JohnnyZ said: Plus everyone is different.
Exactly. Plus, I haven't seen anyone mention this, but every acid trip is unique. When you think you know how acid trips goes and what they do to you, be prepared to be shown wrong, by a completely different experience (yes, even on the same batch).
My first time was very powerful, almost scary mental effects on one hit. Almost no visuals, other than brighter colors. Music was nice.
After that, I was doing 2-3 hits of the same batch, and the trips were amazing, visuals were beautiful, spanning from patterns, to mild hallucinations. Time distortion. Sound enhancement, or distorted, taking music layers apart, etc. Most importantly, the head space was incredible, I was having revelations about myself and the world, felt like becoming enlightened, in ways that changed me. Some of the best/worst visuals were related to human faces. Unpleasant looking people looked like disgusting demons, and positive looking people, especially friends and lovers looked sometimes a bit scary but usually angelic, even as I could see the facial bones change shape under the skin. I was able to visually see the smallest emotional changes in a person, so deep and acutely. My face has become more free and expressive in everyday life since then, and moreover I've become more able to pick up on people's subtle emotions - positive effects that have remained with me to this day.
After that, tried candy flipping, which is molly and acid. For some people works great. It was not so great for me and I'll explain why (possibly I did it wrong, there are many variables). It was quite pleasant, and I did engage in blissful 4 hours of sex (2+2), where I was able to experience what my girlfriend was experiencing, her orgasms. I had a pretty good experience of what it feels like to have a vagina, I know this might make many men uncomfortable, but it was da shit. All good so far. It was indeed very nice and pleasant. But the headspace of previous trips was not there for the most part. Moreover, the visuals were for the first time blurry and confused, not the clear and beautiful patterns anymore. Like when you wake up in the morning and your sight is blurry, except it was like that the whole time and even the next day.
After that, I wanted to only get back to doing acid, because my primary interest was the head space in which I could learn so much about myself, rather than just do it recreationally as in the case of candy flipping, fun as it may be. Moreover wanted the awesome visuals again. However, since then, my trips have not been as good as they were before, the visuals weaker or absent, the head space not as good, the body load feels a lot heavier.
Bottom line, it might mean nothing, it might mean that trips are different not just from person to person, but for the same person at different times, in part randomly, in part because of previous experiences, in part because changes in your diet maybe, of course set and setting, etc. and the complexity of the things which can change the experience is endless.
So if you had shrooms and acid and decide that one is better than the other, it doesn't mean anything! I was lucky that my initial trips on acid were very positive learning experiences, so now that my trips are not as good, I don't give up on it or judge the acid, it's mostly due to changes in my life and issues I am working on. I have never done mushrooms but I will in a few weeks. I suspect the same is true of mushrooms, from all I read, the experience is very subjective, some have more visuals on one than the other etc. In different conditions, or with different expectations, one might have the opposite experience! Don't jump to conclusions, you may be missing out. Just be safe and set your trips properly to have the best possible experience. Shadilay!
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