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I think one of the most unprodctive users of our time and energy is to struggle against ourself
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I am becoming more and more convinced that it a waste of time to sit there and struggle with yourself. ANd I am not talking about seeking enlightenment, I am talking about all the ways in which you struggle against yourself.

The Lord created us with a mission and a purpose and the more we align ourselves with that reality, with that state of being, with that focus, the more the Holy Spirit will be with us, blessing us in all kinds of ways. However, the more we align ourselves with the limits, the needs and wants, and most importantly the FEARS of the small self, the psychological self, the more we begin to feel limited and lacking and fearful, the more we begin to feel confused over what life is about or what makes us happy and the more we tend to expend our energy on vainglory  rather than ones which make use of your talents and virtue in the service of others. The Holy Spirit is our guiding light, because it is the only spirit within us that reports to us based on what it sees as true alone without coloring the truth to match our desires or steer away from our fears.

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Re: I think one of the most unprodctive users of our time and energy is to struggle against ourself [Re: Deviate]
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Do you think you could have reached this realization without struggling against yourself? Has the struggle refined your understanding and removed misunderstanding?

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Re: I think one of the most unprodctive users of our time and energy is to struggle against ourself [Re: Deviate]
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Do you not see a contradiction in this stance against the struggle of oneself when you acknowledge that we have fear?

Fear is the result of mechanization and only through struggling against this can you be free.
Freedom is here but it takes a certain amount of practice/struggle to accept and see it.

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Re: I think one of the most unprodctive users of our time and energy is to struggle against ourself [Re: Deviate]
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yes you might have to put in effort to undo effort though. i think minds like cut grooves for themselves to follow in a way and itd take effort to undo the first efforts that sent you off the original path that was 'untainted' by effort if that's what you want to go for.

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Re: I think one of the most unprodctive users of our time and energy is to struggle against ourself [Re: Pope]
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I could learn something from you Deviate...


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Chopin in Eternal Sonata: "I believe that I am somehow being tested. That I am on this journey to come to some realization. And in order to do so, I think I’m supposed to live my life to the fullest, even if it is in this muddled world of dream and reality."
Magic is FOR YOU. :mushroom2:

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Re: I think one of the most unprodctive users of our time and energy is to struggle against ourself [Re: solarshroomster]
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Indeed OP, struggling against oneself can be terrible drudgery, a tiring, boring and unproductive affair. No fun, no fun at all.

Like trying to be some virtuous do gooder, mumbling from scriptures and trying hard to "restrain the passions", fake piousness and humility and meekness, when in reality one knows very well one is a hedonistic primate bent on sincere and wholesome fucking, mating, enjoying the senses first and foremost.

Terrible thing to feed one's eyes with nothing but boring text, when they sincerely truly crave :boobs: and :vag:

Not that you'd ever do that OP, oh noes, but I'm just saying, it'd be terrible if a young man would torment themselves in this way :lol::satansmoking:


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Blessed are your eyes because they see, and your ears because they hear.



For truly, I say to you, many prophets and righteous people longed to see what you see, and did not see it,
and to hear what you hear, and did not hear it.
- Matthew 13:16

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Re: I think one of the most unprodctive users of our time and energy is to struggle against ourself [Re: Spacerific]
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Spacerific said:
Indeed OP, struggling against oneself can be terrible drudgery, a tiring, boring and unproductive affair. No fun, no fun at all.

Like trying to be some virtuous do gooder, mumbling from scriptures and trying hard to "restrain the passions", fake piousness and humility and meekness, when in reality one knows very well one is a hedonistic primate bent on sincere and wholesome fucking, mating, enjoying the senses first and foremost.

Terrible thing to feed one's eyes with nothing but boring text, when they sincerely truly crave :boobs: and :vag:

Not that you'd ever do that OP, oh noes, but I'm just saying, it'd be terrible if a young man would torment themselves in this way :lol::satansmoking:



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"Don't believe everything you think". -Anom.

" All that lives was born to die"-Anom.

With much wisdom comes much sorrow,
The more knowledge, the more grief.
Ecclesiastes circa 350 BC

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Re: I think one of the most unprodctive users of our time and energy is to struggle against ourself [Re: Spacerific]
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Spacerific said:
Indeed OP, struggling against oneself can be terrible drudgery, a tiring, boring and unproductive affair. No fun, no fun at all.

Like trying to be some virtuous do gooder, mumbling from scriptures and trying hard to "restrain the passions", fake piousness and humility and meekness, when in reality one knows very well one is a hedonistic primate bent on sincere and wholesome fucking, mating, enjoying the senses first and foremost.

Terrible thing to feed one's eyes with nothing but boring text, when they sincerely truly crave :boobs: and :vag:

Not that you'd ever do that OP, oh noes, but I'm just saying, it'd be terrible if a young man would torment themselves in this way :lol::satansmoking:




It seems as though we are mere primates when we forget our beings but when we realize being, we see that there is no such thing even as primates outside of being, and therefore the idea that you are anything but being becomes ludicrous.

Are you a lover of God or a lover of pleasure?

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Re: I think one of the most unprodctive users of our time and energy is to struggle against ourself [Re: Deviate]
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Are you a lover of God or a lover of pleasure?




Yes :lol:

Seriously, the present moment, whatever it brings. If it's :boobs: I'll be :boobs: for a while. If it's desert and dunes, I'll be desert and dunes. If it's robes and cloaks, I'll do robes and cloaks, but let's not kid ourselves, it's not about the text, the scriptures or the words. At least for me, I've never seen that crap work. Jesus Satan Zeus Osiris. Give me a break.

If a Viking screams ODIN!!! and raises an axe in fierce anger, and 20 more clansmen join in and do the same, then yes, I'll believe the roar of the voice, the fire in the eyes, the electricity in the arm, cohesive and powerful and focused. That's a beast being sincere and true and free. I'll believe the blade of the axe and I'll know that that god works for them and delivers power to them.

I'm highly suspicious of feeble text mumblers. Mumble mumble. Give me Jesus give me lord, whatever. Hands crossed before the cock and head bowed down in submission. Feeble and pathetic. Not talking about you, as I haven't seen nor heard you "pray" but I must say that's the vibe I get from the scripture mumblers.

If it works for you, if it unleashes the true raw power, the essence and presence, the sheer might and GLORY OF THE LORD!!!, then awesome. Share and let us hear it. But does it?

How's your electric field, how's your head space? Truly nice and quiet, or still mumbling and buzzing, not quite satisfied with all that text?

Right now dude, is your life complete? Do you FEEL your "Lord" coursing through your veins, strengthening your bones, breathing through your lungs and seeing through your pupils? Is he with you, raw, alive and present RIGHT NOW? Do you have the direct experience?

Meh, still coming back from a bit of acid, maybe you and I aren't playing the same game here. Enjoy the texts if they deliver.


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Blessed are your eyes because they see, and your ears because they hear.



For truly, I say to you, many prophets and righteous people longed to see what you see, and did not see it,
and to hear what you hear, and did not hear it.
- Matthew 13:16

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Re: I think one of the most unprodctive users of our time and energy is to struggle against ourself [Re: Spacerific]
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Humans are the only animals that kill themselves on purpose for no reason.

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Re: I think one of the most unprodctive users of our time and energy is to struggle against ourself [Re: ShiVersblood]
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ShiVersblood said:
Humans are the only animals that kill themselves on purpose for no reason.



What do you mean, for no reason? There's plenty of reason.

People don't expend effort and calories and movement to do things, unless they have at least what seems to them a pretty good reason.

Take the Aztecs for instance. Built pyramids to sacrifice prisoners to appease the sun god to make sure it rises in the morning. Pretty delusional reason to put in so much effort, but there's always SOME reason, that makes sense from the point of view of the killer. And the pyramids are really really nice :biggrin:

And even chemically, if you follow it, people kill each other to get the dopamine release for a job well done, or to decrease the cortisol and other anxiety chems in their heads, stemming from the fear of what the victim might have done to them.

It's the primate game dude, just play it :lol:


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Blessed are your eyes because they see, and your ears because they hear.



For truly, I say to you, many prophets and righteous people longed to see what you see, and did not see it,
and to hear what you hear, and did not hear it.
- Matthew 13:16

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Re: I think one of the most unprodctive users of our time and energy is to struggle against ourself [Re: Spacerific]
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No I meant they commit suicide for no reason. No animal will commit suicide for no reason besides humans.

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Re: I think one of the most unprodctive users of our time and energy is to struggle against ourself [Re: ShiVersblood]
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ShiVersblood said:
No I meant they commit suicide for no reason. No animal will commit suicide for no reason besides humans.



PLENTY of reason for suicide as well.

If you look a the brain chemistry involved, it deals with serious depletion of all manner of vital compounds, needed for the brain to work well. Someone has to spend YEARS with no real joy in their life, before they can successfully contemplate the idea. OR presence of extreme amounts of stress chems, that make continued existence in that state, a complete chore. People get there from obsessively processing this or that traumatic event, failure to liquefy with some nice psychs to move on from the past, etc. But there's a clear, and I'd say quite measurable reason in each and every case.

We have MASSIVE drive toward self preservation. That's as built in as the tendency to breathe (even involuntarily) or the heart to beat for as long as it can. It takes A LOT of abuse and things happening, to overcome all of those systems to the point of suicide.

Name a few examples of no-reason suicides if you think they exist, I'd be happy to discuss them.


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Blessed are your eyes because they see, and your ears because they hear.



For truly, I say to you, many prophets and righteous people longed to see what you see, and did not see it,
and to hear what you hear, and did not hear it.
- Matthew 13:16

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Re: I think one of the most unprodctive users of our time and energy is to struggle against ourself [Re: ShiVersblood]
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ShiVersblood said:
Humans are the only animals that kill themselves on purpose for no reason.



I'm not so sure humans are the only ones.

http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2014/06/13/dolphin-commits-suicide_n_5491513.html

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Re: I think one of the most unprodctive users of our time and energy is to struggle against ourself [Re: Spacerific]
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Spacerific said:
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Are you a lover of God or a lover of pleasure?




Yes :lol:

Seriously, the present moment, whatever it brings. If it's :boobs: I'll be :boobs: for a while. If it's desert and dunes, I'll be desert and dunes. If it's robes and cloaks, I'll do robes and cloaks, but let's not kid ourselves, it's not about the text, the scriptures or the words. At least for me, I've never seen that crap work. Jesus Satan Zeus Osiris. Give me a break.

If a Viking screams ODIN!!! and raises an axe in fierce anger, and 20 more clansmen join in and do the same, then yes, I'll believe the roar of the voice, the fire in the eyes, the electricity in the arm, cohesive and powerful and focused. That's a beast being sincere and true and free. I'll believe the blade of the axe and I'll know that that god works for them and delivers power to them.

I'm highly suspicious of feeble text mumblers. Mumble mumble. Give me Jesus give me lord, whatever. Hands crossed before the cock and head bowed down in submission. Feeble and pathetic. Not talking about you, as I haven't seen nor heard you "pray" but I must say that's the vibe I get from the scripture mumblers.

If it works for you, if it unleashes the true raw power, the essence and presence, the sheer might and GLORY OF THE LORD!!!, then awesome. Share and let us hear it. But does it?

How's your electric field, how's your head space? Truly nice and quiet, or still mumbling and buzzing, not quite satisfied with all that text?

Right now dude, is your life complete? Do you FEEL your "Lord" coursing through your veins, strengthening your bones, breathing through your lungs and seeing through your pupils? Is he with you, raw, alive and present RIGHT NOW? Do you have the direct experience?

Meh, still coming back from a bit of acid, maybe you and I aren't playing the same game here. Enjoy the texts if they deliver.



Oh yes, I feel the presence of the Lord in direct experience. However it wasn't always that way. I had to spend a few years studying the Holy Bible, the Philokalia and many other books and countless hours in prayer, in adoration of the blessed sacrament and recieving Holy Communion, in addition to studying Zen Buddhism and listening to lots of youtube talks on spirituality and using magic mushroom, LSD, ketamine, cannabis, DMT and other drug out of which I found cannabis to be the most helpful in helping me get in touch with myself and learning through the Holy Spirit, which proceeds from God, the Father almighty who is blessed forever.

So my point is that just because you don't feel the feelings you listed, doesn't mean you're doing anything wrong, and it wouldn't mean anything had I answered no to all your question, except that I wasn't there yet on my faith journey. Sometimes God asks us to maintain our faith when we do not feel his presence, this is called a spiritual desolation.

Now if someone had been Christian for 35 years and still did not know the Lord/had never felt his Holy Presence, then I would definitely say, ok let us take a step back here and evaluate what you are doing. How do you pray, etc etc, what is your undrstsnding of this verse, what do you think about this, etc?

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Re: I think one of the most unprodctive users of our time and energy is to struggle against ourself [Re: Deviate]
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So my point is that just because you don't feel the feelings you listed, doesn't mean you're doing anything wrong



:lol:

Of course I feel them dude, I feel the glory and the power, both within and without, in plentiful awesomeness. Because I do this and yet have no connection at all to Christianity, nor other text-heavy religion, this tells me that this state, this direct experience, is non-denominational. It's probably reachable by many ways, faiths, techniques and such, but no one way is THE way, and people that think only their particular book can do it, are IMO delusional.

So anyway happy to hear that you get this out of Christianity, I for one have never seen IRL any Christians that could "do" the presence thing all the way, complete with true voice blasting full of power, super senses, you know, the zen super presence thing. So whatever's in the text, seems to not have worked for most people playing with it (that crossed my path so far this lifetime).

Maybe it worked for you due to the psychedelics in your diet, in which case I'm more likely to associate the felt presence and direct experience of the divine with the :mushroom2::mushroom2::mushroom2:'s than to the immersion in Christian texts and rituals.

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. Sometimes God asks us to maintain our faith when we do not feel his presence, this is called a spiritual desolation.



Really? Seems a bit sadistic and mean, at least when viewed from my end. What the psychs showed me is that the grace thing, the State, "getting it" is pretty much available to all, at all times. It's rather direct, immediate, can be hopped into once your body/brain/heart are cleansed, much like a state of healthy body can be cultivated by certain habits, as well as being a drunk can be cultivated by the habit of sufficient drinking.

I've never found myself out of the state of felt presence, without being able to point out what I did (or failed to do) to get there. Things like spending too much time around noisy, emotionally disturbed and draining people, abusing my body's systems in some way (insufficient sleep, insufficient exercise that slows lymph movement, incorrect diet that makes the brain "noisy", this noise then interfering with the clear brain frequencies of direct presence).

All the people that I see living their lives far away from this state, are doing things, and are doing them every single day, to keep themselves away from it. Once it's shown to you, it's clear as daylight.

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Now if someone had been Christian for 35 years and still did not know the Lord/had never felt his Holy Presence, then I would definitely say, ok let us take a step back here and evaluate what you are doing. How do you pray, etc etc, what is your undrstsnding of this verse, what do you think about this, etc?



This kinda thing is precisely what I mean.

One of the saddest, and yet most amusing things that I've seen in this direction, was a Sunday TV show, some sort of sermon from a Pentecostal church. Or Jehovah's witnesses, I'm not sure, but certainly they were very "active" in church :bigrin: And I looked and at first I was very impressed that yes, here are some Christians who don't just sit and mumble, but they're out of their chairs, making music in church, raising their arms high, singing about the glory of their whatever. Whoo hoo!

Only that upon closer inspection, everybody was faking it. Their peak point, the most that they could bring forth (neurologically, arousal-wise) was something like 15-20% of what I've seen happen to me and others at say, the Santo Daime aya ceremonies, or while dropping good acid at a psy festival.

The Glory of the lord cometh and cometh down true to people who open up to receive, and flyeth far above the heads of those who busy themselves with excessive thoughts and trivial distractions.

That's what it looks like from my end at least :shrug:

So just curious, do you have some congregation, some group or crew where people successfully feel the good stuff, or are you doing this alone? If it's a group, may we hear what denomination and stuff? I'm sure many wanderers might want to check it out, to see for themselves the wonders present there.


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Blessed are your eyes because they see, and your ears because they hear.



For truly, I say to you, many prophets and righteous people longed to see what you see, and did not see it,
and to hear what you hear, and did not hear it.
- Matthew 13:16

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Re: I think one of the most unprodctive users of our time and energy is to struggle against ourself [Re: Spacerific]
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Of course I feel them dude, I feel the glory and the power, both within and without, in plentiful awesomeness. Because I do this and yet have no connection at all to Christianity, nor other text-heavy religion, this tells me that this state, this direct experience, is non-denominational. It's probably reachable by many ways, faiths, techniques and such, but no one way is THE way, and people that think only their particular book can do it, are IMO delusional.



You misunderstood me. I was using "you" in the general sense, because to me it seemed like had my answer been no to your questions then you would have concluded there was something wrong with my spiritual practice. I was simply saying that it took some time for my practice to bare fruit and before that, I would have answered no, but that did not mean the Lord did not hear my prayers then, it just means they bare fruit in season.

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Maybe it worked for you due to the psychedelics in your diet, in which case I'm more likely to associate the felt presence and direct experience of the divine with the :mushroom2::mushroom2::mushroom2:'s than to the immersion in Christian texts and rituals.



Psychedelics have played a big role in my spirituality but you should know that they did not bare fruit until I became a Christian. I took loads of psychedelics and had loads of weird, incredible and enlightening experiences with them, but I was never able to really put two and two together and benefit from the experiences, until I became a Christian. They are also what lead me to become a Christian, I used to drop acid and have my girlfriend read the Bible to me while I tripped.


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Really? Seems a bit sadistic and mean, at least when viewed from my end. What the psychs showed me is that the grace thing, the State, "getting it" is pretty much available to all, at all times. It's rather direct, immediate, can be hopped into once your body/brain/heart are cleansed, much like a state of healthy body can be cultivated by certain habits, as well as being a drunk can be cultivated by the habit of sufficient drinking.



Its not sadistic, its the natural play of mind. In Christianity we say that one must prove he loves God even when God is not directly making him feel good, in other words, he must love God for God's sake and not merely his own. Grace is available to all, at all times, but so is the urge to resist, reject it or turn away. You may not struggle so much with this, but many people do.

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So just curious, do you have some congregation, some group or crew where people successfully feel the good stuff, or are you doing this alone? If it's a group, may we hear what denomination and stuff? I'm sure many wanderers might want to check it out, to see for themselves the wonders present there.



Sure. It's interesting you ask that, because its something I've been thinking about a lot lately. First of all I want to say that if I had to recommend a "denomination" to people, I would recommend the Eastern Orthodox Church. In my opinion, it is the purest form of Christianity one can find in a mainstream church today, and it is extremely mystical, spiritual and personal experience based, although be warned, it is Christianity along the lines of the ascetic path, and thus not for the faint of heart.  I have learned so much from studying Orthodox Christianity and for me, that church's teachings and the writings of its saints just drip with beauty, wisdom and eternal truth. If you are interested, I would point you in the direction of the Philokalia (a collection of writings from Orthodox Saints and Church Fathers including the famous desert fathers who live in caves in the desert eating nothing more than a single loaf of bread a week). You can download the PDF file for free on the net,

I myself am actually not Orthodox but Catholic however and the reason for that is largely logistical/convenience (I can walk to daily Mass at my parish after I get off work for instance, no way I could do that if I was Orthodox) but also because I was baptized Catholic as a baby and my grandmother was a devout Catholic, so I guess part of me wanted to be Catholic out of love and respect for her, the only example of faith in my early life. I am lucky to attend a parish with a charismatic and highly intelligent/spiritually aware young priest who was just ordained this past summer. In fact, he was featured on a CNN documentary that aired 2 weeks ago as part of the series This is Life. It was excellent btw, in case you are interested. My church has a thriving young adult group (which he runs now) which draws some of the brightest, most devout young Catholics in my area. It has more than doubled in size already since Fr. Todd (his name) took over its leadership. One of my friends who attends drives over an hour each way just for it. So I've met some awesome, faith filled people there, who are going places in life (much different energy from the down and out drug addicts/deadheads I am used to hanging with) though I even met one guy there who is a lot like me, former drug addict, psychedelic user who eventually made his way from hardcore atheism to the Roman Catholic Church.

Anyway, when I joined the Catholic Church I thought it essentially the same thing as Orthodoxy, but over the years the more I have learned about the Catholic Church, the Vatican, the Papacy, church history, doctrine and teachings, scandal, etc, the more I feel that the Eastern Orthodox Church is a superior organization with and a truer expression of what Jesus intended for his church to be when he founded it. Even though I am Catholic I find often myself reading Orthodox books and  and adopting Orthodox prayer techniques. However, whenever I think abotu converting I remind myself that it would mean driving a lot further and then worshipping with a bunch of Russian immigrants. Not that I have anything against Russians, I don't, I actually love Russians but its just a very different experience and I don't speak Russian so I would not even able to understand the Divine Liturgy because they only have one or two English services per month.

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Of course I feel them dude, I feel the glory and the power, both within and without, in plentiful awesomeness. Because I do this and yet have no connection at all to Christianity, nor other text-heavy religion, this tells me that this state, this direct experience, is non-denominational. It's probably reachable by many ways, faiths, techniques and such, but no one way is THE way, and people that think only their particular book can do it, are IMO delusional.



Right and this is one of the things which interests me about Orthodox Christianity. The Orthodox Church is one of the few Christians churches which I have heard say that religion is not necessary. In other words, rather than looking itself as the truth, Orthodoxy remembers that God alone is the truth, beyond all human concepts and God is omnipresent, the all pervading, all connecting principle, that which everything ultimately boils down to and is already religion or not.

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Only that upon closer inspection, everybody was faking it. Their peak point, the most that they could bring forth (neurologically, arousal-wise) was something like 15-20% of what I've seen happen to me and others at say, the Santo Daime aya ceremonies, or while dropping good acid at a psy festival.



uh well, its a lot harder to have profound spiritual experiences without the aid of psychedelics, so give them some credit.

Edited by Deviate (11/27/14 04:50 PM)

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Re: I think one of the most unprodctive users of our time and energy is to struggle against ourself [Re: Deviate]
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Sure. It's interesting you ask that, because its something I've been thinking about a lot lately. First of all I want to say that if I had to recommend a "denomination" to people, I would recommend the Eastern Orthodox Church. In my opinion, it is the purest form of Christianity one can find in a mainstream church today, and it is extremely mystical, spiritual and personal experience based



Well that right there kills it for me personally, as I happen to come from Eastern Europe, so I grew up with the Orthodox stuff all around me. I've seen it in the cities, I've seen it in the villages, I've seen PLENTY of different priests and churches and they all struck me as utterly, incredibly, profoundly, painfully boring. My family, to the extent that they believe and practice, are all Orthodox Christians, their views have always made me go :rolleyes: and :rofl:

I'm not saying it doesn't work for all, I'm saying that there's some % of the population, to which I absolutely and 100% belong to, for which the Eastern Orthodox church practices are simply

:sploosh: in the wind. They don't work, they don't deliver, they simply bore and annoy.

Again, glad it works for ya. Enjoy :biggrin:

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They are also what lead me to become a Christian, I used to drop acid and have my girlfriend read the Bible to me while I tripped.



Umm, say what now?

I'd say that no, the psychedelics didn't lead you to become a Christian. Taking psychedelics and then having her read specifically from the Bible had way more to do with it. You think if she'd been reading the Qur'an or The Tibetan Book of Living and Dying, or the Mahabharata, you'd still be a Christian now? I have abundant doubts about that.

At least humor me and do the mental experiment, 3-4 trips somewhere in Asia, surrounded by all manner of Budhhist stuff, or over in India, surrounded by full sensory immersion in Hindu tradition and rituals. How would that ever have pointed the way to specifically to the Bible? Several trips full of the dialogs of Arjuna with the Supreme Personality of God. From there to Jesus. How? Connect the dots for me, if you will, for I don't see it.

Alan Watts said something to this effect, that you choose who you give authority to. You choose whether you believe the priest, shaman or rabbi, and in your case this strikes me as particularly true. Oh and food for thought, if you take acid, trip balls and then have your girlfriend recite aloud from Dune or Game of Thrones, you're likely to become quite an avid fan of those books as well. Interest in the imagery, specific vocabulary, the works.

Anyway, as I said, enjoy :biggrin:

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uh well, its a lot harder to have profound spiritual experiences without the aid of psychedelics, so give them some credit.




I will most certainly not give them even a glimpse of credit. I will not support stupid and ridiculous behavior regardless of the form it comes in.

IF they wanted "spiritual experiences without the aid of psychedelics", fine, they should have joined monastic orders and kick it with the books and rosaries in the monastery, like the most pious of them. Since they only had the Sunday afternoons to spare and liked the comforts of city life, the psychedelics are PRECISELY the way to do it. Catalyzed, accelerated, highly effective.

I will not appreciate nor give credit for people living in the stone age, deluding themselves and faking complete placebo crap, when they can have the real thing grown in a few weeks and delivered straight into their synapses, coarsing through their whole bodies, loud and true.

Explain to me how failing to use the natural resources around you (psychoactive plants and compounds that deliver) is somehow wise or good or heroic, to me it just seems misguided, poorly planned, poorly informed and masochistic.

See my signature. I believe in it. I pity the fools who waste time with placebo crap when they could get the real thing, and from what I've seen those Pentecostal simpletons were doing just that. Mumbling from books about how others saw and felt it, instead of seeing and feeling it for themselves. Try that experiment btw, I highly recommend it. Watch some Sunday programs, either Baptists or Pentecostals, guys who emphasize direct experience, and compare that to say, an official Ozora video. I've seen both, I've actually been to both and found only one of them to deliver the goods as advertised.


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Blessed are your eyes because they see, and your ears because they hear.



For truly, I say to you, many prophets and righteous people longed to see what you see, and did not see it,
and to hear what you hear, and did not hear it.
- Matthew 13:16

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I'd say that no, the psychedelics didn't lead you to become a Christian. Taking psychedelics and then having her read specifically from the Bible had way more to do with it. You think if she'd been reading the Qur'an or The Tibetan Book of Living and Dying, or the Mahabharata, you'd still be a Christian now? I have abundant doubts about that.



Oh absolutely I think I would. I have read all kinds of spiritual works both sober and on psychedelics, not just Christian. I have a strong interest in Zen Buddhism in addition to Christianity, as well as some branches of Hinduism I dabble in. I learned something or other from all the religions I studied, but over time preferances became apparent and I realized that Christianity and Zen Buddhism are what spoke to me most.

Im sorry to hear you think Orthodox Christianity is boring. To each their own. I have found immense value in the Philokalia and other Orthodox writings. You might run into boring priests and boring parishners but to me the heart of the religion is more than just the people you find yourself surrounded by. I have attended Mass with great priests and awful priests but those experiences are not what is fundamentally significant to me. It's what I have learned about how to relate to this crazy thing we call life.

The psychedelic path has a lot of pitfalls and is by no means appropriate for everyone in my opinion. Look at the great sages of today and in the past, how many of them are recommending psychedelics? Not very many. Spiritual seeking without psychedelics is ultimately more important than seeking with them because one day youll need to take those training wheels off. I dont have much interest in judging others or spouting my opinion on what they should be doing either.

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I'm often surprised at the length of posts and the work put into them on this board. You guys could write a novel if you channeled your writing.

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