this post turned out alot longer than i thought, im sorry but please check it out anyway. i deleted a bunch of stuff, to try to make it more readable, but if anyone wants to know the rest just say so and i will post the parts i left out.
ok, so heres the story...while cleaning my room one day, i came across a blessing from the gods--i stashed 10 grams of shrooms from my last batch and had completly forgot about them (that was kinda the point of making the stash in the first place ) so i call up my brother to tell him the good news, and then remembered that i told a friend of mine id trip with him someday so i called him up too...
so my brother and i went over to my friends house, and split up the goodies between him, his wife, me and my brother, 2.5 grams apiece.
i wasnt really expecting, or wanting for that matter, a very intence trip, just a relaxing goofy time for some kicks. well...i sit down on the couch and start to munch, and roughly 5 minutes later, before i was even done eating them i started to feel the effects. the rest of the trippers also noticed the extremly fast onset, and it was at this time i realized i was in for a bumpy ride.
even though we werent expecting it, my brother, scott (my friend) and myself are all pretty experienced trippers and were capable of handling it...but raquel, scotts wife was a different story. she had only triped a few times, never too intence and still even at those mild trips was very close to having a bad trip, so we were all a little concerned.
30 min into the trip i was already experiencing VERY heavy visuals. we had put in a video of some live areosmith but with the room acting as it was i could pay no attention. EVERYTHING was in constant motion, the whole room was collapsing in on itself and swirling up in a vortex of sorts through the ceiling. (that discription of this visual hardly did it justice, as it is nearly imposible to explain what i saw. language is just too primative to describe it in its glory)
anyway, i look over to my brother on the couch, and hes got that same scared look on his face he gets every time i trip with him. (however he is doing just fine. this happens every time i trip with him. he looks scared and worried to me, but when i confront him about it he assures me he is fine and having a blast, and not to worry. i guess its just the protective big bro coming out of me a lil more aggressivly than usual...gotta look out for him ) scott took off outside somewhere, checking out the stars...so i look for raquel. where did she go? i go into the bedroom and she is on the bed with a very puzzled look on her face. i can tell that at this point shes not shre if she enjoys it or not. she has a hard time letting go of reality when she trips..i think shes scared of having a bad trip so she fights it (even though in my opinion doing this only pushes the snowball of anxiety down the hill) i give her the same pep talk i gave her the last two time i tripped with her... basicly just telling her all is fine, enjoy this dont fight it cuz it wont last long, yadda yadda yadda. but this time, she either listened to me or the potency of the shrooms was enough to overpower her will to hag on and she burst into laughter. she is now "on a mission to explore the world inside the world" (her exact words hearing her say this made me feel very relieved in that now i was certian everyone would come out of this with a positive experience) she took off out of the room to check out everything in her house. the lamp, carpet, ceiling fan, refridgerator, water faucet, you name it she played with it. buy now i think we were an hour into the night, but i cant be positive cuz it already felt like 3 or 4 to me. so everyone is now cool, off doing their own thing, im much happier now that i know raquel will be ok so im off to explore this crazy trip off 2.5 grams. (i am just in complete awe with how much these shrooms are affecting me, i have NEVER felt this off such a low dose.) i decide to go up to the hot tub, ive always wanted to do that on shrooms but never had the chance, so i kinda had too. no one really wanted to go with me, so i bid farewell with my shorts on up to the hot tub. the hot tub is probably about 100 yards from his apartment, and about half way i stopped and thought, damn! im not there yet? ive been walking forever, and contemplated turning back thinking i may not be able to make it to the hot tub.seriously, i felt liked i walked 3 or 4 miles at least! but i continued, and at last reached the gate. i had a time working the key into the lock, but after a while i couldnt help but laugh cuz i was trying to put the key in the door knob, which doesnt even have a keyhole, the key is for a deadbolt so i get in, turn on the bubbles and hop in....instant heaven.
note: its like 2am, so no one is there. even if there was, his appartment complex is relitivly small and i pretty much know every one there who might venture out to the tub, and they are all cool so i had no worries about someone showin up and not being happy with my state.
i lay back, and enjoy the closed eye visuals that are completly imposible to explain, but look somewhat like 3D geometric shapes, morphing into each other and shifting through every color imaginable. i remember thinking that this would be an awsome screensaver. so im splashing around having a good time, and i start checking out the patterns in the cool-deck on the side of the hot tub. i feel myself being sucked iton the material and thought if i looked at it too long i may become part of it...so i got out of the hot tub. i am tripping very heavily at this point, and i decided to get in the pool. (this may not have been a good idea, but, what the hell i did it) im swimming around, and to my surprise i got lost in the deep end. (i mean the pool, even though this statement can be true as well for my mind ) i was swimming around in circles looking for the edge for roughly 20 min real time i guess, but in shroom time it was close to a few hours. i got scared that i may never find the edge. i cant swim for ever, what if i stay out here and drown? what a way to go.but even at this realization i still couldnt help but notice how amazing it felt to be swimming around in the water. the water was perfect, and felt like i was swimming around in pure energy. i managed to find the edge, and as soon as i did i was on my way back, i was done with the water. the trip home was just as long as the trip there, and when i got back i was greeted by three very excited trippers all talking at once about what had happend while i was gone, each having a different story.we sat around a bullshitted about our different experiences, but my trip keeps building. i was sure that at the hot tub was my peak, but no...someone put in finding nemo (i think thats what it was called)i checked it out for a while, but found myself worrying about exactly how intence this trip is going to get for me. at some point i drifted off into some mystical land with these super intelligent jelly fish like beings. they were trying to comunicate with me, but their language consisted of sounds i have never heard before, sounds i didnt think possible. i could not understand whaty they were saying and this upset them. they started to grow larger, and changed into a bright red color...and though i couldnt understand them i know that they wanted me to leave. i have offended them. at this point, i am peaking, and cant remember much about the events that follow, but im told i was wandering around mumbling things, not in english but a language that sounded alot like german. scott told me that this kinda freaked out raquel, and she thought i was possesed. next thing i know im ralphing in the bath tub and from here i digress...
so anyway, if you stuck it out this far i thank you for sharing my experience with me and i hope you found somewhat entertaining.
my question to you is this...i am still completly blown away on how strong this trip was. have any of you ever had an experience like this on such a low dose? i cant think of anything that might explain this except that these shrooms were extremly potent. but none of the other shrooms from this grow were like this, so i dont know.
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Edited by yageman (04/20/06 4:20 PM)
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