It’s funny you bring that up. Sometimes I’ll watch murder/crime documentations on discovery channel and I’ll get so wrapped up in the death of an innocent person that ill think that if the same thing happened to my “loved one” I would take pride in killing the mother fucker that did the senseless crime, sometimes I woven think I would torture them. It’s weird to have this feeling based on an emotional reaction to death itself, its oddly contradictory but I guess that’s something humans have struggled with for ages.
I'm actually extremely sensitive to human death. I was once coming home from a trip up in the mountains and witnessed the aftermath of a really bad motorcycle accident. By the time we drove by everything over and done with and the police were just starting to show up. As we passed by I saw the man, It looked like he went into a guard rail at highway speeds and his body was lying on the pavement with most of his cloths ripped off of him. His whole body was black and purple, I assumed he got caught up in the railing and tossed around, anyway he was clearly dead and I almost immediately broke out in tears. I had to have my gf drive home, its odd, im a grown ass man and I never cry about anything, but I can’t handle death. Whenever I see someone hurt, or a dead person just after an accident (I’ve actually seen this twice in my life) I’m overcome with sadness and usually shed tears..
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