Anonymous #1 said:
What sicko things have you thought about while masterbating? Does getting off to those thoughts make you feel like a fucked up person? Do you think your thoughts are getting more fucked up the more you masterbate? Do you only think of off the wall things when getting off just doesn't seem like it is going to happen unless you think of weird shit? This is one of the questions i have always wondered about people.
I've jerked it thinking about raping a 16yr old christian girls virginity away, in front of her parents. Once while trying to understand asian culture, i beat off thinking about a tentacle monster fucking a young schoolgirl, too. theres a million other fucked up fantasies too, those are just the tip of the iceberg.
No, I don't ever feel like a fucked up person for fantasies. I used to when I thought Jesus' ghost was watching me disapprovingly from Heaven.
I have noticed that as I get older and continue to jerk off, my fantasies get more and more hardcore. However, sometimes returning to traditional fantasies of fucking a beautiful woman in my bed becomes really appealing b/c its so different than what i normally beat it to.
Then, when I've been beating it to traditional fantasies for a couple nights, I realize that its no longer fun, and yes, I have to take it to another level. Sometimes I'm thinking on that other level, but it still isnt enough, so i either: give up (if i'm high/drunk), or I take it to a new extreme (which Im currently running out of).
A couple days ago I deleted all of the porn off of my laptop (I had so many gigs of videos, every kind of porn category with all of the hottest women). I'm going to attempt a break from porn and maybe jerking off, too, in hopes that I can get laid and think like a normal sexual deviant for once.
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