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Share your drug induced epiphanies
#18831167 - 09/12/13 04:39 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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This may have been done before, but I'm coming down, on a phone, don't feel like getting lost in a sea of threads and it seems like a good idea.
Earlier I had an interesting thought at the peak of a methoxetamine experience with a good friend. We were talking about different possibilities of "afterlife." I won't share his big idea, even though it is brilliant, because it isn't mine to share, but mine involves dark matter. I dunno a whole lot about it, I've only done my own research and I was very fucked up so I may not have this right at all. Please feel free to explain anything if I seem not to understand, but I've gathered that dark matter is a huge piece of the universe pie - in the 90th percentile iirc. I'm also given to understand that the universe is always expanding, and that energy can not be destroyed. Anyone see it yet?
WHAT IF THE DEAD BECOME DARK MATTER? That special something keeping the entire universe together?
I mean I could be wrong of course, but I'm interested in that thought. The relationship between this theory and my username here is an extra bonus. So? What you guys think? And what kinda madness has chemistry bestowed upon you?
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Re: Share your drug induced epiphanies [Re: Blend]
#18831176 - 09/12/13 04:48 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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I'm gathering my memories to put last nights Hole to a trip report, bbl.
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Re: Share your drug induced epiphanies [Re: Asante]
#18831210 - 09/12/13 05:18 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Looking forward to it! I wanna encourage everyone to share something, even if it lost all its substance after baselining, like most my big Wow moments with mushrooms. Also feel free to necro the fuck out of this thread, cause I know we aren't all tripping nonstop or whatever. And hopefully keep the hating to a min - the point here isn't to be right!
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Re: Share your drug induced epiphanies [Re: Blend]
#18831366 - 09/12/13 07:18 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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One of my big ones was realizing how alive everything on this planet is compared to most other planets and how unique it was. Like I realized that microscopic organisms were everywhere but i didn't quite put it together that this implies that EVERYTHING is ALIVE! All inanimate objects that we will ever come into contact with, has life. And this connects to my big epiphany about life being a unique unifying force.
Another drug induced epiphany that i believe a bit less was talking to some god-like figure and him telling me in some other realm "don't ever, ever come back to this place again, the next time it will be your last, you are fortunate that i am just giving you a glimpse into what the other dimensions are out there but the only way people are supposed to see this is through death."
Edited by stanski (09/12/13 07:21 AM)
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Re: Share your drug induced epiphanies [Re: Blend]
#18831391 - 09/12/13 07:31 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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I once had a slightly psuedoscientific "realization" on a combo of shrooms and mxe, but it wasn't so much a drug epiphany as drugs causing me to "put the pieces together" on a theory I've been working on for a while. I've got several places in this longish post where I'll put a * or something to indicate that specific thought came to me on drugs of some sort.
So I'm sure you've all heard of the many worlds theory. If not, look it up. In particular, the quantum mechanical implications of the theory, which imply that observed on a higher level, our universe would be little more than a homogeneous cloud of reality. * (this one can be tough to wrap your brain around, but think about it like this: look at the ocean or a lake from the sky. it looks like a slightly swirly homogeneous mass. Now zoom in. It looks like a diverse collection of things. We call the "things" the reality of the ocean. But we can also see the "mass". I would say the mass is the true reality of the ocean. The fish can never see the mass. We are the fish.)
This "We are the fish" thought btw was a sudden and overwhelming sensation I experienced on MXE in the hole. I felt as if I were seeing the "mass" of the universe.
I've gotta run out shopping but I've got several other things to post. I just wanted to chime in on the post, I'll be sharing more thoughts:
- My theory about prayer and the apparent effectiveness of prayer and fasting, especially on a widespread scale
- My theory about "miracles"
- My theory about human mental disorders
- My theory about true psy
- My "unified theory of consciousness" which ties them all together
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Slightly unrelated P.S. I personally believe that dark matter is an illusion caused by quantum linkage to particles in other universe realities within the "universe mass."
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Edited by CodeLion (09/12/13 07:35 AM)
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Re: Share your drug induced epiphanies [Re: stanski]
#18831432 - 09/12/13 07:44 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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I don't know man.
I did 30mg's of 25c 6 days ago with 5 blotters of some alright LSD and built Buddhist temples. Grew magical gardens in my house.
Met god. I'm Atheist, but I met him/her/it inside me. I'm just a pure soul now and nothing can harm me. No epiphany, but it could be.
I just know that I'm happy, and I'm a good person, The only way I can live is by being happy and by people following by example. Isn't that the meaning to life?
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Re: Share your drug induced epiphanies [Re: kr0nik0]
#18831445 - 09/12/13 07:49 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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You guys
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Re: Share your drug induced epiphanies [Re: Blend]
#18831477 - 09/12/13 07:59 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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1. the universe is pretty much a giant onion full of layers upon layers upon infinite layer(thnx lsd) all right before our eyes...however......
2. ..the way we see the world normally is not in anyway "the truth" or the absolute way to percieving things, but a highly modified and filtered version determined by the most efficient way we can process the sensory information. tldr; there is much much more than meets the eye.
3. the world is a beautiful place and there's no reason to be so scared.
those are the ones I can think of off the top of my head that have made a huge impact/change in how I view the world.
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Re: Share your drug induced epiphanies [Re: pirate-blues]
#18831665 - 09/12/13 09:03 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Pirate what do you make of my experience?
I'm interested in your perception of that....
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Re: Share your drug induced epiphanies [Re: kr0nik0]
#18831680 - 09/12/13 09:08 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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kr0nik0 said: I don't know man.
I did 30mg's of 25c 6 days ago with 5 blotters of some alright LSD and built Buddhist temples. Grew magical gardens in my house.
Met god. I'm Atheist, but I met him/her/it inside me. I'm just a pure soul now and nothing can harm me. No epiphany, but it could be.
I just know that I'm happy, and I'm a good person, The only way I can live is by being happy and by people following by example. Isn't that the meaning to life?
Are you sure you did 30mg 25c??? Most people end up in hospital at around the 5mg limit... I assume you are talking about 25c-NBOMe
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Re: Share your drug induced epiphanies [Re: Blend]
#18831682 - 09/12/13 09:08 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Whooooaaaaa maaaaaaaaaaan.
That's mine.
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Re: Share your drug induced epiphanies [Re: Blend]
#18831697 - 09/12/13 09:14 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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"If a nice couple or woman asked me for a tube of my seed to make a baby with, I would."
MXE - Not Even Once.
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Re: Share your drug induced epiphanies [Re: trunksan]
#18831715 - 09/12/13 09:18 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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trunksan said:
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kr0nik0 said: I don't know man.
I did 30mg's of 25c 6 days ago with 5 blotters of some alright LSD and built Buddhist temples. Grew magical gardens in my house.
Met god. I'm Atheist, but I met him/her/it inside me. I'm just a pure soul now and nothing can harm me. No epiphany, but it could be.
I just know that I'm happy, and I'm a good person, The only way I can live is by being happy and by people following by example. Isn't that the meaning to life?
Are you sure you did 30mg 25c??? Most people end up in hospital at around the 5mg limit... I assume you are talking about 25c-NBOMe
Yes. I'm sure, and yes, 25c-nbome
I dosed 10mg's then 15mg's then 5mg's. I know it was stupid, and I don't recommend it to anyone here. How I'm alive i'm still strying to figure out.
It was bliss for for 3 or maybe 4 days followed by 2 days of hell and massive vasoconstriction. I don't know why I did it, but it was a rewarding experience for some amount of time.
All I can say is that I created worlds, destroyed them....and almost died.
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Re: Share your drug induced epiphanies [Re: jewunit]
#18831720 - 09/12/13 09:19 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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I would have them gotten them threw non psychedelic experiences fir the most part. Some I couldn't.
And without going through the entense marking of ones life, adulthood, responsibility, life, dearh, love loss. Having kids etx.
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Re: Share your drug induced epiphanies [Re: Blend]
#18831729 - 09/12/13 09:21 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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mine is always the same...
im gonna stop taking drugs, start working out and eating healthy, and try to do right by others.
never happens though.
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Re: Share your drug induced epiphanies [Re: current]
#18831734 - 09/12/13 09:24 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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current said: mine is always the same...
im gonna stop taking drugs, start working out and eating healthy, and try to do right by others.
never happens though.
Why not?
What motivation are you lacking?
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Re: Share your drug induced epiphanies [Re: jewunit]
#18831760 - 09/12/13 09:32 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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jewunit said: Whooooaaaaa maaaaaaaaaaan.
That's mine.
Dude when that thought hit me time stopped, I closed my eyes, took a deep breath, felt the hope and hopelessness of it converge and finally said it out loud. It was a hell of a moment. Those of you familiar with mxe prob know exactly what I mean. It seems to always happen at the very peak. What a fucking rush.
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Re: Share your drug induced epiphanies [Re: kr0nik0]
#18831822 - 09/12/13 09:55 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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drug induced hangovers....
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Re: Share your drug induced epiphanies [Re: Blend]
#18831824 - 09/12/13 09:56 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Yeah those peak and valleys are nuts. Do you like, experience them? (as a combination of visuals, movement of presence, and a physical sensation of motion) Or is it more peaks of awareness for you?
I'm the former, I've heard of the latter thought.
Because MXE isn't very revolutionary to me once I reach that point, of motion and whatnot I mean.
EDIT: I find that The 1975 sound incredible on MXE (although granted they're pretty damn good on their own). Try em out, they just released a debut self titled album.
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Edited by CodeLion (09/12/13 10:00 AM)
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Re: Share your drug induced epiphanies [Re: CodeLion]
#18831901 - 09/12/13 10:19 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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I'd post more legitimate thread related stuff but I'm high as balls.
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