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so I shroomed one week ago........kinda long, scatered trip report...
    #4289978 - 06/13/05 04:00 AM (11 years, 5 months ago)

And I'm not sure I've ever experienced a heavier trip.


Hope somebody reads all this. It was more than I had anticipated typing at first.


I dosed 3.5 grams cubensis. All aborts with veiled caps except two small stem fragments.

In the past, I've dosed 6.5-7 grams twice, first time with salvia, second time with too much ecstasy.

neither of those trips compared hit the level of this one.

And I thought the second one, with the E had very possibly been my heaviest trip (about 6.5 grams, 2.5 hits of E)

This time, I had not tripped since November 3. It was 2 - CI then, no shrooms since around October 5th. I ate this bag one shroom at a time, starting about 6:30 pm with John Frusciante's "shadows collide with people" album playing. It took me until about ten or a quarter after 7 before I finished my meal. (oh yeah, I had not eaten anything for 48 hours in anticipation for this moment. I had done something of a fast.) anyway, by time I was about halfway through this eighth I was noticing a perceptual shift. I had smoked a bowl through my chilum (about 6-7 hits, kinda deep bowl) before putting on the album and was high, but I began to notice an enhanced perception of my senses and SHAPE in particular by about halfway through the bag. again, one shroom at a time, all small aborts, took about 45 minutes, by time I got to the last couple I was feeling pretty high and decided to suck on them like a hard candy for a while, until I smoked another bowl.

I almost never buy ganja these days, but I knew I was going to trip, so I bought a 20 sack the night before. I need to have some weed when I trip, if even just a little, I need to know that if I need or want some I will have some, so I got a sack, smoked a bowl that night, got super blazed, passed out, and the next day I tripped.

So anyway again, I decided after the sack was gone, to smoke a bowl and see where it went from there, as I was getting pretty high  relatively fast, so I chewed up the shrooms in my mouth into complete liquidy  mush (as I do with all the shrooms I eat) swallowed, and smoked.

After a couple hits I started to just sit there with a pipe in my hand. Any kind of planned tasks were already out the window at this point, and I had just started, so I decide to put on some music right now and see where it goes.

Again, It had been a few months since my last trip, and no matter how many times you've done this in the past, after a layoff like mine, you are just not quite sure what to expect when you go again. You have a great idea, sure, but you respect it, and know how power full it can be, however deceptively.
You know to not go into it thinking you know.

If that makes sense to any of you.

I had some great expectations and ideas for this particular trip.

They were met, exceeded, and then some.

OK, so I decide I need some music. I put on this magic sound fabric album that I figured would be just really great to trip to, but it turns out it's complete shit. Each track seem to reach for something it will never know. It ridiculous, weak and empty, so I put on younger brother, more crap, it's much better, really good in a juvenile, immature humorous kind of way, but weak in general and especially by the musical standards I have at this point.

It needs to be perfect or nothing.

see, I made this whole trip-out playlist for me to listen too before I dosed, and sure enough, when I did start to trip, most of it wan no good.

the next song after younger brother was Isan, birds over barges, which sounded and felt great, but in a big way, it just got boring really quick for me, kicked it forward to the next track, which brings me to the point of this paragraph.

Casino vs. Japan - Aquarium  (from whole numbers play the basics)

Holy fuck!!!

This song, from the very start, calms down my intense rise, sets a magical mood and vibe, chills me out, makes me feel ecstatic, and helps me focus my mind/soul all at once. I lay back in this chair and listen to this. It finishes, and the next song (don't remember which one now) is crap again, so I get up, and put the new sphongle in my portable CD player, thinking I'd go outside and listen to it.

It's still light out, I go outside, with the first track playing (which, btw, is blowing my mind) and see some people right away, I decide this is not what I want, and go back inside. I then decide the earphones are no good so I turn of the player and put the Shpongle disc in my normal CD player.

I get to about the third or fourth track, not sure, but around there, before I go out. I'm probably about 1 and a half, 2 hours in by now.

This is where is starts to get really hard to recall, and when time ceased to exist, so remembering it now, everything gels together, but here we go.

I had wanted to trip in the rain, and I had stormed for two days before I dosed, but I had decided for whatever reason that this day, a Saturday, was when I should eat, so I waited, and even though it was not supposed to rain this day according to the forecast, the very last figment of everyday reality I remember before the shift was how hard it was raining, how hard the trees behind my apartment where blowing, and how crazy all the lightning was.

I say the "shift" because this seems to be very much what happened. I was listening to shpongle, nothing lasts, which started out perfect, but I soon started to pick it apart and tire of it, but again, after around the 3-4 track, this shift happened, and apparently suddenly, I went from being a person on a couch listening to music and tripping, to absolute indescribability.

What I can put into words, roughly is this. "I" had achieved a point where not only had my body become obsolete and separate from the awareness which I was in tune to, but I could focus that awareness on anything of my desire, also, this awareness I could work with was capable of perceiving all mass on a timeless, atomic level, in which all matter was simple atoms of energy which I could arrange and manipulate at will, It was more simple than counting to ten. It was just another sense, doing this was as natural as smelling. All matter, anything, was broken down to such simple parts, and could be worked with so easily, it was like, if i could be so bold, a primordial ooze, but it was not liquid, it was more like liquid air. It had qualities of both. And anything, literally ANYTHING could be made, created, whatever.

So with this, I create the reality I exist within now, as it is perfect, something I did not realize before this trip, but now it's so simple to see. (again, there is no time at this point) and embrace this trip I have made for myself.

In doing this, I return to my organic body (after much timeless existence spent away from it) and begin on a cellular level. I begin as a single cell, communicating with other cells (seriously, I'm not seeing shit through my physical "eyes" It's all through a very well cleaned third eye) I gain a complete understanding of how water effects and helps the body, the role of water in the human cells and how nutrients and toxins are passed through cells, as well as how we, as cells, communicate with each other ( it's all neuro-electrical, baby :wink:

To shorten the story, I gradually ascend the body and my awareness consumes different parts, gradually getting larger, more dominant, until I'm at the outside finally. It's skin at first, water, liquidity becomes very important again at this level. I'm not looking at skin or thinking about skin, all the awareness behind my life force became skin of the human I know as me and allowed me to be that, to know it, to get completely aware of what it was to be that and to know that that is something I will always be and always am, always apart of, as well as always the whole of.  ( saying "always apart of, as well as always the whole of, I mean everyone, ever. Not simply myself)

This applies to every last cell, , every last molecule, every last atom, every last quasim,  of existence, not just me, not just skin, all existence, now, past, future, all time, because seriously, once you hit a certain level, time's gone. Let's not even try to bullshit about that. We exists outside of time. Period.

Once again, it's nearly impossible to bring this experience back in words, bare with me.

At a certain point around now awareness returns to my body, and I realize I'm going to piss all over myself if I don't get to a bathroom right now, so I try to walk to the bathroom, (my body has been on a couch in the dark for most the time now, the sun went down long ago)

Moving physically was not working, as I tried to walk down the hall, my perception flashed like lighting, back and forth from my body to a pure light, only describable as silver-yellow-white-grayish, heh. It was more than a light though, it was again the liquid air, in more of a pure form, It had become a liquid light of sorts. More ooze. In the flashes, which were, again, timeless, anything could be made, it was like a completely inclusive, all consuming plane of creation. I can't repeat enough how ANYTHING could be made, created, manifest.

I do not recall actually going to the bathroom, nor do I recall the trip back to the couch, I do know, however, that I did not wake up in a puddle, ( I did wake up on the couch) so I imagine I made it happen.

Things returned to the cellular level specifically. It was not so much that there was and "I" or even an awareness I could justifiably consider "mine", but instead, we were cells, and every thing, past, present, future, was open, on this level. It was all being. No "I", just it. Everything. In order for there to be an "I" there would have to be a separation, a division between that "I" and all else, and that just was not. Everything was, this was experienced, and there was really no "I" to perceive or report about it.

This is a big reason why this trip report can not be more detailed and/or specific. It just can't happen. It was too wide open. This one was everything, and how do you communicate everything into single, discernible points?



I can't try to describe this anymore.

Thanks for reading.

Loving you all

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Re: so I shroomed one week ago........kinda long, scatered trip report... [Re: emptywisdom]
    #4289996 - 06/13/05 04:10 AM (11 years, 5 months ago)

Quote:

emptywisdom said:

What I can put into words, roughly is this. "I" had achieved a point where not only had my body become obsolete and separate from the awareness which I was in tune to, but I could focus that awareness on anything of my desire, also, this awareness I could work with was capable of perceiving all mass on a timeless, atomic level, in which all matter was simple atoms of energy which I could arrange and manipulate at will, It was more simple than counting to ten. It was just another sense, doing this was as natural as smelling. All matter, anything, was broken down to such simple parts, and could be worked with so easily, it was like, if i could be so bold, a primordial ooze, but it was not liquid, it was more like liquid air. It had qualities of both. And anything, literally ANYTHING could be made, created, whatever.

So with this, I create the reality I exist within now, as it is perfect, something I did not realize before this trip, but now it's so simple to see. (again, there is no time at this point) and embrace this trip I have made for myself.

In doing this, I return to my organic body (after much timeless existence spent away from it) and begin on a cellular level. I begin as a single cell, communicating with other cells (seriously, I'm not seeing shit through my physical "eyes" It's all through a very well cleaned third eye) I gain a complete understanding of how water effects and helps the body, the role of water in the human cells and how nutrients and toxins are passed through cells, as well as how we, as cells, communicate with each other ( it's all neuro-electrical, baby :wink:

To shorten the story, I gradually ascend the body and my awareness consumes different parts, gradually getting larger, more dominant, until I'm at the outside finally. It's skin at first, water, liquidity becomes very important again at this level. I'm not looking at skin or thinking about skin, all the awareness behind my life force became skin of the human I know as me and allowed me to be that, to know it, to get completely aware of what it was to be that and to know that that is something I will always be and always am, always apart of, as well as always the whole of.  ( saying "always apart of, as well as always the whole of, I mean everyone, ever. Not simply myself)

This applies to every last cell, , every last molecule, every last atom, every last quasim,  of existence, not just me, not just skin, all existence, now, past, future, all time, because seriously, once you hit a certain level, time's gone. Let's not even try to bullshit about that. We exists outside of time. Period.




Very awesome report especially the part of the experience I quoted above! I really enjoyed reading. Thanks for posting bro. I'm going to give it another read tomorrow when Im not all wasted. :beer:

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Re: so I shroomed one week ago........kinda long, scatered trip report... [Re: emptywisdom]
    #4290013 - 06/13/05 04:16 AM (11 years, 5 months ago)

that was beautiful, seriously


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Re: so I shroomed one week ago........kinda long, scatered trip report... [Re: emptywisdom]
    #4290021 - 06/13/05 04:19 AM (11 years, 5 months ago)

Quality :thumbup:

I think a hard trip is in order for me, soon.


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Re: so I shroomed one week ago........kinda long, scatered trip report... [Re: HELLA_TIGHT]
    #4290024 - 06/13/05 04:20 AM (11 years, 5 months ago)

Same here bro. Im sitting on some good potent doses of L just waiting for the right time. :sun:


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Re: so I shroomed one week ago........kinda long, scatered trip report... [Re: THE KRAT BARON]
    #4290028 - 06/13/05 04:22 AM (11 years, 5 months ago)

all mine is gone :sad:


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Re: so I shroomed one week ago........kinda long, scatered trip report... [Re: THE KRAT BARON]
    #4290089 - 06/13/05 04:43 AM (11 years, 5 months ago)

where u guys at? whoudl u know where 2 find any in orange county california?  :laugh:


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Re: so I shroomed one week ago........kinda long, scatered trip report... [Re: eligal]
    #4290093 - 06/13/05 04:44 AM (11 years, 5 months ago)

(no asking for hook ups)


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Re: so I shroomed one week ago........kinda long, scatered trip report... [Re: HELLA_TIGHT]
    #4290096 - 06/13/05 04:45 AM (11 years, 5 months ago)

Quote:

HELLA_TIGHT said:
(no asking for hook ups)




:wink:

Please man, really! :smirk:


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Re: so I shroomed one week ago........kinda long, scatered trip report... [Re: emptywisdom]
    #4290121 - 06/13/05 04:57 AM (11 years, 5 months ago)

It seems as if you gained quite a bit of knowledge within this journey you took. How are you doing integrating all of this into your life?

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Re: so I shroomed one week ago........kinda long, scatered trip report... [Re: eligal]
    #4290133 - 06/13/05 05:05 AM (11 years, 5 months ago)

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eligal said:
where u guys at? whoudl u know where 2 find any in orange county california?  :laugh:



better edit your post, this is aganst the rules


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Re: so I shroomed one week ago........kinda long, scatered trip report... [Re: THE KRAT BARON]
    #4290168 - 06/13/05 05:45 AM (11 years, 5 months ago)

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mattzdope said:
It seems as if you gained quite a bit of knowledge within this journey you took. How are you doing integrating all of this into your life?

:sun:






There is just no way I can answer this now. Give me another week or two.

What I can say now I guess, Is that what I went through Is completley a part of me, in everyway, and in the same everyway, is a part of everyone, but that goes beside my point, which is there Is no "integrating" this one into my life. It's not really a choice. It's an experience that is part of my existance, and one of, if not the, most powerfull at that.
Experiences shape our lives, and this was a huge one for me. It's part of me, my life, preception, existance. Integration is secondary. It's like discovering you have thumbs, then being asked how you have integrated them into your life.
But this situation, to me, is a bit more serious and inclusive than thumbs. 

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Re: so I shroomed one week ago........kinda long, scatered trip report... [Re: emptywisdom]
    #4290332 - 06/13/05 09:25 AM (11 years, 5 months ago)

Inside is good.  :thumbup: :mushroom2:


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Re: so I shroomed one week ago........kinda long, scatered trip report... [Re: emptywisdom]
    #4290645 - 06/13/05 12:16 PM (11 years, 5 months ago)

Great job, man! You reached a level few psychonauts ever do. I have heard of people going hundreds and hundreds of trips on clean L and mushrooms and never even glimpsing ego death. Never realizing how absolutely perfect our creation is, never sensing the electronic hum of the brain working and then watch as your reality is touched up and edited right in front of your eyes by you the master of this alien reality show. Glad to see you reached this all important level, it saturates all, and is the real feeling you always had in the back of your mind, it ties us all together in this world, machine or whatever it is we are in having this human experience through our spiritual eyes. :heart: :sun:


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