Auto-SummaryIn this forum post, a user recounts their first experience with Bisporus mushrooms, weighing 1.55 grams before consumption. They describe the intense, fast-acting effects, including a surreal, neon-lit environment and euphoric sensations without fear or anxiety. The user's wife becomes aware of their trip, leading to a humorous moment where they both laugh. Despite the initial euphoria, the user faces challenges during the come-down, such as bodily functions and the need to find a comfortable position. They ultimately find the experience enlightening, though they acknowledge it may have been influenced by prior alcohol consumption.
I've been meaning to write a small summary of my first meeting with pans and in my case, Bisporus.
Words will never truly explain the depth of the experience, but I'll do my best. It was a friday, this is the one day of the week where my wife knows I'll be up late and sleep in on saturday. Usually I have a couple of beers, listen to music, read cult, or just watch UFC vlog and BeardMeetsFood(guilty confessions). Whatever I do it's me time, time to myself to recharge after a week with 2 children(4 and 7) and family life in general. I love them all so much, but I need my space and I need some alone time.
Both kids where asleep so I went down to my man cave and poured a beer, I was really excited to check out the new sleep token album( another guilty confession) and so I did, not my favorite album from them, but it was okay. A couple of beers later and finished with the album a friend called and wanted some help with setting up his grow tent, lights, fans ect, you get the picture.
It's been a while since we spoke(on the phone, he lives 4 hours away) so I figured sure why not.. Talked with him for about 3 hours or so and by then it was past midnight. I wasn't really feeling the beer vibe and for some reason got to think of the jar with newly dried Bisporus, it was already kind of late to trip, but I got out my scale, I was thinking of what Tree Frog said: "I've never had to take more than a gram of first flush bispo to feel full."
I was also thinking about what Churpee Choozle said: "The person writing that usually takes 4 gr of semilanceata. Wouldn't that alter the dose? Semilanceata isn't exactly middle of the road. I've never grown or used bispo, but it surely isn't that strong?"
Before I get on with the story I just want to say, YES, Bisporus is that strong, if I where to try and compare the 1,55 grams of Bisporus i ended up taking to Semilanceata, I think I would need 4-5 grams to reach the same level.
I did not know that at the moment of weighing my dose so I decided if I am to take a trip this late with almost no preparation while mindful that my wife has to do deal with everything alone saturday morning, it might as well be something worth writing about. That said I was aiming for level 3-4.
After weighing my dose I crushed it with my fingers, ate it and chugged it down with the now, warm beer left in my glass. I went upstairs to place the baby call on my sleeping wife's night table, she woke up, we made eye contact and she knew, no words needed. This was around 01:30.
Went back downstairs, posted a picture and a song in the pan thread. While I waited for the shrooms to take effect I watched an episode of UFC 315 vlog, for those that don't know they usually last about 10 minutes.
Even before the episode was finished I felt the effects coming on pretty strong, that was fast. My whole body was tingeling and I could feel and see my neurons like shooting stars across my brain colliding at every synapse just to increase in speed.
I didn't have time to be concerned about it, the come up was to fast paced and I couldn't do much other then embrace for warp speed. That's what it felt like, time was gone at that point, it could be 3 minutes of warp speed or 30, I don't know honestly.
When the ship(my body) finally came out of warp speed, I landed in a futuristic neon noir setting with the brightest neon lights I've ever experienced, there where few colors, blue, red and purple, in stripes, everything around those lights was pitch black. It was pretty dark in the man cave and I always go to a pretty dark place when I trip so not anything I'm not used to, but the feeling of it was completely different.
No fear or anxiety, the place felt spacious, despite the dark surroundings, matter was light and airy and time stood completely still. I felt I survived the peak right as another wave hit me like a brick in the face, warp speed again, all I could was sit back and enjoy the ride, with the internal wow, aaaahhh and god only knows how I internally express the euphoria rushing through my body.
This time it lasted until I heard my wife's voice uttered the words: "are you okay?" which would draw me right back to the neon noir, but now with my wife in front of me looking kind of scared. After getting myself together for a second I said yes I'm fine and if there was anything I could do for her.
To which she replied: "yes, could you please stop hooting like an owl? I thought one of the kids was awake" Well shit, I guess those wooooooow and aaahhhh euphoria sounds wasn't as internal as I thought.
I apologized and told her I was certain is was just the voice inside my head doing it, we laughed about it, hugged and she went back to bed. That was enough for the atmosphere to change completely.
I was stuck with the thought of waking her, that spiraled in to thoughts about what time it was, where my water bottle was, if I could locate my vape and so on. Neon lights was gone, the lingering darkness I know all to well came sneaking back.
But Bispo was real kind with me, yes the surroundings, the thoughts that's always a part of my trip at some point where there, but not the all-consuming feeling of fear, guilt and self disgust. Just a gentle reminder of where I am, what I am and where my responsibility lies.
At this point matter came pressing, not emotional, but literately matter closing in on me. The taste of my mouth after being closed for hours, thirst, the heavy eyelids, smells, my addiction to nicotine. I was trying to solve all this bodily functions all at ones. I was pretty confused looking for my vape, water bottle and a comfortable position on my couch. I took a breath, and decided that water is the logical choice of priority.
Found it and right next to it my vape, fuck yeah, took a big sip of water followed by a slow, but long hit on my vape, it calmed me down pretty good. I was going in for another sip of water, but the bottle was empty, it was quite the field trip going to the laundry room to get more, but I got it done..
I had a lot of random thoughts rushing and I tried to just sit back, drink water and calm my mind, then suddenly it hit me, damn I need to pee, like a lot! Stumbled my way to the bathroom and I knew I need to sit while peeing, I am not risking having to clean the toilet on shrooms, fuck that.
I sit down, and just as I start to pee, boom, everything turns to glass, and I mean everything. I was glass, I looked through my thigh to see the toilet ring, through the ring to the toilet bowl, through the bowl to the toilet piping.
Walls was glass, I could see through all the walls to the outside where also the forest was glass. I have never experienced that before I'll tell you that.
That was the last thing I feel is worth sharing, the next hour was just me trying to get myself enough together to fall asleep on the couch in my man cave.. The trip lasted about 5 hours and I really enjoyed most of it, I believe the beers I drank before I decided to take shrooms fucked with my come-down and that is on me and not bispo.
But yeah, there you have it, my first meeting with panaeolus.
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Some fungi are only edible once.”
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