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Trip report.108 grams!
    #1348877 - 03/03/03 09:20 PM (21 years, 4 months ago)

Yesterday I ate 108 fresh grams and had the most humbling experience of my life!

At one point it left me on the floor raving like a lunatic. During one point I found myself sitting in my computer room speaking complete nonsense to an empty chair.
Time would freeze and everything would become sheets of glass . Some layers of what I was seeing would move while others remained frozen. Every sound became an echo in my mind. Everthing pulsated. Everything bled. Spots of color would rupture from everything. The hallucinations were more intense than I thought possible! It was...to say the least.....overwhelming.

It was a good trip that went bad in a good way. Only those who have been there will know what that means. I experienced ego death, I believe.

I ate the shrooms (Thai lipa) at about 8:00 A.M. and was already feeling it at 8:15.
I started having serious hallucinations ( eyes open or closed) at about 8:30. After that I completely lost track of time.

The physical intensity during the first part of the trip would become unbearable at times. During these times is when I would find myself on the floor crying out to noone that I could not handle it. I felt like an organism overcome by a cold and dispassionate pleasure.

The best way that I can describe it is that I felt like I was trapped in pleasure. A cold , harsh, very non-human pleasure. During these times I would look at my hands and my fingers would look like short swollen stubs of flesh.Physically I felt crippled. I felt like I was being raped! Not sexually , mentally. Cold harsh pleasure. During this phase of the trip I felt like my humanness was being torn away from me. It was a struggle that, for awhile anyways, I lost.
I am not a weak person and am not used to feeling this way. It was a major blow to my ego. At the time I thought I was a goner.

I also became insane after a while. I could not put any complete thoughts together. I would talk to the air and experience realisations that were so real to me at the time. I remember feeling like I could never again not know what I knew at that moment.

I felt like I had come to an understanding and would never be able to come down. I thought it was the understanding making me high. The understanding had something to do with a different reality that made this one come to a halt and seem to be on the brink of shattering. I learned something but I am not sure what.

The second part of the trip was when I truly suffered. The hallucinations began to get creepy. My dog looked like he was made of amber colored glass. He is a poodle and very small. He had to go pee and was whining real loud to get outside. I was afraid to let him out. I was terrified that he would fall down the stairs and shatter into a million pieces. He also looked like he had many sets of eyes set deep in his furry little head and I could not bear to look at him. He finally urinated on the floor.

Things would sometimes blink in and out of existence. My dog would be sitting beside me one minute and then I would blink and he would be gone.

My skin had the texture of maggot flesh. My short stubby fingers would writhe and wriggle just like little maggots. I could not stomach to look at myself or anything around me anymore so I closed my eyes. with eyes closed I could see 3 dimensional patterns of grids that had what seemed to be a fungus growing through them. It seemed very real.

After about 8 hours I started coming down. During this time I experienced such profound confusion that I thought I had been left retarded. I felt overwhelming dispair. Then after about another hour or so I started to become capable of putting my thoughts together and started feeling pretty good.

What happened to me yesterday was so profound and so utterly meaningless at the same time that I don't know if I will ever understand it.

I know that after I have thought about this for awhile I will have to do it again one more time. I feel like I missed something that I should have gotten hold of.

Take my word for it. Don't think you can fuck around with real high doses without getting your ass whipped. I don't know if it would be like that everytime, But I was definately humbled yesterday.

I have a stronger respect for the mushroom now. It can be merciless.






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Edited by sirreal (03/03/03 09:45 PM)

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Re: Trip report.108 grams! [Re: sirreal]
    #1348942 - 03/03/03 09:58 PM (21 years, 4 months ago)

Holy shit that's a lot! Did you have any troubles ingesting 108 grams and it seems you avoided any nausea?

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Re: Trip report.108 grams! [Re: Sheepish]
    #1348947 - 03/03/03 10:02 PM (21 years, 4 months ago)

Amazingly I had no nausea. And I don't really mind the taste. A little bitter. After about the third mouthful it did start to get a little strong though. But I was so geeked about eating that much I really didn't notice. If I ever do it again I will not be that anxious. I will be much more deliberate .


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Re: Trip report.108 grams! [Re: sirreal]
    #1348988 - 03/03/03 10:43 PM (21 years, 4 months ago)

You'll be trying to decypher all that information for awhile.

Good report!


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Re: Trip report.108 grams! [Re: ralph snart111]
    #1349030 - 03/03/03 11:31 PM (21 years, 4 months ago)

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You'll be trying to decypher all that information for awhile.Good report!




I am sure of that. Thanks.

I want to add to this something my sister said to me when I told her about my trip.

She said that when I was feeling that "inhuman" pleasure during the most intense part of the trip, It was like the mushroom was trying to give me pleasure but what it gave me was its own version of pleasure. Pleasure not affected by my human conscience.

I am not saying that is what was happening, But it is a good way to describe it.



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Re: Trip report.108 grams! [Re: sirreal]
    #1349297 - 03/04/03 07:55 AM (21 years, 4 months ago)

Wow. Cool trip report.



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Re: Trip report.108 grams! [Re: Learyfan]
    #1349415 - 03/04/03 08:28 AM (21 years, 4 months ago)

Cool trip!

I have never tripped on a high dose because I'm scared i will do dangerous things etc. I will only trip on a high dose(for the first time) if i have a sitter so I'm safe and feel safe.

Were you alone while tripping? and how safe is it to trip alone on a high dose?

I have some experiences with a friend who tripped really hard(level5+) on only 2g dried cubensis. While peaking he threw a glass on the floor and me and a friend(also tripping) needed to clean all the broken glass parts. A few minutes later he started trowing an as-tray around the room. He was totally out of mind/body/whatever and he doesn't remember what he did while tripping..... This is the reason why I'm a bit scared for high doses because i never want to act like he did. Has anyone experienced the same on such a low dose? :confused:

     

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Re: Trip report.108 grams! [Re: sirreal]
    #1349452 - 03/04/03 08:40 AM (21 years, 4 months ago)

Wow thats one hell of a dose... and very good description......


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Re: Trip report.108 grams! [Re: Annom]
    #1349474 - 03/04/03 08:48 AM (21 years, 4 months ago)

yes annom, I was alone.

I never fully lost conciousness, Although I came close a few times. The only damage I did was to my self. I clawed my face at one point when the trip was at its most intense and I felt I could no longer take the pleasure/pain. Minor scratches but kind of scary none the less.

When I became detached from myself and would talk to the air I had no control over what I was saying . During these moments I felt close to unconciousness.

At times I would laugh so hard that I would salivate all over the place without caring. During these moments I would come close to losing conciousness.

I think that when I do it again I will plan it a little better. Looking back I see that there were times when I could have lost it completely. I really do not know what could have happened .

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At last you know what the ineffable is and what ecstasy means. Ecstasy! The mind harks back to the origin of that word. For the Greeks ekstasis meant the flight of the soul from the body. Can you find a better word than that to describe the bemushroomed state? In common parlance, among the many who have not experienced ecstasy, ecstasy is fun, and I am frequently asked why I do not reach for mushrooms every night. But ecstasy is not fun. Your very soul is seized and shaken until it tingles. After all, who will chose to feel undiluted awe, or to float through that door yonder into the Divine presence?


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Re: Trip report.108 grams! [Re: sirreal]
    #1352739 - 03/05/03 01:06 PM (21 years, 4 months ago)

holy shit, 108 grams, thats a fuckin lot. Reading level 5 reports makes me not want to get up that high. You get too fucked up for your own good. Shrooms arent ment to be abused, they can really kick your ass severely. The highest i ever got was like a level 4 trip and it was really intense, i could feel my ego starting to go. I dont care to get any higher then that. good report thou dude!


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Re: Trip report.108 grams! [Re: sirreal]
    #1352887 - 03/05/03 02:07 PM (21 years, 4 months ago)

Interesting Report.

I will never understand why people want to push the limit on these things, but to each his own.

Best of luck in your future experiments.

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Re: Trip report.108 grams! [Re: OKKuato] * 1
    #1354034 - 03/06/03 05:22 AM (21 years, 4 months ago)

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I will never understand why people want to push the limit on these things, but to each his own.




There are no limits.

I know that may sound a bit trite, but it is true.


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Re: Trip report.108 grams! [Re: sirreal]
    #1354160 - 03/06/03 06:20 AM (21 years, 4 months ago)

thats right there are no limits. if youre inexperienced then i wouldnt recommend attempting a level 4+ trip without a sitter.
NOTHING compares to level 5 mushrooms trips, nothing i, or anyone else says will prepare you for it. only you will know if you want to venture that far.
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Re: Trip report.108 grams! [Re: mikey_]
    #1354539 - 03/06/03 08:35 AM (21 years, 4 months ago)

WAS THAT A WET OR DRY DOSE .


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Re: Trip report.108 grams! [Re: growmore]
    #1354550 - 03/06/03 08:39 AM (21 years, 4 months ago)

fresh = wet

so he ate wet shrooms....

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Re: Trip report.108 grams! [Re: sirreal]
    #1354632 - 03/06/03 09:11 AM (21 years, 4 months ago)

Wow!! Thats real crazy man! Pretty brave to eat that much mush, I think I would be too scared for that much! Someday I want to eat alot(not that much though), but that wont happen untill I think im ready for it.


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Re: Trip report.108 grams! [Re: barfightlard]
    #1354818 - 03/06/03 10:16 AM (21 years, 4 months ago)

Swami (I think) posted a great thread a while back that was a bunch of quotes from various trip reports. They all started out pretty much like 'Last night I ate an insane amount of shrooms' and they all ended pretty much like 'I will never eat another shroom again'. Be sure you are ready to pay the price for your experience, be it good or bad.


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Are There Limits? [Re: sirreal]
    #1354973 - 03/06/03 11:46 AM (21 years, 4 months ago)

Maybe I'm a cynic, but I think there are limits.

Level 5 trip = all loss or recognition of reality. How you go beyond all loss or recognition of reality is something I don't understand. Yes, it is true that there is no limit to the number of shrooms you can eat, I'm sure someone could eat 108g DRY if they wanted, but once reality is bye bye, where else can you go? Of course, the more you eat, the longer the level 5 will last, but it is still a level 5.

However, what I meant by "the limits" had more to do with safety then how much someone was fucked up. Anyone can get ripped by eating a lot of drugs, but only people who use their heads stay safe. When I was younger, I used to have the "fuck safety" attitude, and would eat MAD drugs to see how fucked up I could get. But now, having a bit more experience, I've learned that the best psychedelic adventures for me are when I'm someplace very comfortable and with people I respect and trust. The amount of the drugs is secondary to these other factors.

This is not a disrespect to sirreal, as he seemed to be using his head, but things just got a bit out of control at times . . . it happens.

I'm all for people trying different things and pushing the limits on their own experiences, I just would only do it in a VERY controlled environment. As soon as I have to worry about things like taking the dog out for a piss, the environment is beyond my control, and when I'm really fucked up, any little issues like that, no matter how trivial they seem when sober, can lead me down the road of anxiety and in my opinion, anxiety is one of the precursors of being out of the safe zone.

Keep on partying brothers and sisters.

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Re: Trip report.108 grams! [Re: sirreal]
    #1355585 - 03/06/03 06:10 PM (21 years, 4 months ago)

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Edited by TheHateCamel (12/05/07 09:34 PM)

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Re: Trip report.108 grams! [Re: sirreal]
    #1356086 - 03/07/03 02:41 AM (21 years, 4 months ago)

What gave you the idea to eat so many shrooms???


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Re: Trip report.108 grams! [Re: _MarsBars_]
    #1356186 - 03/07/03 03:41 AM (21 years, 4 months ago)

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What gave you the idea to eat so many shrooms???




This is a hard question to answer.

Most people who read this thread will probably assume that I am just a thrill seeker who wanted to get as high as possible off of the mushrooms. that I just wanted to get as fucked up as possible.

I have known about hallucinagenic drugs my entire life. I was never interested in trying them in my thirty years on this planet. Then one day around six months ago i stumbled upon this quote:

1961 Wasson Botanical Museum Leaflets, 19: 137.

"At last you know what the ineffable is and what ecstasy means. Ecstasy! The mind harks back to the origin of that word. For the Greeks ekstasis meant the flight of the soul from the body. Can you find a better word than that to describe the bemushroomed state? In common parlance, among the many who have not experienced ecstasy, ecstasy is fun, and I am frequently asked why I do not reach for mushrooms every night. But ecstasy is not fun. Your very soul is seized and shaken until it tingles. After all, who will choose to feel undiluted awe, or to float through that door yonder into the Divine presence?"

After reading this I became fascinated by the mushroom! I have always SERIOUSLY questioned mankinds existence. I have never been completely satisfied with commonly accepted explanations.

After reading quite a bit of information about the mushroom experience I decided that it might be a valuable tool that I could use. It seemed to be one of the very few "drugs" that offered understanding.

I ordered the spores and learned all about cultivation from a book and info. here on the shroomery.

I started small (20 wet grams) and slowly worked my way up to More(65 wet grams) . I learned how the mushroom experience worked. I learned how you could control the experience in degrees. I went through each level of the experience falling more and more in lust with what was happening. Each time I upped the dose things seemed to become a little clearer. So I decided to go for complete ego annihilation! I am glad I did.

Some of my views have changed so radically that I feel I am no longer the same person. I no longer have any questions about God or our purpose here on this earth. I see now.

Don't get me wrong. I did not get answers. The questions were cancelled out by truth. Negated by understanding. That is why it is a personal thing. there are no answers. Just truth. Truth does not answer our questions. It mocks them.



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Re: Trip report.108 grams! [Re: TheHateCamel]
    #1356216 - 03/07/03 03:53 AM (21 years, 4 months ago)

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I ate 5 dry grams and pulled about a level 3 or 4, and I swear my brain worked better for three weeks.

Have you considered more than 108 after the experience?




Honestly I did not really notice a difference in the way I felt in the days following the trip.


And yes, as crazy as it may sound, I am considering doing a LITTLE more next time. I am in awe of the places the mushrooms allow my mind to go!


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Re: Trip report.108 grams! [Re: sirreal]
    #1356220 - 03/07/03 03:54 AM (21 years, 4 months ago)

Cool what an experience, i've been contemplating a simular one but have only gone up to 10 dry grams of cubensis so far.I think ill wait for summer first :smile:
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Re: Trip report.108 grams! [Re: sirreal]
    #1356847 - 03/07/03 07:16 PM (21 years, 4 months ago)

Seems like a great trip!! It's been a while since I read a whole post and replies. :laugh: What made me do this? Is the informations you provide about the trip and the connection I make with my own trips to help me "understand" them better.
  But as you say, truth is giving you answers in a diffrent way.
  I also wanted to tell you about this pleasure you felt. My first trip was very very powerfull(lots of mushrooms envolveld  :grin:). I was floating around the universe but I was seeing this pleasure as the true love of God and universe. The love that religion(not only Christianism I guess) is talking about. Keep us updated! :smile: 


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Re: Are There Limits? [Re: OKKuato]
    #1358630 - 03/08/03 02:46 PM (21 years, 4 months ago)

Limit or Limitless, that is the question. But what does limit have anything to do with an experienced user, in an ideal sense. The user is looking on the graph for the highest plateau, and once that plateau is reached, more effects that are harder will not occur. Just increasing the dose will increase the length of time the certain buzz may last. This is where people feel they need to increase this plateau by doin more harder drugs with whatever = mixing. (hahahahaha - wtf did i just write)(come on someone gimme shroom points)

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Re: Trip report.108 grams! [Re: sirreal]
    #1358695 - 03/08/03 03:27 PM (21 years, 4 months ago)

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Don't get me wrong. I did not get answers. The questions were cancelled out by truth. Negated by understanding. That is why it is a personal thing. there are no answers. Just truth. Truth does not answer our questions. It mocks them.





Man, that's just awesome. I hope some day I have an enlightening experience such as yours.

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Re: Trip report.108 grams! [Re: sirreal]
    #1360145 - 03/09/03 09:48 AM (21 years, 4 months ago)

On Valentine's Day I ate a dose that's probably pretty close to what you ate. I ate 30 good-sized freshly picked from a field Cubensi. The first 4 hours of that trip are pretty difficult to put into words. I too had that feeling of ecstacy that was too much to handle. It was like a feeling of all-knowingness, feeling everything all at once. All the pain all the pleasure in the universe felt as though it was being channeled through me somehow. And the visuals were unexplainable. It was like seeing the entire universe inside of me.

I was with a couple friends that ate way less than I, so they were still stuck in a slightly altered normal existance. While I was in an entirely new one. They wanted to talk to me during the trip. I told them I'm not interested in conversation right now. I wanted to speak in new tounges, not the normal every-day english. I wanted to make sounds and say words that had their own new meanings, not words that simply describe things we all know already. It's very difficult the state-of-mind I was in. But I guess that's just something psychedelics do--show you things that are inexpressible. Tripping that hard is something you simply must experience for yourself in order to relate. Total weirdness, I'll probably eat another dose that large someday, but not anytime soon.

I don't recommend most people eat doses that large, you have to be able to just go with whatever happens. If you try to fight it, you are screwed.

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Re: Trip report.108 grams! [Re: TheHateCamel]
    #1360540 - 03/09/03 01:22 PM (21 years, 4 months ago)

I had a similar experience to that of Hate Camel. After my most recent shrooming experience (probably a level 3 or 4 as well) I felt that I thought quite a bit differenty for a week or two. It eventually faded away, but I haven't experimented with shrooms since. This was my third time tripping and I don't remember any differences with my thought process after the first two, though the dosage was very similar.


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Re: Trip report.108 grams! [Re: sirreal]
    #1362837 - 03/10/03 10:09 AM (21 years, 4 months ago)

that is intense in every sense of the word.

I dont think its possible to decipher all that information.  Not everything has a meaning  to it!
But trying to figure out what every single thing meant is to make it just more confusing..take it for what it was, and that is an incredible exp and
emotional and physical journey u went on, dont try to understand what it meant if u cant.
At that high a dosage , i dont think its possible.
I think as ppl we cant handle that kinda threshold..thats why it tends to turn on u >>first half is awrite,
then the second half it becomes unbeareable and difficult.  It tells us we r weak as humans and that we
may exuberate confidence and ego in the normal state but when it comes down to it..we all r the same,
and that we all shall bow to  the shrooms magic! 
i dunno how one can enjoy that kinda dosage..to push it to those kinda limits, to lose complete control,
to be at its complete mercy. I applaud u for going through that.
i definitely dont think pushing the limits is for every1.U can push it once, u can push it twice
but once too many times and it will punish u where it hurts most...in ur mind, u'll never think str8 again, u could be completely lost in a schizo state.
...dont take this the wrong way but u sounded like a
overcooked fried egg. how can u possibly learn anything in that state of mind...

I think the only ppl who can possibly handle these  large amounts r  ppl who have not been influence by society.
As a society, we r influence  by tv, newspaper, magazines, computer, money, greed, love, anger, etc, etc
.....all the kinda things
that ruin us as wholesome ppl.  Dont get me wrong , i luv those things as much as  u do but
we dont have the pure mentality  to handle  those extreme limits...and to fully enjoy what comes from it!
If u can truly meditate and tune urself out from the real world,
and not think in terms of  "I...", u may enjoy unlimited dosages with limited or no setbacks. But we're real humans and not comic book superheros!

Also 108 grams fresh..any1 who has ever eaten any amount fresh, is verrry very potent stuff.
This is when psilo is at its peak and hasnt had a chance to degrade from drying. This isnt saying,
well 108 fresh is about 10.8 or 12g dried!  Prolly will feel more like 20+g dried.
wowww, i wonder if u have been affected by this in the aftermath...in the sense has it changed ur personality, how u think,
how u do things, how u see ppl, how u behave...etc...?
U shoulda videtaped everything ...that way u could look back as oppose to tryin to think back.
That would be some interesting tv watching my friend :wink:

sBUD :tongue: 

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Re: Trip report.108 grams! [Re: sirreal]
    #1362993 - 03/10/03 11:22 AM (21 years, 4 months ago)


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Re: Trip report.108 grams! [Re: sBUD]
    #1363047 - 03/10/03 11:39 AM (21 years, 4 months ago)

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that is intense in every sense of the word.




Very!!!!!

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I dont think its possible to decipher all that information.  Not everything has a meaning  to it!




Most of the specifics of the trip did not have any real meaning, I agree.
What did have meaning was the overall experience!  Everything that I held true was rendered meaningless! EVERYTHING that I have been trying so hard to believe in was exposed for what it is.

I heard the resounding echo of every question I have ever asked come back to my own ears. There are no answers! I felt mocked severely and yet I understood. It was like I knew all along.


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dont try to understand what it meant if u cant.




I do not agree. You do not have to TRY and understand. You either do or you don't.


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may exuberate confidence and ego in the normal state but when it comes down to it..we all r the same,
and that we all shall bow to  the shrooms magic!




Well said!!!! 


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i dunno how one can enjoy that kinda dosage..to push it to those kinda limits, to lose complete control,
to be at its complete mercy.





Feeling helpless is part of the experience. A vital part.


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That would be some interesting tv watching my friend 




A low budget movie about a schizo! who solves the mystery of life. :grin:


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Re: Trip report.108 grams! [Re: zeta]
    #1363071 - 03/10/03 11:50 AM (21 years, 4 months ago)

Faulty memory or they were very, very weak!


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Re: Trip report.108 grams! [Re: _MarsBars_]
    #1372513 - 03/13/03 09:55 AM (21 years, 4 months ago)

mmm i remember being there... was kinda fun actually. 4g's of caps only - and i wiegh only 130lbs


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Re: Trip report.108 grams! [Re: sirreal]
    #1375707 - 03/14/03 09:26 AM (21 years, 4 months ago)

That's a bad ass trip man....I can't believe you put that into words..thats the most difficult part...AMAAAAAZING!!!!!! :shocked: 


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Re: Trip report.108 grams! [Re: CrayzzieShroomz]
    #1376348 - 03/14/03 01:42 PM (21 years, 4 months ago)

Well, I have decided that I will do it again monday.

A "friend" just harvested 320 wet grams of creeper and I am going to eat about 15 dried grams on monday. That is about a third more than my last trip.

Some of you will probably think that is stupid. I understand.

I have it all worked out with a close friend. She will come to my house and check on me. She will not stay, just check in on me. She will also keep my dog for awhile. :grin:

It seemed that alot of you enjoyed reading this thread ,so I will start a new one after the trip detailing everything. I'm looking forward to it.


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Re: Trip report.108 grams! [Re: sirreal]
    #1378743 - 03/15/03 03:56 PM (21 years, 4 months ago)

wow, good luck with that. I have a suggestion for you, TALK to the mushroom during the peak. I mean that in the literal sense, actual speak to it and see what it has to say  :laugh:  trip safe! 

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Re: Trip report.108 grams! [Re: sirreal]
    #1379889 - 03/16/03 04:13 AM (21 years, 4 months ago)

Huh...
I wouldn't call 15 dried grams a stupid dose.

I wouldn't really consider it to be "pushing it"either.... mushrooms don't "get you fucked up" anyway from my experience. Taking large doses isn't abusing them.

15 grams... That's when things start to get REALLY interesting

There's such a well of visual content that doesn't really open up at your 3.5, 5, 7 gram doses....

It's continually surprised me that so many people here put their cutoff around 5 or 7, especially since there're so many growers...



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    #1380040 - 03/16/03 05:34 AM (21 years, 4 months ago)

That's an iteresting trip, but really it's only like 11 cracker dried grams, still a lot but nothing like it was 108 dry, and you never lost ego, lost realization of who you are. That's what terrified me for a while was that I didn't know who I was and I thought I was different people and thought it would never end.


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Re: Trip report.108 grams! [Re: sirreal]
    #1380185 - 03/16/03 06:33 AM (21 years, 4 months ago)

Good luck on Monday sirreal! A true warrior you are.
I look forward to the Trip report. I suggest using a toy lightsaber to ward off any potential threatening entities!!!


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    #1389495 - 03/18/03 08:36 PM (21 years, 4 months ago)

wow... you're my kinda guy!

Most i've eaten at once was 55grams wet, but i have no tolerance what so ever.
i've had level 5 trips off of 1.5 dried grams. many times over actually.


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    #10649366 - 07/09/09 07:45 PM (15 years, 15 days ago)

I don't know, man.. I can't say that I've dosed that high or even gotten close, but I don't think there are limits. With something as incomprehensible as ego-loss, I don't think you can really define it anymore. It could happen one way, or it could happen another. That's the magic of it, it's undefinable. Can you say exactly how someone's ego-loss experience will go? Will it always be one specific way? Definately not. Will further increasing the dose change anything? I bet it can, but good luck finding a way to define or explain anything at that point. Limits? I don't think they exist either. :shrug:


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    #10649439 - 07/09/09 07:55 PM (15 years, 15 days ago)

That's crazy! Nice report though.
Gave me lots of insight!


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    #10652526 - 07/10/09 11:47 AM (15 years, 14 days ago)

man i read this and i have to say thats amazing!
My friend experienced pretty the same, i mean he got ot understanding of something, but he dont remember what...


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    #10661797 - 07/12/09 06:18 AM (15 years, 13 days ago)

Indeed a nice report.  I've definitely been there, or at least as close to there as possible.  Well with the mental part of the experience.  It sounds like you were on the brink of some kind of realization of some kind.  It's something I think of as a psychedelic life changing experience, but hopefully not a life changing one.  For my personal ego and mindset I have a more rewarding time taking psychedelics if I'm already grounded in respectable and rightly founded beliefs.  In the past for me that wasn't so.  What would happen is I'd take 7 hits of good LSD and have a profound understanding of something I didn't have before and end up feeling guilty that I didn't already know whatever it may have been, and ego restructuring would harshly but lovingly begin.  Since then I tend to have a solid belief system in place when I partake in shrooms or whatnot.  It tends to male the ego loss part less intrusive and I feel like I'm more protected by the cosmic goddess who's showing me all of these wild and ethereal things.  Does anyone else ever get the feeling there are 2 forces at work with the ego loss thing?


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Re: Trip report.108 grams! [Re: sirreal]
    #11235609 - 10/12/09 08:19 PM (14 years, 9 months ago)

How the hell did you manage to eat 108 grams? My stomach would hurt so bad after that. Some day I hope to do a crazy amount like that.


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Re: Trip report.108 grams! [Re: _MarsBars_]
    #11237675 - 10/13/09 02:56 AM (14 years, 9 months ago)

dude u described alot fo the stuff iv ebeen seeing these past few days.....


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    #11240557 - 10/13/09 04:21 PM (14 years, 9 months ago)

how many dried grams is that

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Re: Trip report.108 grams! [Re: IMaGicaL]
    #11276801 - 10/19/09 11:53 AM (14 years, 8 months ago)

I'd guess it to be the typical one to ten ratio of dry to wet respectively. So a low ball estimate of 9 grams dry, which is still a hell of a lot of shroomies.


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Re: Trip report.108 grams! [Re: Wraistlingill]
    #11285010 - 10/20/09 03:16 PM (14 years, 8 months ago)

I completely agree. In my most profound experience, it was as though the most intense euphoria and the most intense fear I've ever experienced were fighting for control of my body. Eventually the euphoria won out and I have never experienced anything so amazing in my life. It felt like I accepted death and once I did that I had no fear of anything. I was unable to have negative thoughts and everything and everyone that existed was good. Bad did not exist and with this I was able to unleash myself into the infinite expanse of human consciousness with absolutely no fear, only excitement and joy. This was about a year ago and I'm probably gonna get around to writing a trip report for it soon.

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