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 shaggy101
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 Subconscious leakings and a key 
#1624329 - 06/10/03 08:04 PM (18 years, 7 months ago) |
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I wont pretend to know of predefined fields and definitions, I create my own based on self realizations, studies of self and world, hinting on evolved human knowledge, yet still quite subjective? Although I still very much appreciate and include "predefined knowledge".
The subconscious by dictionary:
Existing in the mind and affecting thought and behavior without entering conscious awarness.
Worded quite nicely.
affecting thought and behavior without entering conscious awarness
So whatever my subconcious is is very relative to my life.
Without digging to deep I can say I have observed in myself a suppresing and unwillingness to deal with this part of me, unwilling to face it.
Yet it may just be where most everything I care about flows from.
Now that I work very hard at traveling the passages of my own mind I have discovered a few amazing and very important things that I longed for all along.
In a fairly recent episode of the Simpsons Lisa finds some cool kids at a sea side town where for the first time she fits in. I remember they are talking about what they like to do and the cool girl says " ya ..stuff sucks "- knowing the simpsons being a highly sarcastic psychological trip into the common consciousness, she was trying to define our generation. We hang out. Alot.
For me that leaked in and blended consciously and subconsciously with my own view of who and what I was and who and what I wanted to be.
Along time ago when I first became a stoner and fell in love with the drug culture I began to make a program (mostly subconsciously) based on who I was, a tough, proud, and artistic child, and who I wanted to be, pretty much who I was with a tough life story and to flirt with death.
aa this is probally getting kinda boring 
so I will get to the point.
I believe we all create a subconscious self, are dream self, vision self although it is not all "good".
I was subconsciously pursueing death with passion, and all though I will not regret, I will search to understand that passion. For "where" I direct it will have direct affect on this time/space reality we call "reality"..And in this reality I want to stay here as long as possible.
When faced with death that thought alone becomes painfully obvious.
After all the confusion and pain, the love and understanding, my faith and philosophys, I still want to be here..right now.
I dont have to be who I think I am, I am who I know I am, it is ok to evolve..what is wisdom if not conscious evolution?
I will get up and do something, I write my own story.
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castaway
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Re: ".And in this reality I want to stay here as long as pos [Re: shaggy101]
#1624927 - 06/10/03 11:29 PM (18 years, 7 months ago) |
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A known reality is preferable to an unknown,
and who knows,
perhaps this reality is preferable to the one we left.
The fear of death
perhaps the fear of ego death
perhaps the fear IS the fear of the ego
But it is natural to all of us
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Murex
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Re: Subconscious leakings and a key [Re: shaggy101]
#1625389 - 06/11/03 01:53 AM (18 years, 7 months ago) |
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Do Subconscious leakings = Bedwetting? 
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What if everything around you
Isn't quite as it seems?
What if all the world you think you know,
Is an elaborate dream?
And if you look at your reflection,
Is it all you want it to be?
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Re: Subconscious leakings and a key [Re: Murex]
#1625580 - 06/11/03 04:11 AM (18 years, 7 months ago) |
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>Do Subconscious leakings = Bedwetting?
Depends on how much u extended... oops "expanded" your consciousnes.. 
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"no-mind un-thinks no-thought..."
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shaggy101
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Re: ".And in this reality I want to stay here as long as pos [Re: castaway]
#1629307 - 06/12/03 06:08 PM (18 years, 7 months ago) |
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Good words.
I have always felt this reality is needed. like the story must be wrote to be truelly understood.
That story idea parallels the common reality nicely, that it must be writable, definable, knowledge interpretable..for the mind. The programm is running theres just nobody driving it 
unless I remember..
Murex- ..sometimes you must make sacrifices 
what forum are you moderating?
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Re: unless I remember.. [Re: shaggy101]
#1629508 - 06/12/03 07:44 PM (18 years, 7 months ago) |
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...That it must be understandable...
And those who seek will find
(or so the promise goes)
Will I understand in THIS life?
Probably not...
But to see there is order behind the chaos is soothing
The chaos within the order is frightening however
Ignorance was bliss
(no moderators job for me footloose and fancy free)
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