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wher ethe fuck are you
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everything was looking amazing. after years of depression.
and then those three hours.
were blasted by reality.
or the reality that i have to face.


i'm sick of this. i'm sick of worrying.
i'm sick of thinking that moving into a house in a week, living there for three months by myself will be great.
but i don't know about my roommmate. she has stayed there two nights in a row with her bf and i came over tonight to bring more stuff over and shes like we had an ant festiation.
and i was like.
what.
and shes like
we left maple syrup out and there were ants all over the kitchen but i think i killed most of them.



good way to prove yourself as a roommate already.
it's month to month lease. i can move out whenever i want.
i have three months to myself before she comes back for the next school year.
i don't know what to do.
i never know what to do.
and i thought i had things straight for once. finally got a job, never had one before. but i just got hired.
so i had that. to look forward to for the summer.
causei have no home anymore
my mom moved across the country when i did.
i don't have a home.
my home is florida.
but there is no home there anymore because my mom moved and followed me out here.
i want a home.
more than anything in the entire world.
no.
i think what i want more than anythign in the entire world is a best friend. a soul mate. someone who can completely understand me and i can completely understand them.


i am going to go smoke some pot out in the parking lot and worry about not getting caught. and not getting raped.
and i wish.
i wish someone would come out and smoke with me.
or fill their lungs with nitrous with me.


sometimes i regret leaving florida.
but it was just too much drama. and the heat/humidity was too much.
but i am so alone here..

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Re: wher ethe fuck are you [Re: wearejellyfish]
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uuh??...sorry?


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Re: wher ethe fuck are you [Re: wearejellyfish]
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wearejellyfish said:
a soul mate. someone who can completely understand me and i can completely understand them.




These people rarely exist and most chicks go about just pretending that someones a "soul mate", then they realize they aren't and try to change them then they realize they cant change them and end up hating each other. And that is life.


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Re: wher ethe fuck are you [Re: DeathCompany]
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Aye.


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Re: wher ethe fuck are you [Re: DeathCompany]
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i can't change someone.
or i don't want to.
everything i wish for is intangible.

smoking.
oh.
it's not the same.
i think i hate change.
of any sort.
but everything around me is constantly changing.


i have all these realizations when i am high.
and i jsut want to say them all.
but it doesn't matter. because i'm the only one that needs to deal with it.
but i don't.
because when i'm sober. i don't want to.
oh what am i saying.


i need company.

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Re: wher ethe fuck are you [Re: DeathCompany]
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DeathCompany said:
These people rarely exist and most chicks go about just pretending that someones a "soul mate", then they realize they aren't and try to change them then they realize they cant change them and end up hating each other. And that is life.


Sometimes, after a woman realizes she can't change you. She realizes she can accept you for who you are or not have you in her life. If she chooses to take you as you come regardless, you may have found your "soulmate".


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Re: wher ethe fuck are you [Re: DrCamacho89]
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hmmmm you could always kill your self.bad joke. on a serious note maybe you need some new friends. where do you live?


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Re: wher ethe fuck are you [Re: wearejellyfish]
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:heart:


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Re: wher ethe fuck are you [Re: Hakim0777]
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are you talking to me?


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Re: wher ethe fuck are you [Re: wearejellyfish]
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I know how you feel, I've dealt with depression and was diagnosed with bipolar in 2006. Reading the post about maple syrup and ants makes your problems sound trivial, and they are, but most don't understand how depression works. It's not the ants; it's that intangible lack of energy and hope...it just comes out as being ants or some other inconsequential item.

That being said, yes, most women (99%) want to change you. They sleep with you a lot in the beginning to hook you, knowing that men don't fall in love until they've had a lot of sex with someone, and then once they have you they try to change you into the person they want you to be.

There is no such thing as a "soul mate." That's something these washed up fat 30 and 40 something women on craig's list and match.com use to make themselves feel better.


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Re: wher ethe fuck are you [Re: DrCamacho89]
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Of course he's not. He can't function the reply to feature, much like me.


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Re: wher ethe fuck are you [Re: EllisDSox]
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i can. Im just lazy.


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Re: wher ethe fuck are you [Re: wearejellyfish]
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why are pub posts always written in prose  :what:


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Re: wher ethe fuck are you [Re: wearejellyfish]
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I have noticed you have been posting a bit and it's pretty much always this sad.  I feel for you.  While some here can give you encouragement your best bet is to get off the internet and go make friends with a real live person.

Maybe the new job will help! 

I understand depression as well.  It just always seems like everything just isn't worth all the effort to do it.  Or little things like ants can overwhelm you.  You just have to take the action, buy the little ant baits, put them out and voila! no more ants.

I like pot as well as anyone else here, but that can sometimes make the depression worse.  Try easing up a little on it.  Maybe not smoke til evening or something. 

One last thing, a real relationship won't happen until you are not looking for it.  Guys can smell desperation a mile away and it scares them off.  Just relax.  Maybe buy yourself a little toy and enjoy yourself.  :plur:    :grin:


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Re: wher ethe fuck are you [Re: mushbaby]
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One last thing, a real relationship won't happen until you are not looking for it.  Guys can smell desperation a mile away and it scares them off.  Just relax.  Maybe buy yourself a little toy and enjoy yourself.  :plur:    :grin:


what? its the exact opposite. unfortunately these days desperation translates into fickle and manipulative


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Re: wher ethe fuck are you [Re: Hakim0777]
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I dont try to change men. I find that if there's something that makes me want to change them then I just lose interest. Because then they arent what I'm lookin for anyway. So not all women try to change ppl.

And to the origtinal poster. Just try to see the good in whats around u rather than picking out all the downfalls. It takes time to meet ppl u like, and it takes even longer if ur to busy thinkning u wont rather than just going out and meeting people. good luck to ya


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Re: wher ethe fuck are you [Re: wearejellyfish]
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I've probably told you this before:

stop being such a whiney bitch :kingcrankey:

Then realise your life isn't as bad as you think it is; climb out of your whole and re-assess who you really are.

No-one digs people that just bitch all the time about nothing. This is such a desperate cry for attention that its almost sickening.

Confidence and not caring what other people think about you are key to being who you want to be.


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Re: wher ethe fuck are you [Re: Hakim0777]
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Hakim0777 said:
One last thing, a real relationship won't happen until you are not looking for it.  Guys can smell desperation a mile away and it scares them off.  Just relax.  Maybe buy yourself a little toy and enjoy yourself.  :plur:    :grin:


what? its the exact opposite. unfortunately these days desperation translates into fickle and manipulative


Are you trying to say that guys want girls that are desperate?

Or that desperate girls come across to men as fickle and manipulative?

  I have alot of guys friends and what scares them off chicks the most is the girl who is always calling or coming by work.Or saying she loves him way too soon.  That has nothing to do with being fickle.


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Re: wher ethe fuck are you [Re: mushbaby]
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mushbaby said:
Hakim0777 said:
One last thing, a real relationship won't happen until you are not looking for it.  Guys can smell desperation a mile away and it scares them off.  Just relax.  Maybe buy yourself a little toy and enjoy yourself.  :plur:    :grin:


what? its the exact opposite. unfortunately these days desperation translates into fickle and manipulative


Are you trying to say that guys want girls that are desperate?

Or that desperate girls come across to men as fickle and manipulative?

  I have alot of guys friends and what scares them off chicks the most is the girl who is always calling or coming by work.Or saying she loves him way too soon.  That has nothing to do with being fickle.


no im saying most guys know its easier to fuck girls that are fickle and desperate. Its not mean its just how it works. Im not gonna get into the whole psychology behind it. its basic as fuck.

I am a pessimist I know, so I have one question:

Did the guys that these girls follow to work ever have sex with any of them or lead them on in anyway? theres only one right answer sister.

and for the creater of this post...Maybe you should go to a club or something. Get off the internet its only gonna make your more depressed.

crying out on the internet is like a blind person trying to watch a movie: you get nothing out of it.

So go make some freinds mmmmkay?


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Re: wher ethe fuck are you [Re: Hakim0777]
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I have alot of guys friends and what scares them off chicks the most is the girl who is always calling or coming by work.Or saying she loves him way too soon. That has nothing to do with being fickle.

did i miss something or does that totally translate into fickle? falling in love with every guy who shows attention. easily cheats cause of emotional insecurity. not sure what they feel. all three of those are mindsets of a fickle lover. falling in love way to soon is fickle.


that by definition is fickle.

put that in your one dimensional pipe and smoke it. haha im tired.


Maybe i can switch fickle with insecure would that help? oh and by manipulative i mean easily manipulated. i was tired this moring damnit! lol.

fickle

adjective
1. marked by erratic changeableness in affections or attachments; "fickle friends"; "a flirt's volatile affections"
2. liable to sudden unpredictable change; "erratic behavior"; "fickle weather"; "mercurial twists of temperament"; "a quicksilver character, cool and willful at one moment, utterly fragile the next" [syn: erratic]


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