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InvisibleZippoZM
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waiting for my test results, if only i knew what the hell was wrong with me GOT MY RESULTS BACK
    #3838390 - 02/26/05 08:10 PM (12 years, 7 months ago)

after feeling like shit and tripping the fuck out. tactile halucinations and wanting to sleep 14 hours a day i finally went to the doctor.

theyre running all kinds of tests.... one for heavy metals, one to check my blood count, one to check my organs functions....

i feel so fucked up. like im constantly tripping out. well not constantly it comes and goes... i wonder if it is related to the half hit of alex grey blotter i ate in mexico...

i will stnad up from a chair and start walking and then a few steps away, i will feel myself get up. like my sense of touch is delayed.

or feeling like i have just been lifted at high speeds out of my chair. but sitting stationary for the last half hour....

its weird....
i was thinking that i had heavy metal poiosoning from the glass blowing, but i doubt thats it, maybee somthing i cought in mexico... hppd perhaps?

i have been on anit depressants and anxiety meds and add meds and adhd meds.... from 4th grade untill i was 18 and then i started smoking weed and using ecstasy and shrooms, not ofthen though, less than 20 times combined.

who knows... maybee the doctor will be able to tell me what the hell is up, i doubt it though..
there needs to be a doctor that specialises in psychadelic users...


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"People do it every day, they talk to themselves ... they see themselves as they'd like to be, they don't have the courage you have, to just run with it."


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Re: waiting for my test results, if only i knew what the hell was wrong with me... [Re: ZippoZ]
    #3838423 - 02/26/05 08:20 PM (12 years, 7 months ago)

I hope things aren't seriously bad. Please keep us updated. I hope you feel better soon.


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Re: waiting for my test results, if only i knew what the hell was wrong with me... [Re: CaRnAgECaNdY]
    #3838537 - 02/26/05 08:45 PM (12 years, 7 months ago)

maybe it's all the meds they've been pumping into you since you were 9.


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Re: waiting for my test results, if only i knew what the hell was wrong with me... [Re: Gog]
    #3838656 - 02/26/05 09:22 PM (12 years, 7 months ago)

no thats the thing i got off of those meds after i got back from mexico the first time (rehab) 3 some years ago


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"in times of widespread chaos and confusion, it has been the duty of more advanced human beings - artists, scientists, clowns, and philosophers - to create order. In such times as ours however, when there is too much order, too much m management, too much programming and control, it becomes the duty of superior men and women and women to fling their favorite monkey wrenches into the machinery. To relieve the repression of the human spirit, they must sow doubt and disruption"

"People do it every day, they talk to themselves ... they see themselves as they'd like to be, they don't have the courage you have, to just run with it."


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Re: waiting for my test results, if only i knew what the hell was wrong with me... [Re: ZippoZ]
    #3843722 - 02/27/05 10:35 PM (12 years, 7 months ago)

so maybe its getting OFF the meds after such a long period on them?


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Re: waiting for my test results, if only i knew what the hell was wrong with me... [Re: Gog]
    #3843777 - 02/27/05 10:41 PM (12 years, 7 months ago)

do you mean they got you to go to rehab because of giving you ritalin and such drugs for so long?

i am sory to say this,but in my observations in life, these kinds of meds which are perscribed freely for mysterious problems, are nothing but harmful and habituating. I'm sorry to be so cynical about your situation, but I think it might be that your psyche has just fucked up from not being "on its own" for so long. it's up to you to figure it out though. I suggest to keep living, and consider your situation very hard. Don't look for outside answers and face it yourself. This always helps for me. But I haven't had any thing like you are describing.

Incidentally, I first heard about tactile hallucinations from your post. this is significant to me because I have those. I can "feel" my brain all the time. Sometimes it feels like it's sweating, shrinking, or crawling with bugs. Maybe these are real sensations. But it's weird as hell.!!


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Re: waiting for my test results, if only i knew what the hell was wrong with me... [Re: ZippoZ]
    #3844078 - 02/27/05 11:18 PM (12 years, 7 months ago)

I had a massive dose of UFO 'cid and had a very similar reaction. I noticed it about a month after the doses, and it stuck around for over a year. I don't know if it went away or I just got used to it. Either way, it REALLY sucked and I didn't get any of the great stuff that Alex seems to have picked up.

I feel for you and hope that you find yourself well soon. Just hold on as all things pass.


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Re: waiting for my test results, if only i knew what the hell was wrong with me... [Re: 4bin]
    #3850433 - 03/01/05 04:22 AM (12 years, 7 months ago)

still waiting on the tests, they were suposed to be in today..... i have to call them now...


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"in times of widespread chaos and confusion, it has been the duty of more advanced human beings - artists, scientists, clowns, and philosophers - to create order. In such times as ours however, when there is too much order, too much m management, too much programming and control, it becomes the duty of superior men and women and women to fling their favorite monkey wrenches into the machinery. To relieve the repression of the human spirit, they must sow doubt and disruption"

"People do it every day, they talk to themselves ... they see themselves as they'd like to be, they don't have the courage you have, to just run with it."


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Re: waiting for my test results, if only i knew what the hell was wrong with me... [Re: ZippoZ]
    #3851843 - 03/01/05 02:11 PM (12 years, 7 months ago)

nothing..... nothing wrong, good liver blood kidneys..... not even any drugs detectable in my system despite having smoked less than 2 weeks prior.... still waiting for the heavy metals screen but this seems so odd.

im not sure what the hell is going on but it seems that the problem is in my head so to speak either physically or mentally i dont know.


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"in times of widespread chaos and confusion, it has been the duty of more advanced human beings - artists, scientists, clowns, and philosophers - to create order. In such times as ours however, when there is too much order, too much m management, too much programming and control, it becomes the duty of superior men and women and women to fling their favorite monkey wrenches into the machinery. To relieve the repression of the human spirit, they must sow doubt and disruption"

"People do it every day, they talk to themselves ... they see themselves as they'd like to be, they don't have the courage you have, to just run with it."


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Re: waiting for my test results, if only i knew what the hell was wrong with me... [Re: ZippoZ]
    #3872278 - 03/05/05 10:52 AM (12 years, 7 months ago)

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i feel so fucked up. like im constantly tripping out. well not constantly it comes and goes... i wonder if it is related to the half hit of alex grey blotter i ate in mexico...

i will stnad up from a chair and start walking and then a few steps away, i will feel myself get up. like my sense of touch is delayed.

or feeling like i have just been lifted at high speeds out of my chair. but sitting stationary for the last half hour....




I can relate A LOT, and I've been on an SSRI, and a benzo for anxiety, and only have used marijuana. Rather than my senses being delayed, my senses repeat numerous times. For me, I may get out of the chair and feel like I got out of the continually for the next 5 seconds. It's really fucking annoying, especially when I hear noises. Sometimes I'll be walking alone at night and my neck will crack and I'll hear it replayed in my head over and over agian. I feel like I'm constantly tripping out.

What ever is wrong with me seems different than what is wrong with you, but I hope it's aleast comforting to know that someone else feels extremely fucked up, and tests have shown it's nothing physical.


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Re: waiting for my test results, if only i knew what the hell was wrong with me... [Re: Society]
    #3872331 - 03/05/05 11:17 AM (12 years, 7 months ago)

yeah i keep feeling all fucked up like this as well, for about a month now. i have no idea what the fuck is going on but its driving me insane. its probably a little different than the description above, but i feel very out of it and disoriented and dizzy and shit..and if i move it feels like ive moved a lot faster and farther than i actually moved.. and more.. dunno whats going on man..


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Re: waiting for my test results, if only i knew what the hell was wrong with me... [Re: Locus]
    #3872559 - 03/05/05 12:53 PM (12 years, 7 months ago)

It's probably mental. Alot of those symptoms sound pretty mental. Especially blaming it on the acid.

Might want to get a change of surroundings.


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Re: waiting for my test results, if only i knew what the hell was wrong with me... [Re: freddurgan]
    #3872585 - 03/05/05 12:59 PM (12 years, 7 months ago)

Some of the symptoms some of you described sound exactly like clinical anxiety: being hyperaware of an organ or bodily function, such as your brain. In my case, it was/is a hyperawareness of my heart and breathing.


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Re: waiting for my test results, if only i knew what the hell was wrong with me... [Re: dblaney]
    #3873238 - 03/05/05 04:30 PM (12 years, 7 months ago)

yeah thats probably it...
funny thing is last time this got serious probably a year ago, a week into it i decide that i was tripping out because my brain needed to trip so i ate some mush and reset it.
im somewhat worried to try that again.


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"in times of widespread chaos and confusion, it has been the duty of more advanced human beings - artists, scientists, clowns, and philosophers - to create order. In such times as ours however, when there is too much order, too much m management, too much programming and control, it becomes the duty of superior men and women and women to fling their favorite monkey wrenches into the machinery. To relieve the repression of the human spirit, they must sow doubt and disruption"

"People do it every day, they talk to themselves ... they see themselves as they'd like to be, they don't have the courage you have, to just run with it."


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Re: waiting for my test results, if only i knew what the hell was wrong with me... [Re: ZippoZ]
    #3881908 - 03/07/05 10:54 AM (12 years, 7 months ago)

Is it at all possible you experience synaesthesia? It's a mental condition of spontaneous hallucinations keyed to certain stimuli, like, for example, you might see colors when hot. There are a lot of variations on this theme, including tactile hallucinations, keyed to any number of stimuli. It's fairly rare, inborn, and does not increase or decrease in severity. In some people it's major, practically a super-visual trip for their whole life, but in many cases it's fairly minor. Maybe you're only becoming aware of it now..


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Re: waiting for my test results, if only i knew what the hell was wrong with me... [Re: bjjrevol]
    #4302235 - 06/16/05 02:33 AM (12 years, 4 months ago)

Rehab in Mexico? "U-Turn for Christ" by chance? I know someone that went there; thats a fucked up place IMO.


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Re: waiting for my test results, if only i knew what the hell was wrong with me GOT MY RESULTS BACK [Re: ZippoZ]
    #4376396 - 07/06/05 05:55 PM (12 years, 3 months ago)

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zippoz said:
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i feel so fucked up. like im constantly tripping out. well not constantly it comes and goes... i wonder if it is related to the half hit of alex grey blotter i ate in mexico...

i will stnad up from a chair and start walking and then a few steps away, i will feel myself get up. like my sense of touch is delayed.

or feeling like i have just been lifted at high speeds out of my chair. but sitting stationary for the last half hour....

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Are you saying you're still dissociated - but its intensity varies over time? i.e You feel out of synch. with what your visual and tactile senses are telling you? As in you watch yourself do stuff, but only 'feel' the reaction seconds later when its too late to 'naturally' respond to the outside environment?

Sounds like it might be depersonalistaion? dp self help


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Re: waiting for my test results, if only i knew what the hell was wrong with me GOT MY RESULTS BACK [Re: huxmush]
    #4376460 - 07/06/05 06:09 PM (12 years, 3 months ago)

same her..
been tripping on one gram of shrroms since ever..


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Re: waiting for my test results, if only i knew what the hell was wrong with me GOT MY RESULTS BACK [Re: Gomp]
    #4377473 - 07/06/05 10:17 PM (12 years, 3 months ago)

You know its weird how things are, I tripped last week on mush., and it was a pretty bad trip mentally, but I ended up learning allot and not so afraid of it in the end. But the thing is I was starting a new job today so I was feeling bummed out about it, worried about how it would be and stuff, my mind instantly went back to the bad trip, man it felt just like it, just complete horror of self doubt, I actually started to yawn and sweat real bad for about 5 min, till I just told myself to stop it, I beat you once I can beat you right now, hopped in the shower after i told myself this and everything was better. Man a couple of my friends had told me doing shrooms is a life altering experience, and at the time I was just looking at it for the fun value, but I really feel different, in a better way if their is such a thing. Cant even explain it really, but my social anxiety has got so much better that during orientation for this job I was actually asserting myself, it felt so good. Well I got off topic so i will stop here, but good luck with your mental travels, it will get better.


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Re: waiting for my test results, if only i knew what the hell was wrong with me... [Re: ZippoZ]
    #4393288 - 07/11/05 07:35 PM (12 years, 3 months ago)

Dude, I hope you're ok! :hug:


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