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molecule syndrome
    #604741 - 04/10/02 08:52 PM (22 years, 2 months ago)

when you guys do shrooms do you ever get that really intense feeling of not belonging to anything towards the end of your peak, like you are nothing, never have been nothing and forever will be nothing. Afraid to go home because i will not be accepted, things will somehow different kind of like when you meet an old friend again and you have no idea how they may have changed, it feels like i gotta go somewhere, but where in all this nothingness, for i am only a single molecule in the universe now without its place, i must leave for i no longer serve a purpose. This feeling freaks me out everytime and it always catches me by surprise, your input would be appreciated............

insanity with a plan, a plan to stop exercising truth as compared to breathing thin air, but to experience truth as all there is to experience, for what do i not already have that exsists? All i can do is enjoy the ride.

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Re: molecule syndrome [Re: cHeMiCaLbLuE]
    #604841 - 04/10/02 10:47 PM (22 years, 2 months ago)

No. Quite the opposite, I get the feeling that I don't need to belong to anything. I don't need to 'be' anything because I already am, I exist. I don't need to be accepted because I have accepted myself. I don't need to serve a 'higher' purpose, nothing does. I don't need 'a place,' because my place is wherever I am. I just accept what is and revel in the beautiful expanse of the universe. I wonder why do other people feel that everything must have a 'higher' explanation. Things can just exist. There is no need to assign our value systems and interpretations upon them. There doesn't need to be any 'greater' plan. There can be nothing greater than the universe, for the universe is everything and the smaller I am, the more vast and wonderous it appears to me by contrast.

This is freedom.

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Re: molecule syndrome [Re: ]
    #605388 - 04/11/02 12:34 PM (22 years, 2 months ago)

Good use of dichotomy there fellas. Chemical you seem to get sad about things a lot --- and I think Evolving points out a good why to view just about anything?

"...and to the left where up is down now stand a zebra made of shapes of me and silver and the sun so bring no guilt with you up above the flatline let's just hit the sky exploding into one." [ HUM ]

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Re: molecule syndrome [Re: ]
    #605459 - 04/11/02 02:02 PM (22 years, 2 months ago)

Beautifully put. This is the point I was trying to get across in one of my other posts. There is no divine soap opera going on, existence just is. We have a beautiful, endless universe to play around in and yet for most people that isn't enough. How selfish.

"Is this not enough?
This blessed sip of life is it not enough?
Staring down at the ground.
All them complain and pray for more from above,
you greedy little pig"

From the song "Pig" by Dave Matthews Band

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