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I think... I've eaten to many mushrooms and smoked to much pot
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coolsite :smile:, anyway.. I don't know what to make of it. It's been several months since I quit and I feel like I'm getting worse since I've sobered up.really dizzy, fuzzy, and dreamy. I have constant existancial thoughts. I know this will sound stupid but I've kind of developed a fear of reality. And they're really intense and just like WTF?! can't stop questioning what reality is, it's terrifying to me

is this normal from to much pot and mushrooms. fuck i mean, don't people come down from bad trips? i feel like i'm still stuck in one. i have to much anxiety. fuck i can't even concentrate when writing this it hurts my eyes and brain. i'm on the outside of reality, not anything "spiritual" just literally i feel like a camera

I looked up online and I found something called dissociation disorder and I think think this is what I have! but yeah.. umm what do i make of all this? -_-

Edited by YesSireeBob (03/29/07 06:40 AM)

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Re: I think... I've eaten to many mushrooms and smoked to much pot [Re: YesSireeBob]
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If you're really feeling so bad you should visit an doctor or just start doing drugs again :shrug:


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Re: I think... I've eaten to many mushrooms and smoked to much pot [Re: Individual]
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hhahah yeah probably. klonopin here i come?

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Re: I think... I've eaten to many mushrooms and smoked to much pot [Re: YesSireeBob]
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what drugs did you use previously?


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Re: I think... I've eaten to many mushrooms and smoked to much pot [Re: Individual]
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Oh yeah the title says it all  :foreheadslap:
Maybe you should have one more solo mushroom trip to figure your things out.


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Re: I think... I've eaten to many mushrooms and smoked to much pot [Re: YesSireeBob]
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How much drugs did you do before you quit?


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~ R.W. Emerson, "Self-Reliance"

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Re: I think... I've eaten to many mushrooms and smoked to much pot [Re: WhiskeyClone]
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not much, i rolled a few times which actually made me more dissociated than any bad trip i've ever had. i hate ecstasy. anyway, yeah just about weed and mushrooms. i mean i've tried really any drug. but not a lot. just mushies and weed.

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Re: I think... I've eaten to many mushrooms and smoked to much pot [Re: YesSireeBob]
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and dude is that your eye?

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Re: I think... I've eaten to many mushrooms and smoked to much pot [Re: YesSireeBob]
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YesSireeBob said:
and dude is that your eye?



Yes it is... that's why I'm in this forum.


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Welcome evermore to gods and men is the self-helping man.  For him all doors are flung wide: him all tongues greet, all honors crown, all eyes follow with desire.  Our love goes out to him and embraces him, because he did not need it.

~ R.W. Emerson, "Self-Reliance"

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Re: I think... I've eaten to many mushrooms and smoked to much pot [Re: WhiskeyClone]
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Lemme get my tweezers.


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Acid doesn't give you truths; it builds machines that push the envelope of perception. Whatever revelations came to me then have dissolved like skywriting. All I really know is that those few years saddled me with a faith in the redemptive potential of the imagination which, however flat, stale and unprofitable the world seems to me now, I cannot for the life of me shake.

-Erik Davis

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Re: I think... I've eaten to many mushrooms and smoked to much pot [Re: OneMoreRobot3021]
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:shudder:



There really should be a :shudder: smiley.


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Welcome evermore to gods and men is the self-helping man.  For him all doors are flung wide: him all tongues greet, all honors crown, all eyes follow with desire.  Our love goes out to him and embraces him, because he did not need it.

~ R.W. Emerson, "Self-Reliance"

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Re: I think... I've eaten to many mushrooms and smoked to much pot [Re: YesSireeBob]
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YesSireeBob said:
coolsite :smile:, anyway.. I don't know what to make of it. It's been several months since I quit and I feel like I'm getting worse since I've sobered up.really dizzy, fuzzy, and dreamy. I have constant existancial thoughts. I know this will sound stupid but I've kind of developed a fear of reality. And they're really intense and just like WTF?! can't stop questioning what reality is, it's terrifying to me

is this normal from to much pot and mushrooms. fuck i mean, don't people come down from bad trips? i feel like i'm still stuck in one. i have to much anxiety. fuck i can't even concentrate when writing this it hurts my eyes and brain. i'm on the outside of reality, not anything "spiritual" just literally i feel like a camera

I looked up online and I found something called dissociation disorder and I think think this is what I have! but yeah.. umm what do i make of all this? -_-



Yeah... there's only one way to make you feel better.
STOP asking yourself what's real. It doesn't matter. It only matter how it makes you feel.
IDK, I once had the same questions... then I started to do in "the real life" the same thing I did when tripping... going with the flow.
Why this urge to know what's reality? Is it because it makes you feel safe and certain? If yes... what do you need to feel safe for?
Take care and start enjoying life more :heart:


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All this time I've loved you
And never known your face
All this time I've missed you
And searched this human race
Here is true peace
Here my heart knows calm
Safe in your soul
Bathed in your sighs

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Re: I think... I've eaten to many mushrooms and smoked to much pot [Re: MushroomTrip]
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I feel like you do as well. I can goto class, get good grades, do my job well, and everything.....I just feel...fuzzy. Like the world around me is always 'stony'. I guess it's really not a bad thing....


I recall reading about someone going through this behavior before. They had been sober for over a year with no change. I think some of us are just destined to be fuckin' stoners...that's fine with me.

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Re: I think... I've eaten to many mushrooms and smoked to much pot [Re: Psilozero]
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I know how you feel, you just gotta accept the view and if you cant then change it, its YOUR world. Its what you make it


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Re: I think... I've eaten to many mushrooms and smoked to much pot [Re: AJ4U]
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Thanks so much for the replies guys. Taking some of this into consideration. I mean, I can't figure out what reality is. Nor do I expect anyone else to know what it is. But I still can't help questioning it.. it's just really fucking odd. It feels like a trick.. an illusion. I don't know if I'm questioning it to feel safe. I guess.. I just question the questions because the questions beg the answers. But then I can't figure out the answers and it makes my brain go "WTF?!" which just puzzles me even more. I can't feel meaning anymore, I'm looking for it. It's all foggy

but then again maybe it's just me. I dropped out of school earlier, while other kids were in school, haveing boyfriends/girlfriends, or whatever the fuck, they did in middle school I was at the bookstores and library studying philosophy and religions. searching for the meaning of life at 13 :P. Now, after all my psychedelic use. I just feel weird and dizzy and reality seems very odd.

I guess that's why I'm always questioning it. Hmm.. quest...ion.... quest...i..on... haha.. when it comes to reality.. it's a quest.i.on :P

but hey that's cool. some of you fellow shroomerites know what i'm talking about. When I talk to my tripping friends about this type of stuff, they always say I think to much. Especially when I just start going off on random mumblings on ideas of reality. I do feel insane.

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Re: I think... I've eaten to many mushrooms and smoked to much pot [Re: MushroomTrip]
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MushroomTrip said:
YesSireeBob said:
coolsite :smile:, anyway.. I don't know what to make of it. It's been several months since I quit and I feel like I'm getting worse since I've sobered up.really dizzy, fuzzy, and dreamy. I have constant existancial thoughts. I know this will sound stupid but I've kind of developed a fear of reality. And they're really intense and just like WTF?! can't stop questioning what reality is, it's terrifying to me

is this normal from to much pot and mushrooms. fuck i mean, don't people come down from bad trips? i feel like i'm still stuck in one. i have to much anxiety. fuck i can't even concentrate when writing this it hurts my eyes and brain. i'm on the outside of reality, not anything "spiritual" just literally i feel like a camera

I looked up online and I found something called dissociation disorder and I think think this is what I have! but yeah.. umm what do i make of all this? -_-



Yeah... there's only one way to make you feel better.
STOP asking yourself what's real. It doesn't matter. It only matter how it makes you feel.
IDK, I once had the same questions... then I started to do in "the real life" the same thing I did when tripping... going with the flow.
Why this urge to know what's reality? Is it because it makes you feel safe and certain? If yes... what do you need to feel safe for?
Take care and start enjoying life more :heart:



Yeah stop questioning whats going on.  Start focusing on the way you feel.  Does it make you feel good or does it make you feel bad?  Get in the feel good zone take some deep breaths.  The more you focus on breathing and the more you focus on the good, the better things will become.  Your out look will change and you will regain a composure.

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Re: I think... I've eaten to many mushrooms and smoked to much pot [Re: Corporal Kielbasa]
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That's the thing. I don't know what makes me feel good anymore. No, I'm not saying that in a depressed woe me woe me way. Serious, everything seems to have lost its meaning. I'm in a complete brain fog 24/7 and i feel like a zombie. My family always has this shitty look on their face too, like they're sad and they just wanna blow their brains out. Atleast I throw a fake smile on.

I also sometimes feel like reality is seconds away from disapearing or "changing" if that makes any sense, honestly I don't know whats going on in my head. Did I trip myself crazy?

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Re: I think... I've eaten to many mushrooms and smoked to much pot [Re: YesSireeBob]
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Welcome to the psychic dictatorship.
You're not "crazy".
You're just aware of the dismal state that so many people are in every day. It's rather perplexing if you don't have any clue as to what might be behind these feelings. (watch this for more)

Start with the fact that we live in a society hell bent on putting technology ahead of everything else, including personal development.

Unless it's going to help your corporation get the big government contract, questioning reality is exactly what your not supposed to be doing. But since you are, you can see the effect that intellectual stagnation is having on the people around you.

My advise is to stop second guessing yourself and don't worry when people say you think too much, because they're just trying to pull you down to their level of not thinking. Get back to the library (or whatever). Keep reading and learning. An entirely new life awaits if you want to go down that path.

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Re: I think... I've eaten to many mushrooms and smoked to much pot [Re: YesSireeBob]
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What you’re experiencing is a dissociation that was caused by overuse of psychedelics. It’s quite common around here and nothing to worry about. But it would be wise if you would follow the advice below if you want your situation to improve without further complications;

a) Stop using all psychedelics including marihuana for a few weeks or even months. This is the most important thing to do. Without it all else is without meaning.
b) Start using your body; any kind of intense aerobic exercise such as running, swimming, bicycling will do. Do this daily until you really feel exhausted from it.
c) Eat more grounding foods such as red meat, eggs, diary. Avoid simple carbs.
d) Avoid all stressful situations and people for a while. They will make you worse.
e) When you start questioning reality, refocus your attention on something else. This questioning is not helpful to you right now. When you will start to feel better you can always return to pondering the abstract.
f) You might want to look into relaxing OTC supplements such as L-tryptophan, Kava Kava, Niacinamide (vitamin b3), Valerian, etc. This will ease your anxiety when you feel it’s too much to handle.

Anyway. Know that a lot of us here have gone through this and that no matter how bad it might look right now, you will be fine. Just give it time and take good care of yourself.

Good luck! :heart:


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"Who are you who live in all these many forms? You're death that captures all. You too are the source of all that's gonna be born. You're glory, mercy, peace, truth. You give calm a spirit, understanding, courage, the contented heart."

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Re: I think... I've eaten to many mushrooms and smoked to much pot [Re: redtailedhawk]
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When u stop taking things into your body/mind that ur used to of course ur gonna freak out a little! Redtailhawk is correct stop taking drugs for a while....U said it in the title of ur post....if u think ur doing somthing too much u are! Trust yourself u know whats best for u. Instead of searching for reality just enjoy it whatever it is. Hope this helps!

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