncle once explained ^ his belief system as this. He said that was why he was so chilled out. He was preventing them from feeding
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nonoman
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Re: I suck @ life [Re: Ego Death]
#3761288 - 02/10/05 10:52 AM (19 years, 1 month ago) |
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Things will turn around, my friend.
Peace
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Vulture
Pursuer ofWisdom
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Re: I suck @ life [Re: nonoman]
#3763602 - 02/10/05 06:36 PM (19 years, 1 month ago) |
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yeah ... she called me up tonight and talked my ear off like she missed me a lot and im suposed to call her back later and maby chill...so i think she might be coming around....let hope so for i love her more than anyhting in this world.
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