Note: Some parts of this trip report are rather muddled, as the trip is still coming to me from yesterday so bare with me 
Ok, it all started after months of trying to score acid, and finally my break came.Last thursday night i get a call from a mate who can hook me up. To cut a long story short, i pick up the sugar cubes (the ones in my sig) and are told they are very very potent. I cant ingest them until saturday so thursday and friday were left with me constantly thinking how the trip would go. Insomnia plagued me at night, visualising the trips and the insight i would get from it. At times i doubted whether i was mentally ready for such a trip. Although im 18, i thought that despite the "maturity" label branded to that age, i doubted that i was ready for the trip.
Saturday morning came around and i was in a completely different mood altogether. I knew that today was the day for me to eat this acid and to enter a world i knew i wouldnt be able to comprehend. It was around 1:00pm and my mate, lets call him B, showed up at my house. Wasting no time we put the cubes in our mouths and started dissolving them. Although probably placebo, i felt an affect almost immediately after it had been dissolved. At this point, despite my shroom trips i knew there was no turning back. Parents were due home very soon so i decided to take a walk up to a small park (big mistake) and wait for it to kick in. The onset was rather bizarre. The initial "placebo" feelings had gone and left us with more of a weird head feeling than anything. As this was both our first time we took it all as normal and waited for the visuals.
Anxiety was present in both of us, although rather subdued. Now, without realising, we were in a small park, and as i said before, this was a big mistake. A small park on a saturday....sunshine and very nice temperatures only means one thing.....families. Right as the visuals began to come on, families and groups of people began to arrive to have lunch etc etc. This got me worried and i began to spiral into a bad trip for a few minutes. I couldnt believe how quickly i went from no visuals to full fledge morphing and colours swirling in my vision. I no longer recognised my friend, or myself for that matter. Tree's melted into the ground, and took on alienated figures, ones that i could in no way comprehend. Thankfully, most of the families left after this (im still not sure why as i was just lying on a bench, not making a fool of myself. Help from above i guess ) I almost felt a 200 pound weright being lifted off my shoulders. Such a relief pulled me out of the rabbit hole that i was spiralling down and i was back on top of this crazy drug.
Relaxed, i began to really focus on what the drug had to show me. Kaleidoscopic CEV's were absolutely breathtaking (all you who have tried acid can testify to this ) I decided to walk around and explore my surroundings. Let me note at this stage, walking was extremely difficult, and a expressing a coherent sentence was impossible (this is off one sugar cube). As the trip was going unbelievably, we were to be dealt another blow. Behind me i began to hear a humming noise...almost like a bee or something similar. I immediately associated it to the auditory hallucinations i was getting. However this was no hallucination, as i looked over my shoulder i saw a little kid on an 80cc motorbike burning through the park. I dismissed this as any problem and continued to be enveloped in the unbelievably vivid hallucinations i was having.
I heard the bike getting closer and anxiousness filled my head once again. I dont know whether anyone has really noticed but little kids have a tendency to just stare at you, in a very brazen manner. This little kid would ride 10m closer and stare, then again, 10m closer and stare. This began to flip me out a little as all i wanted was some peace and quite. Being a little kid, he was on a mission to show off to us, burning around and doing mono's etc. At this stage i really my level of inebriation was climbing rapidly. Before i knew it he was gone and again, another sigh of relief (Just like when the families left, im not sure how long he was at the park as time distortion for me was completely bizarre e.g 1 minute felt like an hour). I had become accustomed to this world of morphing trees and a constantly moving bed of earth. ( I have mentioned my friend very little in this trip report as we had very little conversation throughout this experience simply because we were unable to talk to each other)
The tracers were intense. A huge trail was left behind my hand as i swayed it in front of my face. If any of you have seen a fly or some sort of flying insect fly in front of your face on acid its really awesome. It leaves a huge trail behind it covering most of your vision and this was great to watch. The rest of the day was filled with decreasing visuals, however still very prominent but the acid was taking on more of a mental level at this stage. Thoughts of philosophy, politics and world peace filled my head. The pointlessness of war and violence really angered me. The destructiveness of the human race became very obvious to me and this was one of the major insights i had from the trip.
The remainder of the day saw nighttime come about, still frying quite heavily however it was nothing i couldnt control. I was very mentally drained and had been shown a world that i could never have comprehended before i had ingested this sacred drug. To all of you that are reading and are yet to try acid, forget the propaganda, forget all the "trip never ends" bullshit, just ensure set and setting is good and relaxxxx into a world that will respect you if you show respect for it.
For those of you who have got this far thanks for reading....
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"Those who dance are considered insane by those who cannot hear the music." - George Carlin
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