ya it sucks that research chems are being passed of as acid. thats why the only acid i ever eat is tasteless paper. as far as letting go of ego is concerned in relation to bugging out, i think it is more difficult with mushrooms because of how hard they are on the stomach [for some]. when i trip on mushies i always make a tea so i dont have to eat all the extra organic bulk that makes me feel ill. 2 septembers ago i ate a third of a sheet [this was my first time using acid in almost 2 years]. it was quality acid, ppl only had to eat one square to get a level 3 trip, but i wanted to have the fantastic visuals everyone talks about that i had never experianced before on shrooms or other halucinogens. so i ate like 30 squares and had the most powerful/visual trip of my entire life. Im sure some of u saw the yellow fly paper while it was fresh, it wasnt bad at all. Now if i could eat 3 milligrams of acid and not wig out, yet wig out when im on 3 grams of mushrooms- that should tell u something about it effects case and point. on mushrooms i wouldnt even be halucinating that hard but the psilocyben makes u question everything and tends to make u over analyze that which isnt important. I have eaten a half oz of mushrooms and not gotten the open eye visuals close to what 200 mics of lsd would give me. When i ate those 30 hits i mentioned earlier i didnt have to zone out or let go to see the fantastic complex visual display of the minds subconcious ability to create altered visual/orginizational perceptions. With shrooms its like u have to make ur self concentrate on nothing to see the visual changes. At best, even on a half oz of shrooms, id get breathing [slight shrinking and expanding of solid objects], mild brightness in color, and sometimes tranparent shifting patterns. On acid however the halucinations seemed nearly tangible, as if i could reach out and touch them. Upon dosing at 3 mgs i thought i should shave before i came up all the way [this was about 30 minutes after taking it, also scruffiness makes me perspire a little more] so i lathered up and began shaving with my moch three. as i pealed the foam off my face i saw patterns form on my skin where the stuble once was. these patterns turned into veins that surfaced on my skin and became like a war paint. i finished shaving aand walked away from my bathroom and layed on my bed. i was looking at the wall as i layed in my bed and the texture of the painted wall beeded up into water droplets like rain on a windshield. i could tell that the lsd was starting to kick into a higher mode[60 minutes] . I went back over to the mirror because i like looking at myself when im tripping {many ppl dislike doing this} i wanted to do everything that tends to give ppl bad trips. As i stared into the mirror i decided to fake scream, as if i was scared. So i opened my mouth as if i was screaming but i didnt actually scream, i only wanted to see what it would look like. Things started expanding at this point, definite lengths and borders began to flux. As i opened my mouth for a fake scream it would over extend a few inches . I know my mouth isnt large enough to fit my fist in it, yet when i watched it in the mirror it would widen to the size of a softball, my teeth widened as well. i had my arms stretched out and it seemed as if they were both growing longer. i went back to my bed at this point because i figured at the rate at which my halucinations started becoming more intense, id be out of my body in a few minutes. when i returned to my bed everything started to gain a constant movement, everything was animated. the carpeting in my room began to bubble up like lava, or cheese going thru an oven. the beeded water droplets on my wall began flowing upward. i could tell that my trip was getting more intense, so i decided to go to the bathroom in a toilet while i was still able to recognize it. i opened the door to my room and the hallway stetched like an extra 30 feet and tilted about 30 degrees [curved spiral] i some how made it back to my bed after excreting and thats when things really started to cook. I had a moment of clarity and thought to myself, "ppl usually see the devil, or claim that someone saw the devil while on lsd", as soon as i thought that one of the bubbles that had risen from the carpeting swelled up in size and cracked. a fissure split the top of the bubble and a massive wad of fiberous muscle tissue grew out from the bubble. this mass rose up into a 10 foot tall human looking entity with no skin, all muscle [i could see the muscles contracting and expanding, i was taking human anatomy that semester] arms unfolded from the center of its body, where a regular human hand would be, this entity had a second set of elbows. SO he had a set of three segmented arms, his face was hard to distinguish, like a black cloud with spiraled ram horns that continued to spiral and elongate. the entire time all of this was taking place i was completely clear, and fully aware that what i was seeing was not actually there- this allowed me to extremely ENJOY everything my mind was producing. It taught me how complex the mind is, the visual fabrication of such complex halucinations is an excellent example of the sheer potential of the human mind. i closed my eyes and was ingulfed by crystanthimum. the water continued to steam up my walls forming a 4 sided anti gravity waterfall. [ 120 minutes ] i layed there with my mouth open in awe of the craziness. At that point i broke thru with a moment of clarity and asked my self out loud "where is all the water going?"- as soon as i spoke those words my celing cracked into a bunch of puzzle peices with glowing yellow outlines and slowly began to life up, with nothing but space behind it i rose out of my bed and into space. i was engulfed in color and light. the whole time i was positive it was just one big set of halucinations. the next day [after 10 hours of sleep] i felt refreshed. i wasnt tripped out at all, and i got a b+ on my genetics test that i took.
the point im trying to make is this : acid doesnt screw up ur clarity nearly as much as mushrooms do. . . . . IMHO
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