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 Crasher
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 how I want to die 
#319698 - 05/17/01 08:44 PM (23 years, 6 months ago) |
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Later in life, I want to go out in the forest, deep in the forest, and have a mindbreaking trip. I want to brew a few liters of Ayahuasca, eat half an ounce (or something equivilent to a level 5) of dried shrooms, eat a few buttons of peyote smoke an 1/8 of an ounce of marijuana, and see if I survive.
By this time in my life, I'll have a tripping outfit. All natural, maybe deerskin clothing (avid Native american cuturalist). no weapons, and my spirit guide around me. I'll do 3 days of fasting and meditating beforehand, to make sure I won't be negative at all. NO obligations, just me, and way too many psychedelics. Do you think this is survivable?
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shroom-girlie
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Re: how I want to die [Re: Crasher]
#319822 - 05/17/01 11:37 PM (23 years, 6 months ago) |
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You would probably surivive, but when you came abck to reality yo would hate your life even more.
I want to die like a bubble, they just burst quickly and quietly. It is almost beautiful.
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dimitri211
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sounds cool
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zeuzjuz
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Re: how I want to die [Re: Crasher]
#319894 - 05/18/01 02:16 AM (23 years, 6 months ago) |
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Hmmmm... sounds kinda neat, but I think I'd want at least one weapon if I was deep in the forest... I wanna die in my sleep, I don't want to be completely conscious of the transition.
Hopefully old age or something, you know...
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 Ikari
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Re: how I want to die [Re: Crasher]
#319964 - 05/18/01 06:17 AM (23 years, 6 months ago) |
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I want to die in a scene that screams tradgedy.
Like blow my brains out infront of people at just the right time when i cant take it anymore. Look someone in the eyes right before i do it to give them a good rattle.
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Kid
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Re: how I want to die [Re: zeuzjuz]
#320117 - 05/18/01 12:32 PM (23 years, 6 months ago) |
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actually if you "die in your sleep", you'd probably wake up terrified out of your mind b/c you have no fucking clue what's going on ("I can't breath")
...me I figure it doesn't matter b/c once I die, umm, well the unpleasantness won't be there to remember.
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Themonkboughtlunch
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 Re: how I want to die [Re: Crasher]
#18391724 - 06/09/13 10:03 AM (11 years, 6 months ago) |
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I want to die on my living room floor whilst unexpectedly donating my liver, for which there is surely little use for anything but that's besides the point.
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Agentchewy
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You really want a climactic death? LSD amend skydiving
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viktor
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A 12 year necropost? That has to be close to a record
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hTx
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Re: how I want to die [Re: viktor]
#18395905 - 06/10/13 04:41 AM (11 years, 5 months ago) |
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of course you'd survive so long as you don't hurt yourself, duhh  
be cafeful though! i strongly suggest an experienced trip sitter, tell someone where your going before hand, maybe write yourself Some notes to read, mantras to chant. Go in oneness and love, and love again. Befriend your sHadow, its you afterall, scAry at first, as all unknowns are a bit intiMidating, at first. we get it, nothing to feAr. Would you run through the forest, free?
What is free?
Would you meditate in the wilderNess, a spot under a tree...perhaps?
Do something, do it definitevly, do not define it yourself, let others define it if they must.
Be because you know who you are without a thought.
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