Auto-SummaryA user shares a detailed account of a powerful psychedelic experience involving a large dose of psilocybin mushrooms, describing intense hallucinations, paranoia, and a sense of ego dissolution. They recount the effects of combining the mushrooms with citric acid, the rapid onset of the trip, and the overwhelming voices and visuals that led to a deep sense of disassociation. The experience included moments of fear, confusion, and a distorted perception of time, as well as a significant emotional and philosophical shift. The user reflects on their past struggles with substance abuse, childhood trauma, and the transformative impact of this trip, expressing a newfound appreciation for sobriety and a desire to approach psychedelics with more respect. They also mention the importance of their family and the potential therapeutic value of psychedelics, sharing this as their first trip report.
T-12:30
First dose
Took the entire soup, it was more than 8 grams probably close to 10, grinded it finely and then added some water mixed with half a tbs of citric acid to mimic the lemon tek, ill call this the citric tek, I guess hah but it basically works the same as lemon. Let the soup soak for about 20 minutes or that's what it felt like, I took the soup after those 20 minutes as soon as I took the "soup" I went for a cold shower to get me ready for what was coming next. About 5-10 minutes into the shower I start feeling it this is the quickest I've ever felt a trip, I get out, brush my teeth and put on a Playlist that I usually put on all my trips. This is when everything starts to get fuzzy in my memory and time dilation starts.
T+30-50min
Im full on tripping now, most of the time when I take big doses I hear voices this is one of the times I heard the most voices I do not know when but I started getting a lot of paranoia this made me think the police was coming for me, at some point I thought it was all over I did not remember I took the shrooms I was completely disassociated withing 50 minutes into through trip or what felt like 50 minutes into the trip, i started getting very bizarre visuals and voices at some point im pretty sure it was about 1 hour and 20 minutes or thats what it felt for me because I could barely comprehend and read what was in my screen I deleted my account because I posted some pictures of the "soup" and thought the police was coming for me. The voice i heard was about in the 2 hour mark, mind you at this point I was peaking and the paranoia grew stronger and stronger I was not feeling fear tho, never felt it during the trip it was just very bizarre the voice kept saying "its over", "its over" again and again and for some reason the voice i heard sounded like an alien voice, and for some reason I always heard the voice of my mom on these big trips I lost track of time completely. Im just saying all of this because I have a camera in my room that I usually use to record myself during my heroic doses because I do them occasionally. This one tho was one of the weirdest experiences I've ever had on psychedelics, in my head I could see myself in jail because, I just remembered this all of this started because I searched up the type of strain I was eating I do not know why, I was completely disassociated and talked to IA about the legality of shrooms in my area, and what to do if im growing some, and it told me some bs about its illegal and then I asked again but with a different type of question and I basically snitched on myself I do not know if all the information goes to the gov of if the IA will give any type of info to feds but I was very paranoid after that and decided to delete my instagram account in a reckless move. About 3 hours into the trip the voices are still there but it's bearable, my brother wakes up. My brother has always known me and I've opened up with him a lot about my drug use and he understands it most of the time and I tell him why he should never even touch drugs. Anyway I was getting off topic, he wakes up and I go up to him and he notices that I am tripping hard, I tell him that I think that the cops will come and he kinda gets scared and I try to explain what happened about 10-8 times but i kept forgetting what happened 30min to 1 hour ago I kept on telling him "I was on my phone and", and and I told him that like 8 times after that we just talked for a bit and at some point I thought I have poisoned him, i told him to look at me and pointed a light at his pupils. When I looked at his pupils I kinda freaked out because they would go from big to small very fast, but i had forgot that was tripping, again. And I kinda freaked him out too because I told him then he took a lot of pictures and we figured out it was all just me tripping balls hah I also remember a lucid visual that i had of me holding my phone it looked very very bizarre like the phone was merging with my hands. The voices where still there and I heard a lot of people talk that where not there I heard my dogs bark and that made me think that the police was already coming from me.
T+3-4 hours into the trip
My brother starts playing fornite and we start talking about life and how I should help out more, we talk everything we been through, land all our family that made my trip great, i wanted to be and stay there talking to him forever and ever. We talk about how I need to change most of it how he and my whole family needs me and that everyone outhere even tho that i might think they dont care for me. A lot of people do, this changed my view on a lot of things and how I see people. We also talked about our future I told him imagine us in 10 years in a beach and with a boat and both a family. I just told him we will be there one day. After that at about 4 am he went to sleep, I still heard voices but not as loud as during the peak, this is and will be one of the deepest trips I've ever had. It felt like I was there for days it felt like days passed by at one point i couldn't figure out where my phone was. I really now get why people get traumatized by this stuff it is no joke, will be exploring and doing different more psychedelics tho, this trip taught me a lot of things about myself and my family in general, people in general. And I just like exploring my mind and "expanding my counsiousness.
I will be taking a break tho, this experience was very bizarre and I got to let my brain "cure" from all this days that I've been tripping consecutively. Shrooms like many other psychedelics are sacred and i gotta treat them with respect, if not I could really go crazy.
This is my first trip report ever my bad if its all messed up and everything this took place yesterday, and I think this is one of the experiences I had of ego death because I felt like I left my old self and became a new "self" is one of those experiences you cant put into words I also had a lot of cannabis during the trip exactly a gram of wax and im pretty sure this is what sent me into that state of delirium during the trip. I drinked a beer sometime during the trip also but it felt like I was poisoning myself with that stuff I dont even want to drink or do hard drugs like that anymore which was what my "old self" seemed to seek everytime, but i have family, i have a whole community that supports me and what I do, that changed my view of everything now I just want to be sober and enjoy life, see my mother and brothers be proud of me.
I had a very rough childhood, came from el salvador to here because of child abuse, that led me to start drinking and smoking at a very young age, drinking exactly at 12, smoking at 15. I went through all posible drug and drug combos, i overdosed 2 times one time I got laced with fentanyl and I was medically diagnosed dead. It was fentanyl that we thought it was coke, the second time I had xanax, I always had a bad habit for benzodiazepines, especially for xanax at 16-17 i would combine them with alcohol which led me to my overdose one night I was supposed to take 2 xanax barz I had gotten 20 that night. We went to safeway to get some drinks I just remember that I took some drinks of a smirnoff and the barz hit, all went black. Suddenly I was in a hospital bed after 2 whole days passed later I was informed that I overdosed because I took more than 17 xanax in a reckless move, i do not remember any of this my body was moving on its own.
After this experience I do not want that to happen ever again, with shroom trips here and there and respecting them I think ill be OK.
Hopefully they approve this for medicine I feel like the trips and everything about them has helped me a lot on my drug use and how I see people and reality in general
This has helped me more than 7+ years of antidepressants and antipsychotics.
Well this was my first ever recorder trip report I got many many more (I've had about 30+ trips on shrooms and 7+ on acid) this one tho will be one of my most memorable ones.
TrippyWolt
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