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IBLISS
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forsaken or psychotic???
#1301547 - 02/12/03 03:48 AM (21 years, 1 month ago) |
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Can any one hear my thoughts or am i just insane? cause I sware i SEE reactions from the public that reveal they can INDEED hear my thoughts!!! from what I've seen soo far most people hear my thoughts but, there is some kind of law where you can't reveal the truth to me, why? is there any one brave enogh to actually make contact with this "man of perdition" It's like i'm tripping all the time, reallity has takin a back seat to the serreal and man is it cool! I know i'm not that crazy 'cause i can handle it, i think most psychotics shy away from tripping and from high anxity situations, maybe ive brokin through to the other side, Must I ride the snake until the end of time??? and if you can hear my thoughts why not reveal your self on a forum like this where your identity is well hiddin, do you really fear god that much??? if indeed you do fear god, maybe you are sheep inneed of a sheperd, or do you have the ability to make up your own mind??? all ive got to say is " baaaaaaaaaa" to those in fear for my safty fear not for my mental stability is well in hand, and this is just another test of the public brodcast station to awakin what you have left of that thing you call a brain, "baaaaaaa" J/K, "you can bring what you take with you, Mind your head!"
-------------------- I am the umbra and Penumbra, the first and the last,behold for once I was dead but now am alive
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Re: forsaken or psychotic??? [Re: IBLISS]
#1301667 - 02/12/03 04:46 AM (21 years, 1 month ago) |
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Don't fight it, that only makes you hate the place you are meant to be. Sit back and enjoy it.
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Re: forsaken or psychotic??? [Re: IBLISS]
#1301706 - 02/12/03 05:08 AM (21 years, 1 month ago) |
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A little melodramatic eh?
Ive been were you are at -I think- After my first few major psychedelic experiences(one sociological crazy LSD trip inperticuliar) I developed a "flaw" logic in my social concepts of the world. Everywhere I would go I would flash back to my "terrible" LSD vision of" the baren society" which involved, pretty much what you said, except also reversed. Anyway I was 15 and now im 20. The world is very complex, yet simple. anything that is strangge or amazing and seems to not fit, Does fit and is amazing as is the all. Maybe take a break from Psychedelics...study sociology alittle as well.. as well as thinking for yourself. Or as I liketo say Go with what YOU KNOW.
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3eyedgod
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Re: forsaken or psychotic??? [Re: IBLISS]
#1305726 - 02/13/03 12:07 PM (21 years, 1 month ago) |
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LOL Even if there were a law that says, You can't tell IBLISS the truth. I'd still tell you. Fuck the man! Seriously though, I can't read your thoughts. Truth is subjective. Try to curb your paranoia. And to answer your question, I'm leaning towards psychotic. I'm not lying!
-------------------- Without everything wouldn't nothing be everything and without nothing wouldn't everything be nothing.I am the beginning and the end,the source and the void, the light and the darkness,i am but a small drop of the ocean yet i am an ocean unto myself
Edited by 3eyedgod (02/13/03 12:08 PM)
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TheShroomHermit
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Re: forsaken or psychotic??? [Re: IBLISS]
#1305755 - 02/13/03 12:18 PM (21 years, 1 month ago) |
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Quote:
Must I ride the snake until the end of time???
Is that a gay thing?
Edited by TheShroomHermit (02/13/03 12:19 PM)
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Earth_Droid
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Re: forsaken or psychotic??? [Re: IBLISS]
#1305816 - 02/13/03 12:44 PM (21 years, 1 month ago) |
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Use your pre cognition to your advantage.
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MarkostheGnostic
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Re: forsaken or psychotic??? [Re: IBLISS]
#1306086 - 02/13/03 02:42 PM (21 years, 1 month ago) |
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You may be insightful enough to question whether you've become psychotic. Being able to "handle it," which is to say, not run raving in public does not mean that you are not experiencing 'ideas of reference (thinking that people are talking or thinking about you),' which is one of the hallmarks of schizophrenia, paranoid type. You may be in the middle of a transient psychotic episode. Your comments that suggest that you are a "shepherd," while others are "sheep," suggests pathological inflation of your ego - a not-so-veiled identification with Christ, and hence paranoid grandiosity.
You may go on with this for a while without incident, or you can worsen the situation with the use of psychedelics, until your inflation is noted by someone who choses to intervene on your behalf. I recommend checking in with a mental health professional or a physician. But that's just me, and you're broadcasting, and I am a mental health professional who doesn't hear your thoughts, but who has lots of experiencing interpreting peoples' words.
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Joshua
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Re: forsaken or psychotic??? [Re: IBLISS]
#1306445 - 02/13/03 05:14 PM (21 years, 1 month ago) |
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My vote goes for psychotic.
I have seen your thoughts and am pretty sure the odds favor my choice.
Joshua
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Murex
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Re: forsaken or psychotic??? [Re: IBLISS]
#1306506 - 02/13/03 05:36 PM (21 years, 1 month ago) |
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I get like that when I'm high.
-------------------- What if everything around you Isn't quite as it seems? What if all the world you think you know, Is an elaborate dream? And if you look at your reflection, Is it all you want it to be?
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Anonymous
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Indeed.
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IBLISS
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Re: forsaken or psychotic??? [Re: ]
#1307179 - 02/14/03 03:32 AM (21 years, 1 month ago) |
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Well indeedy do, i now see who's side your on, I thought I could share my soul, and you scruw me in deed I am the mad hatter and no tea for you, except for joshua, he's cool, so josh your mission if you choose to accept it, if caught or captured,you''ll be disinvowed of all knowledge of your excistince... read my mind for the rest, no really maybe i just need some sleep or maybe i'm just covering this imbareisment up, cause I know you can hear me, can you? can you hear me now? how bout now? did you hear me? damn it, i know you did, just tell me the truth, and we'll all be happier for it, trust me. how bout now? did ya hear me then? what i say?youur free will is an illusion you god damn sheep, BAAAA, i sounded mean there didn't I , i'll go now Can you hear me now? Can you hear me Now?
-------------------- I am the umbra and Penumbra, the first and the last,behold for once I was dead but now am alive
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IBLISS
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Re: forsaken or psychotic??? [Re: ]
#1307199 - 02/14/03 03:54 AM (21 years, 1 month ago) |
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well I see now their must some law, cause I know you hear me! Just tell me the truth and we can all get this over with, I bear my soul to you on this board and you scruw me! I see how it is gang up on the new guy, and this grandios thing well, I don't think I'm a sheperd cause I can't even save myself yo, god stoled my clothing, i'm naked, see and i'm going to kill Bill ( the father), well any way maybe I just need some sleep or may be i'm tring to recrute and organize a under ground revolution , to free my people( Let my people go!) but i see none of you are MY people except for maybe three eye, so 3eye, your mission if you coose to except it... if caught or captured all knowledge of your exsitince will be disinvowed. read me? no for real guys I'm serious here! I know you can,chumps maybe I did cross the line calling you all sheep, sorry, does that get me in? come on, if you can't hear me< can you hear me now? how bout now? did you hear me then? I know you did just admit it, I'll go now Can you hear me now? Can you hear me Now? flock you guys Baaaaaaa
-------------------- I am the umbra and Penumbra, the first and the last,behold for once I was dead but now am alive
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Re: forsaken or psychotic??? [Re: IBLISS]
#1307247 - 02/14/03 04:19 AM (21 years, 1 month ago) |
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Aaaaaaalrighty then.
Why don't you read the Be Nice Policy so you can hear my thoughts?
Thanks.
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The_Clash_UK
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Re: forsaken or psychotic??? [Re: IBLISS]
#1307291 - 02/14/03 04:40 AM (21 years, 1 month ago) |
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Fair play to you geeze. I have been wondering recently whether psychosis can be handled like a trip, but most people freak out. been trippin out meself recently dude. great innit:P Dont think im so far gone on one as you are though. And no one can read your thoughts dude.
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Joshua
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Re: forsaken or psychotic??? [Re: IBLISS]
#1307543 - 02/14/03 06:28 AM (21 years, 1 month ago) |
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If I didn't know better, I'd say you are the Verizon dude.
Yes, free will is an illusion.
Get help.
Joshua
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3eyedgod
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but i see none of you are MY people except for maybe three eye, so 3eye, your mission if you coose to except it... if caught or captured all knowledge of your exsitince will be disinvowed. Your a shrink Markos. Would it be best to humor his delusions, deny them, or ignore them.
-------------------- Without everything wouldn't nothing be everything and without nothing wouldn't everything be nothing.I am the beginning and the end,the source and the void, the light and the darkness,i am but a small drop of the ocean yet i am an ocean unto myself
Edited by 3eyedgod (02/14/03 08:15 AM)
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MarkostheGnostic
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Re: forsaken or psychotic??? [Re: 3eyedgod]
#1308138 - 02/14/03 11:57 AM (21 years, 1 month ago) |
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Since I'm not an M.D., but a Ph.D., I'd rather think of myself as a 'stretch,' or something expansive, without the connotation of 'swelled head.' What would be best for someone who voices that he might be psychotic? Compassion, and the practical application of it is to listen attentively, make a reasonable evaluation, and gently inform that person that his perceptions have no 'objective' basis - that 'reality' is a consensus, an agreement with others. If that person is so ego-inflated as to dismiss the corrective perceptions of others, then temporary hospitalization is the safest recourse for that person. I mean, a psychotic break with 'reality' can be dangerous for that person and others who encounter that person. Believing that one has supernatural powers that inform the person, means that he is obeying delusions. Experiencing those delusions as true, and everyone else's perceptions as wrong, is having delusions of grandeur. Feelings of invulnerability can result, which in turn can result in injury and death. People need to be protected until reality-testing indicates a return to normalcy.
-------------------- γνῶθι σαὐτόν - Gnothi Seauton - Know Thyself
Edited by MarkostheGnostic (02/14/03 04:04 PM)
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Anonymous
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After reading what you said, I became uncomfortable. I think I am becoming or will become a schizophrenic.
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soylent_green
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Re: forsaken or psychotic??? [Re: 3eyedgod]
#1308523 - 02/14/03 03:17 PM (21 years, 1 month ago) |
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ok wow, you sound completly like my ex, it's kinda scarry lol he used to think i could read his mind and sutff...but i couldn't. and i can't read yours either... i can't even read my own...
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MarkostheGnostic
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Re: forsaken or psychotic??? [Re: ]
#1308590 - 02/14/03 04:00 PM (21 years, 1 month ago) |
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Ya know, first year medical or clinical psych students go through this weird kind of hypochondriasis where they think they've gotten everything they read about. Why do think you're gonna develop schizophrenia?
-------------------- γνῶθι σαὐτόν - Gnothi Seauton - Know Thyself
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