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We all need it. And we know when it stops it will hurt very very much. So why do we keep playing the game? I know this will be my last time. I will get talked into it. I know i did it to myself. This time i shall no longer use my life for it. Just friendships for me. I'm losing it all. And i know its my own fault. I wish we could just love. And say FUCK OFF to all the sociaty crap i hate so very much. I just want love. Nothing more. Why can't they (females) just see it the same. The way life is standard these days. Having pure constant love is all i need. And now she's acting like everything is okay. Cutting away in my hart again. But i know i'll survive as many of us, i've been here before. I'm at work now and i feel like doing nothing. And i feel like attacking my higher level colleague's if they start bugging me with shit. My day sucks. Hows yours?
Reged: 10/27/98 Posts: 146 ....five years and 146 posts! I didnt know there was anyone that posted less often than me
Fliquid- I think I getcha man. Its like for all the thinking I do, all the studing,my hard earned knowledge,philosophies, and my internal evolution means nothing when Im in a relationship. Im reducedto where I started, a physically instinctual, Face emotionally driven person, who cant seem to express the pure love he feels at all
evey girl I ever have been with(and I really liked some of them ) has nott been to smart I seem to be the only guy I know that wants tyo meet a cute smart girl and see how things go instead of fuck a cute smart girl and go on to the next one
and fluid "WE ALL WANT LOVE" it's human , if you are freaking out cause you can tfind love posting here is ok but whats better is 1. leaning to live happy without anyone!! I know that may sound hard , when I was 15-19 it seemd that way but Ialso had girls at points in that time but at 21 I am ready to meeta great girl but I dont "go home and cry evey night that I dont have one , I have alot to do in my own life and when the intellegent hottie I need comes along the fact I can handle being alone and have a life of my own will enrich the experience for us both. I think you should try the same
2. a scary thought is not meeting anyone you can "live with" but there are slot of people in the world to bad many of them in "western" countries are dumb as shit and working towards nothing
but the shit helps make a (cute smart girl) a gem shine brighter !