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im sad
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really really REALLY sad

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Re: im sad [Re: Anonymous #1]
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Me too. But hey, that happens. Gotta keep it moving.

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Re: im sad [Re: Anonymous #2]
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happens?!

I have been in serious depression for... 3 years? I have had 3 suicide attempts and have been to a treatment facility. I go to therapy once a week.

nothing works

and it just keeps getting worse and worse

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Re: im sad [Re: Anonymous #1]
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Yikes. I can't really help you there, man. All I can suggest is to try and find the good stuff in life. Good vibes your way. :mushroom2:

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Re: im sad [Re: Anonymous #2]
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i've been there, and still am there... had depression since late 05'.

ive been on shat loads of medications, gone to shat loads of sessions, been to hospitals, been to mental instutions, been to therpy, and a lot of other shit...

its not a fun time at all. no sir!

i honostly question how i am  not dead yet at times. dead either from suicide, or from ODing.

the way i have been getting through it is with the use of psychedelics, meditation, and having converstions with one of my mates in a similar situation, just to name a few.

what, to you seems to be at the base of your saddness? mine started with trivial bullshit and progressed unto loosing touch with reality(at no cause of drugs. i have taken drugs to help find reality...) plus a whole list of mental conditions.

i'll try to give you what help i can.

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Re: im sad [Re: Anonymous #1]
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Anonymous #1 said:
happens?!

I have been in serious depression for... 3 years? I have had 3 suicide attempts and have been to a treatment facility. I go to therapy once a week.

nothing works

and it just keeps getting worse and worse



When did this all start?

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Re: im sad [Re: Anonymous #3]
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Anonymous #3 said:
the way i have been getting through it is with the use of psychedelics, meditation, and having converstions with one of my mates in a similar situation, just to name a few.




thats pretty much what got me through too.

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Re: im sad [Re: Anonymous #1]
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Anonymous #1 said:
happens?!

I have been in serious depression for... 3 years? I have had 3 suicide attempts and have been to a treatment facility. I go to therapy once a week.

nothing works

and it just keeps getting worse and worse


I've been like this for about three years, too. Just keep on going, man, that's all anyone can really tell you.

Remember the good times, and try to make some new ones.

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Re: im sad [Re: Anonymous #6]
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Anonymous #6 said:
I've been like this for about three years, too. Just keep on going, man, that's all anyone can really tell you.

Remember the good times, and try to make some new ones.



i disagree. you shouldnt have to just keep suffering. what needs to happen is that he needs to change his perspective.

things look shitty? dont look at them that way. or at least find a new better way to look at them too.

granted, thats alot easier said than done. maybe try a new therapist. try a different type of therapy.

there are things worth living for and getting up every day for, youve just got to figure out what those are for you.

theres always hope if you know where to look for it. no exceptions.

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Re: im sad [Re: Anonymous #5]
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What I meant to say was that, eventually, things might turn out alright if he keeps on keeping on.

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Re: im sad [Re: Anonymous #6]
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ya they might. but thats not enough. you cant sit there and say "o maybe ill be happy tomorrow/next week/month/year/w/e"

you need to be proactive and get off your ass to do something about it.

happiness, if not at least contentment, is within all our grasps. you just need to reach out for it rather than waiting for it to come to you.

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Re: im sad [Re: Anonymous #5]
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Anonymous #5 said:
you need to be proactive and get off your ass to do something about it.

happiness, if not at least contentment, is within all our grasps. you just need to reach out for it rather than waiting for it to come to you.


That's what I'm doing, and it's been working alright so far.

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Re: im sad [Re: Anonymous #6]
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Some days are worth living, some days are not.

My horrible depression really boils down to loneliness. I just have a big hole in my heart that I can't fill myself at this time.

Im really really scared of doctors and don't want to talk to them about suicide and possibly being on medication. BECAUSE, im scared of being locked up or put in the crazy house (again). These places help no one, and in fact my problems really took off the day I went.

I don't hurt anyone or want to. I pay taxes. I might become severly depressed and sleep for a week or spend hundreds on drugs. Do I really need to be locked up?

Maybe I could try self medicating MAOIs or SSRIs. These are the type of medications i could see myself being perscribed if I went to a doctor.

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Re: im sad [Re: Anonymous #1]
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im not a shrink (yet) but i do know that if you are not open and honest with your doctors, psychiatric or otherwise, they can not give you the help you need. how are they going to help treat symptoms they don't know exist?

as long as you are rational (which you seem to be) and do not pose an immediate threat to yourself or others, i cannot see anyone locking you up.

i can certainly appreciate your aversion to these places. while i have not been treated in one, i have visited friends who were. it is certainly not a place i would want to be.

if you really do pose a serious threat to your own wellbeing, perhaps you could leave that out; just don't fail to bring it up to your therapist completely. they are there to help, but they can only help where they are aware you need help.

its not an easy thing to go through, but we'll (I'll) always be here to talk if you want.

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Re: im sad [Re: Anonymous #1]
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well say it don't spray it brother danngg

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Re: im sad [Re: Anonymous #1]
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Anonymous #1 said:
Some days are worth living, some days are not.

My horrible depression really boils down to loneliness. I just have a big hole in my heart that I can't fill myself at this time.

Im really really scared of doctors and don't want to talk to them about suicide and possibly being on medication. BECAUSE, im scared of being locked up or put in the crazy house (again). These places help no one, and in fact my problems really took off the day I went.

I don't hurt anyone or want to. I pay taxes. I might become severly depressed and sleep for a week or spend hundreds on drugs. Do I really need to be locked up?

Maybe I could try self medicating MAOIs or SSRIs. These are the type of medications i could see myself being perscribed if I went to a doctor.


Don't worry so much about being involuntarily sent to a psych ward; maybe these people are picking up on your anxiety regarding that and think that it's due to some sort of psychosis...:shrug:

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Re: I'm sad [Re: Anonymous #7]
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bro ski...
as my good friend #5 says, we'll always be here to talk to you if you need us =)

find what's draining on your life man, do you think you're going in a job or life direction you don't want to be in? or is someone bugging you or something, like look deep man.

you can let your mom ripping your teddy bears head off cause she was drunk eat you for the rest of your life, and I'm sure it'd blow ass if your uncle touched your well...ass

But you're better then that man, see 4Chan is all "oh anon anon Luz we're one but totally not (cancercancercancer)" and that's fine and good, but here at the shroomery; we're like one giant anonymous-unidentified mycelium patch (with a bunch of mutants of course ;D) and you know brother, you know you can always have some of my hydro when you're dried out and turning blue <3

Don't self medicate for the purpose of self medicating man, that's all I ask.
Don't take ___ of ____ a day just to feel right about life, like i admit i see something on TV about the horrors of the world and I'll sit back and smoke a bowl or have a drink or something, but please REALLLLY look into the meds you're getting into before you get into them (and maybe get a prescription for them as it might be cheaper then street price for the same thing, even if you don't take the total dose/more then the total; which would save you from worrying about blowing 300 bucks a day on pills just to feel okay about everything)

Maybe trip some bawls for the sake of tripping over said bawls, and relax and remember there are people that care about you (don't let that guilt you or anything, just saying use it as a comforting pillow =D)

love you bro, good energy going out in a second, ima light Jesus a smoke just for you (it's my incense burner ;D) and send out some fat-ass positive energy your way.

Edited by Anonymous (11/09/09 05:41 PM)

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Re: im sad [Re: Anonymous #6]
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Anonymous #6 said:
Anonymous #1 said:
Some days are worth living, some days are not.

My horrible depression really boils down to loneliness. I just have a big hole in my heart that I can't fill myself at this time.

Im really really scared of doctors and don't want to talk to them about suicide and possibly being on medication. BECAUSE, im scared of being locked up or put in the crazy house (again). These places help no one, and in fact my problems really took off the day I went.

I don't hurt anyone or want to. I pay taxes. I might become severly depressed and sleep for a week or spend hundreds on drugs. Do I really need to be locked up?

Maybe I could try self medicating MAOIs or SSRIs. These are the type of medications i could see myself being perscribed if I went to a doctor.


Don't worry so much about being involuntarily sent to a psych ward; maybe these people are picking up on your anxiety regarding that and think that it's due to some sort of psychosis...:shrug:



that happened to me =|
I live like a ferry and a drive away from my main friend group, so I feel pretty lonely when i'm home and kind of out of touch when i'm there, anyways...

I was walking my friends dog lucy on lsd, and all the neighbors came out and started staring at me because basically, i got the idea my friends wanted me to leave the house, and they were all gonna commit suicide, cause we're all tired of the way the world is going, and the whole sky was stormy except for over my friends house and shit and i was wandering up and down the street making a choice between walking the dogs (cause like 4 other dogs started walking with us =S) and taking care of that shit and basically going on and having a normal boring life(this was what i was thinking) and it was gray and colourless over there and lucy kept going off the path (which was basically my third option to go totally insane and follow lucy off the path into insanity), or going back to his place and joining in the pact, so I went back to actually try and save them, and it turns out they were all super worried about me, and didn't want me to leave at all (i'm kinda quiet sometimes like when they play music and stuff i don't generally join in and i'm more out of shape then they are, i live in the city they're more a town and i still beat them up hills :wink: red faced as i may be) and they just gave me this huge hug.
I always have this thing about proving myself to them when i'm over there, and I'm starting to think maybe it's just me thinking it.
maybe not totally cause two of the kids my best bud hangs out with turned out to be total douchetards, kinda the whole "oh well we're in better shape and live in a more laid back area, but we're not going anywhere with our lives and in 15 years we'll be sad and alone" scene. which is fine i respect doing what you want to do, but they're more disillusioned then planning anything. (enough about me, sorry for the rant)

We love you bro, you're never alone even when there's nobody within 100 miles.

Because even if nobody else here is there for you (and they ARE)
I am.
:peace::mushroom2:

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Re: im sad [Re: Anonymous #5]
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" Hello
can you hear me?
Now put your hands in the air
For the centuries! " ~ Tiesto

Anonymous #5 said:
im not a shrink (yet) but i do know that if you are not open and honest with your doctors, psychiatric or otherwise, they can not give you the help you need. how are they going to help treat symptoms they don't know exist?

as long as you are rational (which you seem to be) and do not pose an immediate threat to yourself or others, i cannot see anyone locking you up.

i can certainly appreciate your aversion to these places. while i have not been treated in one, i have visited friends who were. it is certainly not a place i would want to be.

if you really do pose a serious threat to your own wellbeing, perhaps you could leave that out; just don't fail to bring it up to your therapist completely. they are there to help, but they can only help where they are aware you need help.

its not an easy thing to go through, but we'll (I'll) always be here to talk if you want.



" Hello
can you hear me?
Now put your hands in the air
For the centuries! " ~ Tiesto

Your post really helps man. Next time I see my Therapist Im going to be more honest with him and let him into the dark corners of my mind.

Even if I do become locked up.

much love to all, and seek the light.

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Re: im sad [Re: Anonymous #1]
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Anonymous #1 said:
I have been in serious depression for... 3 years? I have had 3 suicide attempts and have been to a treatment facility. I go to therapy once a week.



Hey man that does suck and we probably have a lot in common but in the words of Frank Zappa,
"nothing's worse than a suicide chump."

I knew a girl in college who "tried" to kill herself 3 or 4 times.  Of course it was bullshit, if you really wanted to do it it wouldn't be hard, you know?  She was just an attention whore and everyone knew it.

Suicide is pretty whacky, before I did that I'd just completely drop my current lifestyle and go be a transient or something.  Until then I'll stick to narcotics, fights and cutting :thumbup:

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