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Share your drug induced epiphanies
#18831167 - 09/12/13 04:39 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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This may have been done before, but I'm coming down, on a phone, don't feel like getting lost in a sea of threads and it seems like a good idea.
Earlier I had an interesting thought at the peak of a methoxetamine experience with a good friend. We were talking about different possibilities of "afterlife." I won't share his big idea, even though it is brilliant, because it isn't mine to share, but mine involves dark matter. I dunno a whole lot about it, I've only done my own research and I was very fucked up so I may not have this right at all. Please feel free to explain anything if I seem not to understand, but I've gathered that dark matter is a huge piece of the universe pie - in the 90th percentile iirc. I'm also given to understand that the universe is always expanding, and that energy can not be destroyed. Anyone see it yet?
WHAT IF THE DEAD BECOME DARK MATTER? That special something keeping the entire universe together?
I mean I could be wrong of course, but I'm interested in that thought. The relationship between this theory and my username here is an extra bonus. So? What you guys think? And what kinda madness has chemistry bestowed upon you?
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Re: Share your drug induced epiphanies [Re: Blend]
#18831176 - 09/12/13 04:48 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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I'm gathering my memories to put last nights Hole to a trip report, bbl.
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Re: Share your drug induced epiphanies [Re: Asante]
#18831210 - 09/12/13 05:18 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Looking forward to it! I wanna encourage everyone to share something, even if it lost all its substance after baselining, like most my big Wow moments with mushrooms. Also feel free to necro the fuck out of this thread, cause I know we aren't all tripping nonstop or whatever. And hopefully keep the hating to a min - the point here isn't to be right!
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Re: Share your drug induced epiphanies [Re: Blend]
#18831366 - 09/12/13 07:18 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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One of my big ones was realizing how alive everything on this planet is compared to most other planets and how unique it was. Like I realized that microscopic organisms were everywhere but i didn't quite put it together that this implies that EVERYTHING is ALIVE! All inanimate objects that we will ever come into contact with, has life. And this connects to my big epiphany about life being a unique unifying force.
Another drug induced epiphany that i believe a bit less was talking to some god-like figure and him telling me in some other realm "don't ever, ever come back to this place again, the next time it will be your last, you are fortunate that i am just giving you a glimpse into what the other dimensions are out there but the only way people are supposed to see this is through death."
Edited by stanski (09/12/13 07:21 AM)
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Re: Share your drug induced epiphanies [Re: Blend]
#18831391 - 09/12/13 07:31 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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I once had a slightly psuedoscientific "realization" on a combo of shrooms and mxe, but it wasn't so much a drug epiphany as drugs causing me to "put the pieces together" on a theory I've been working on for a while. I've got several places in this longish post where I'll put a * or something to indicate that specific thought came to me on drugs of some sort.
So I'm sure you've all heard of the many worlds theory. If not, look it up. In particular, the quantum mechanical implications of the theory, which imply that observed on a higher level, our universe would be little more than a homogeneous cloud of reality. * (this one can be tough to wrap your brain around, but think about it like this: look at the ocean or a lake from the sky. it looks like a slightly swirly homogeneous mass. Now zoom in. It looks like a diverse collection of things. We call the "things" the reality of the ocean. But we can also see the "mass". I would say the mass is the true reality of the ocean. The fish can never see the mass. We are the fish.)
This "We are the fish" thought btw was a sudden and overwhelming sensation I experienced on MXE in the hole. I felt as if I were seeing the "mass" of the universe.
I've gotta run out shopping but I've got several other things to post. I just wanted to chime in on the post, I'll be sharing more thoughts:
- My theory about prayer and the apparent effectiveness of prayer and fasting, especially on a widespread scale
- My theory about "miracles"
- My theory about human mental disorders
- My theory about true psy
- My "unified theory of consciousness" which ties them all together
CodeLion
Slightly unrelated P.S. I personally believe that dark matter is an illusion caused by quantum linkage to particles in other universe realities within the "universe mass."
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Re: Share your drug induced epiphanies [Re: stanski]
#18831432 - 09/12/13 07:44 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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I don't know man.
I did 30mg's of 25c 6 days ago with 5 blotters of some alright LSD and built Buddhist temples. Grew magical gardens in my house.
Met god. I'm Atheist, but I met him/her/it inside me. I'm just a pure soul now and nothing can harm me. No epiphany, but it could be.
I just know that I'm happy, and I'm a good person, The only way I can live is by being happy and by people following by example. Isn't that the meaning to life?
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Re: Share your drug induced epiphanies [Re: kr0nik0]
#18831445 - 09/12/13 07:49 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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You guys
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Re: Share your drug induced epiphanies [Re: Blend]
#18831477 - 09/12/13 07:59 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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1. the universe is pretty much a giant onion full of layers upon layers upon infinite layer(thnx lsd) all right before our eyes...however......
2. ..the way we see the world normally is not in anyway "the truth" or the absolute way to percieving things, but a highly modified and filtered version determined by the most efficient way we can process the sensory information. tldr; there is much much more than meets the eye.
3. the world is a beautiful place and there's no reason to be so scared.
those are the ones I can think of off the top of my head that have made a huge impact/change in how I view the world.
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Re: Share your drug induced epiphanies [Re: pirate-blues]
#18831665 - 09/12/13 09:03 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Pirate what do you make of my experience?
I'm interested in your perception of that....
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Re: Share your drug induced epiphanies [Re: kr0nik0]
#18831680 - 09/12/13 09:08 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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kr0nik0 said: I don't know man.
I did 30mg's of 25c 6 days ago with 5 blotters of some alright LSD and built Buddhist temples. Grew magical gardens in my house.
Met god. I'm Atheist, but I met him/her/it inside me. I'm just a pure soul now and nothing can harm me. No epiphany, but it could be.
I just know that I'm happy, and I'm a good person, The only way I can live is by being happy and by people following by example. Isn't that the meaning to life?
Are you sure you did 30mg 25c??? Most people end up in hospital at around the 5mg limit... I assume you are talking about 25c-NBOMe
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Re: Share your drug induced epiphanies [Re: Blend]
#18831682 - 09/12/13 09:08 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Whooooaaaaa maaaaaaaaaaan.
That's mine.
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Re: Share your drug induced epiphanies [Re: Blend]
#18831697 - 09/12/13 09:14 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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"If a nice couple or woman asked me for a tube of my seed to make a baby with, I would."
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Re: Share your drug induced epiphanies [Re: trunksan]
#18831715 - 09/12/13 09:18 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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trunksan said:
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kr0nik0 said: I don't know man.
I did 30mg's of 25c 6 days ago with 5 blotters of some alright LSD and built Buddhist temples. Grew magical gardens in my house.
Met god. I'm Atheist, but I met him/her/it inside me. I'm just a pure soul now and nothing can harm me. No epiphany, but it could be.
I just know that I'm happy, and I'm a good person, The only way I can live is by being happy and by people following by example. Isn't that the meaning to life?
Are you sure you did 30mg 25c??? Most people end up in hospital at around the 5mg limit... I assume you are talking about 25c-NBOMe
Yes. I'm sure, and yes, 25c-nbome
I dosed 10mg's then 15mg's then 5mg's. I know it was stupid, and I don't recommend it to anyone here. How I'm alive i'm still strying to figure out.
It was bliss for for 3 or maybe 4 days followed by 2 days of hell and massive vasoconstriction. I don't know why I did it, but it was a rewarding experience for some amount of time.
All I can say is that I created worlds, destroyed them....and almost died.
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Re: Share your drug induced epiphanies [Re: jewunit]
#18831720 - 09/12/13 09:19 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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I would have them gotten them threw non psychedelic experiences fir the most part. Some I couldn't.
And without going through the entense marking of ones life, adulthood, responsibility, life, dearh, love loss. Having kids etx.
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Re: Share your drug induced epiphanies [Re: Blend]
#18831729 - 09/12/13 09:21 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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mine is always the same...
im gonna stop taking drugs, start working out and eating healthy, and try to do right by others.
never happens though.
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Re: Share your drug induced epiphanies [Re: current]
#18831734 - 09/12/13 09:24 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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current said: mine is always the same...
im gonna stop taking drugs, start working out and eating healthy, and try to do right by others.
never happens though.
Why not?
What motivation are you lacking?
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Re: Share your drug induced epiphanies [Re: jewunit]
#18831760 - 09/12/13 09:32 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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jewunit said: Whooooaaaaa maaaaaaaaaaan.
That's mine.
Dude when that thought hit me time stopped, I closed my eyes, took a deep breath, felt the hope and hopelessness of it converge and finally said it out loud. It was a hell of a moment. Those of you familiar with mxe prob know exactly what I mean. It seems to always happen at the very peak. What a fucking rush.
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Re: Share your drug induced epiphanies [Re: kr0nik0]
#18831822 - 09/12/13 09:55 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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drug induced hangovers....
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Re: Share your drug induced epiphanies [Re: Blend]
#18831824 - 09/12/13 09:56 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Yeah those peak and valleys are nuts. Do you like, experience them? (as a combination of visuals, movement of presence, and a physical sensation of motion) Or is it more peaks of awareness for you?
I'm the former, I've heard of the latter thought.
Because MXE isn't very revolutionary to me once I reach that point, of motion and whatnot I mean.
EDIT: I find that The 1975 sound incredible on MXE (although granted they're pretty damn good on their own). Try em out, they just released a debut self titled album.
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Re: Share your drug induced epiphanies [Re: CodeLion]
#18831901 - 09/12/13 10:19 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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I'd post more legitimate thread related stuff but I'm high as balls.
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Re: Share your drug induced epiphanies [Re: Blend]
#18831911 - 09/12/13 10:22 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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my drug induced epiphany is that deadendeavor is addicted 2 mxe
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Re: Share your drug induced epiphanies [Re: Sheekle]
#18831975 - 09/12/13 10:47 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Ohh theres been so many for me, but alot may just not make any sense to all of you , lets see if I can write em down...
-Living IN time is the best, if you live with the flow of things life can be so awesome every moment
-I can start whatever I want, all I have to do is believe, YES I COULD start another woodstock
-Everything you do can make a difference
And the list goes on but I can't sum em up at the moment!
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Re: Share your drug induced epiphanies [Re: CodeLion]
#18832732 - 09/12/13 02:33 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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CodeLion said: Yeah those peak and valleys are nuts. Do you like, experience them? (as a combination of visuals, movement of presence, and a physical sensation of motion) Or is it more peaks of awareness for you?
I'm the former, I've heard of the latter thought.
Because MXE isn't very revolutionary to me once I reach that point, of motion and whatnot I mean.
EDIT: I find that The 1975 sound incredible on MXE (although granted they're pretty damn good on their own). Try em out, they just released a debut self titled album.
I have limited experience to draw on as yet (Sheekle, ), but I'm thinking the difference between those two states has more to do with whether I'm sharing the experience with others than anything else. In my solo run I experienced the peaks and valleys as barely tangible collections of internal stimuli. But when in the company of an intellect besides my own, we feed each other ideas and build on one another's understanding of it. Even fundamental disagreements flow with this same mutual respect and willingness to gain insight into the various trains of thought. You and I have chatted about this subject recently, and from what I gather you normally head straight for the Hole. I haven't been there with this stuff yet (Sheekle, ), but at present my preferred state on mxe is in a one on one session, so I never aim to Hole, since the larger I've dosed the more introversion I've noticed. Also as you know I don't have the experience of ketamine to compare it against, so to me the confusion factor is more of a hurdle to overcome than an undesirable effect.
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Re: Share your drug induced epiphanies [Re: Blend]
#18832738 - 09/12/13 02:35 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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ur persistence of pushing away the idea of you being addicted means you are
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Re: Share your drug induced epiphanies [Re: Sheekle]
#18832924 - 09/12/13 03:28 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Sheeks I love ya bro but don't sheekle up the thread. Being fond does not automatically imply being in love. Now dick plug some 4-AcO and share your delusions already
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Re: Share your drug induced epiphanies [Re: Blend]
#24684768 - 10/04/17 09:45 PM (6 years, 3 months ago) |
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"As long as there exist two slices of bread, and based on a loose definition of the word "between," the entire universe can technically be considered a sandwich."
- Note typed on my phone during a mushroom trip in 2015
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Sometimes I wonder about the lasting value of such epiphanies. Whether we turn to dirt or dark matter...its still beyond our control.
How we behave in the present is of larger concern to me now. And all of this was an epiphany I just had tripping.
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Still a fun thread though...
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InternetToughGoy said: Sometimes I wonder about the lasting value of such epiphanies. Whether we turn to dirt or dark matter...its still beyond our control.
How we behave in the present is of larger concern to me now. And all of this was an epiphany I just had tripping.
There is nothing more powerful then an idea whose time has come.
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Our thoughts are not invisible, you are indeed your thoughts. Good thoughts, bad thoughts, they don’t just fade away they are what make you. Salvia will help show you this.
Often times when I’m sober, I’m the most blurred and faded, like a car rolling with nobody in the driver seat even though things seem sharp. During a mind melting mescaline experience, all that fades away and I’m so completely “sober” and cleansed of fragmented thoughts that all the truths that evade me during my time in the human default mind frame becomes clear and I remember what it’s like to be who I truely am again.
Through each exposure I am being nurtured into maintaining that understanding and headspace, slowly destroying that default headspace and making it a reality that can stand on its own, no mescaline needed. “Becoming”
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Re: Share your drug induced epiphanies [Re: Amanita86]
#24685229 - 10/05/17 07:07 AM (6 years, 3 months ago) |
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Yeah I think I know what you mean. I still have not experienced mescaline, but LSD is that way for me in low/moderate doses. Seeing things as they are without as much of the subjective filter. Which to me is closer to the truth of the matter
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Re: Share your drug induced epiphanies [Re: Blend]
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Re: Share your drug induced epiphanies [Re: Mad_Larkin]
#24685635 - 10/05/17 10:58 AM (6 years, 3 months ago) |
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Another drug induced epiphany that i believe a bit less was talking to some god-like figure and him telling me in some other realm "don't ever, ever come back to this place again, the next time it will be your last, you are fortunate that i am just giving you a glimpse into what the other dimensions are out there but the only way people are supposed to see this is through death."
Then why would organisms/chemicals exist which allow us access/perceptibility of those dimensions? But I can certainly agree with the sentiment of sometimes feeling like you're sneaking at your Christmas presents so to speak. Sometimes I wonder if some of my experiences I've had were supposed to be had at the end of my life and now when I reach the end the "experience" is going to be dull and drab instead of what it was supposed to be. But I consider that a paranoid idea and wonder why these compounds would even exist if they are that detrimental.
I've had some pretty strong epiphanies from "There is no god" to "GOD IS REAL!" so I try to just take the experiences for what they are. I can say the "GOD IS REAL!" "epiphanies" seemed much more realistic and like being smacked and a layer of reality peeled back exposing a "realer reality" and omnipresence while the "There is no god" "epiphanies" seemed more like a cascade of thought processes like "if God is going to judge everyone and he is all knowing and the beginning and end and benevolent and merciful then there is no god"
I can say I've been shown some things that were disturbing and after being shown them I started paying more attention to what was going on in the world and the "visions" were accurate. Not sure if they were a warning of the future or simply showing me how it is and to deal with it.
Then again there are chemicals that exist that do this and I'm pretty sure it's not something you ought to do: https://i.imgur.com/C3UsS7j.mp4
The general gist of my epiphanies translate to something along the lines of "Just do your best to be a good person" and "Everything is going to be okay" and sometimes "We are our own creators"
Edited by MrBlueYoMind (10/05/17 12:07 PM)
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Mm. Thoughts are useless without action. Know a few legit geniuses that ever did shit with any of their brilliant project ideas.
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On a meth comedown I once wrote a pretty extensive theory on how the big bang eventually resolves in a big crunch where all matter and energy recondenses into a singular point and then re-implodes. Essentially I was predicting that the universe is acting on a cyclical pattern and its just a massive loop. I also somehow tied it into simulation theory 
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Re: Share your drug induced epiphanies [Re: current]
#24686413 - 10/05/17 04:42 PM (6 years, 3 months ago) |
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current said: mine is always the same...
im gonna stop taking drugs, start working out and eating healthy, and try to do right by others.
never happens though.
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Just yesterday Setting up sprinklers for fall woodlovers - I ran out of specialty hose line for longest run. Plus didn't use faucet quick connect I was excited to use plus previously buy. Felt bummed out. Contemplating buying more, waiting, rushing to pricey local hardware store Blazed one and took a breather  And BAM jah showed me tha way  I had regular hose( really long) I could stretch long length I needed. Could then use quick connect at its end and run neat water system just right! It worked too Giving me maybe two extra feet of snip n drip hose left over  My meds do help me in many ways
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Re: Share your drug induced epiphanies [Re: rhizoRider]
#24686428 - 10/05/17 04:48 PM (6 years, 3 months ago) |
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Mxe converted me from an atheist to a type of buddhist spirituality. I wouldnt call myself Buddhist though. I just came to the realization that we are God and we are all the same, just living out different perspectives of the same source in a nonlinear existence.
I probably would have concluded this without mxe but it definitely threw it in my face
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Re: Share your drug induced epiphanies [Re: Amanita86] 1
#24687599 - 10/06/17 05:56 AM (6 years, 3 months ago) |
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Amanita86 said: Our thoughts are not invisible, you are indeed your thoughts. Good thoughts, bad thoughts, they don’t just fade away they are what make you. Salvia will help show you this.
Often times when I’m sober, I’m the most blurred and faded, like a car rolling with nobody in the driver seat even though things seem sharp. During a mind melting mescaline experience, all that fades away and I’m so completely “sober” and cleansed of fragmented thoughts that all the truths that evade me during my time in the human default mind frame becomes clear and I remember what it’s like to be who I truely am again.
Through each exposure I am being nurtured into maintaining that understanding and headspace, slowly destroying that default headspace and making it a reality that can stand on its own, no mescaline needed. “Becoming”
I think our own thoughts and feelings radiate and vibrate and travel like radiowaves or lightwaves do - just on a frequency and medium that we haven't really figured out how to tap into it collectively. Our brains filter it all out in everyday life because they have to for us as individuals to survive and feel as though we are apart of human society.
I don't really believe in ghosts in the traditional sense, but I do kind of feel like it's possible for places, things, etc. to be saturated with such an intense memory or emotion or thought that it kind of gets burned into the fabric of time itself and linger long after someone's gone - If everything that has ever happened and will ever happened is already happening in an endless ocean of time..the only reason it feels like there is a past and a present and a future is because we ourselves only move in one direction, it certainly doesn't mean that everything is limited to that.
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Re: Share your drug induced epiphanies [Re: pirate-blues] 2
#24687796 - 10/06/17 08:34 AM (6 years, 3 months ago) |
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A few years ago I was having them daily. Often several in a day. So many I forgot most of them.
At some point I also realized I was experiencing psychosis... Most of the epiphanies went with the crazy.  Think I'd rather just be crazy honestly.
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Re: Share your drug induced epiphanies [Re: CookieCrumbs]
#24687890 - 10/06/17 09:21 AM (6 years, 3 months ago) |
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Dissociatives can get you there fast. I've had the experiences of making connections that aren't actually legitimate, thinking I'd found my purpose following a pattern no one else could see. Luckily with dissociatives the delusions wear off with the drug. It's just a peek of psychosis if you're semi-responsible. But I've always found it an appealing state of being and have struggled with keeping it at bay. I'm at least experienced enough now not to base any active decisions on the patterns I see. I mostly keep it to myself as though I know a great secret. Then later I come out of it and laugh at myself
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Re: Share your drug induced epiphanies [Re: Blend]
#24690717 - 10/07/17 11:12 AM (6 years, 3 months ago) |
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Here's one I wrote a while back. Let me know what y'all think! https://www.shroomery.org/forums/showflat.php/Number/24101510
-------------------- "Sometimes reasonable men must do unreasonable things."-Marvin Heemeyer 𝓐 𝔀𝓸𝓶𝓪𝓷, 𝓪 𝓭𝓸𝓰, 𝓪 𝔀𝓪𝓵𝓷𝓾𝓽 𝓽𝓻𝓮𝓮, 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓶𝓸𝓻𝓮 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓫𝓮𝓪𝓽 '𝓮𝓶, 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓫𝓮𝓽𝓽𝓮𝓻 𝓽𝓱𝓮𝔂 𝓫𝓮.
     𝓣𝓱𝔂 𝓦𝓲𝓵𝓵 𝓑𝓮 𝓓𝓸𝓷𝓮
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