hi all, i recently had a very interesting expierence the night before the full moon. i will try to relate the events as they happened, but the chronology is going to be off. anyways, i went on this trip with 3 friends from out of town. we dosed at around 12:24pm and headed out to the woods. we decided to go chill by a lake wehre there was a small shelter built years ago by some folks. anyways as the effects set in(yes it was real L for once) we began transforming the shelter into our little trippin house. we built a fire, cleaned up the place, and put on some music. i remember tracning out to the music staring at the fire, living completely in the moment, un aware of the future or the past. then i looked at the time and realised that i had dosed 3 hours ago, this thought brought me out of the moment, and i suddenly realised that for there to be a past there must be a future, and with this i became frightened, what would the future hold? it was unknown to me, it could hold anything. i dwelled on this for a while, and decided to venture outside of the shelter. when i reached the entrance/exit of the shelter i looked outside to the trees, sky, and the boggy area around us. all of the tall grass was forming paterns that i had never before seen, and the sky was pulsing with color. when i looked at the trees i noticed all of their leaves were growing into black balls, the intensity was soo, strong that i had to retreat to the fire where the visuals were less strong. i kept wanting to expierence the world around me wo i would go to the door, but 3 times i just turned back because it was too strong for me, i was overwhelmed. i was quite disapointed because i wanted to see the world as it transformed, but it was too much for me to handle. i kept getting my note book and pen to write what i was expierenceing but i was too confused to form my thoughts into words, and then put them on paper. at the 6th hour, the people i was with decided that they wanted to leave, which i somewhat expected but nevertheless i was disapointed, i had not yet reached any of the revelations that i had expected to find on this journey. anyways, all of our flashlights were dead so we forged through the woods back to the main street. that is pretty much where the expierence ended, although the effects of the L were felt for quite a bit longer. the positive side of this which was not mentioned, is that i now feel that i am closer to the 3 people i went on thes trip with, because before there was a barrier between us. i hope the next time (if there ever is a next time) i trip i would like to do it during the day, because the night did not seem the appropriate time to do such a thing, and maybee i will be able to handle the intensity
-------------------- PEACE
zippoz
"in times of widespread chaos and confusion, it has been the duty of more advanced human beings - artists, scientists, clowns, and philosophers - to create order. In such times as ours however, when there is too much order, too much m management, too much programming and control, it becomes the duty of superior men and women and women to fling their favorite monkey wrenches into the machinery. To relieve the repression of the human spirit, they must sow doubt and disruption"
"People do it every day, they talk to themselves ... they see themselves as they'd like to be, they don't have the courage you have, to just run with it."
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