Wow 6 grams of shrooms tonight...talked to the shroom gods

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Tyrone_C
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Wow 6 grams of shrooms tonight...talked to the shroom gods

#4839652 - 10/23/05 12:30 AM (21 years, 15 hours ago)

Well...that was crazyzay. I ended up doin 6 grams to myself while I was chillin with a buddy. Oh snap! Here's what I can remember of the night: (I'm still trippin by the way)

Anyhow, after I posted here for a bit I got my fat ass up and went to a buddy's house, still kinda stoned, 6 g's of shrooms in ma pocket. I get there. He's like "I dont' wanna try shrooms", so BOOM, 6 grams down the hatch. Before this I've only done like 1.8...so OH SHIT.

Anyhow, we walk to get food, I think they're hittin me alright now. So we get some munchies, go smoke a cigarette. After that fun experinece, we go get high. I couldn't even finish the joint, it was hittin me hard. So boom, the shrooms hit me. But I wanna talk about some things I thought about more than anything. It was weird, I hallucinated way more on 1.8 g's than on 6 g's...but wow, 6 grams really opened up my eyes.

Well first off, I thought I was a vampire. This happens a lot actually, it's weird. Then I thought I was Harry from Requiem for a Dream. Like I thought that thats what I'd turn out to be like in a couple years. Cause everyone says I look like him and shit, it freaks me right out.

So then I thought that that would be me in a few years cause I doo to many drugs. And that I do. Then I thought once I ran out of heroin (thinking I was Harry), I'd just have to become a freakin vampire and start drinking blood to get heroin from other junkies. Yeah it was fucked...then I convinced myself I was in a vampire cacoon and this life I'm living right now is actually part of a scitzophrenic (sp) trip I'm having in this cacoon, because I've been alone in the dark for so long. And if i get out of this life okay, then I can wake up from my cacoon okay...it was FUCKED UP.

Anyhow...then I realized something about people with thier motives. Everyone has a mask. We all hide our true motives from eachother, we may seem open, even to ourselves, but the most raw motives, the motives that drive all other motives are being kept a secret. It's your minds biggest secret, so big you can't even tell it to yourself. If your consiouse mind knows these motives, then it may change them, and the final goal of your motives will not be reached. So we make up fake reasoning to do what we do, in order to fool ourselves into getting what we truely want.

My raw motive is to get high. I think deep down thats really the final goal for me, to get that next high and continue being high. Well isn't that just fucked up...and it's gotta change.

I talked to the shroom gods. There were 4 of them, all equil in look and knowledge. The shroom gods themselves are confused. They don't know what they are or why they are...they just simply know. They know in order to be able to pass knowledge, and that is their only reason. I had a conversation with them, in which they were probably more confused than I. I asked them for help, what do I really need in my life right now?

They answered quickly and simply "Cut yourself off of all drugs if you want to suceed, in the distant future you will be ready again, but for now stay away from drugs and alcohol 100%".

So...looks like thats what I've gotta do. I've been high more than I've been sober lately, and it's time to stop that. I need to get my life together, and get on a stable track before I can explore the many relms of intrest drugs have to offer. It's gonna be hard, cause it seems that thats pretty much my lifestyle now. I will continue gaining knowledge on drugs, and discussing them, but if things go as planned I will be done using them for a while.

It's gonna be hard, but it's what the shroom gods told me, and they know enough that it's important I should listen.

Holy fuck I just wrote a lot. The thing that gets me the most though is how I didn't hallucinate of 6 grams when 1.8 made me hallucinate like mad. This is much more of a mental journey than a physical trip.

Thanks for reading all my shroom talk, I'll be re-evaluating it in the morning to get a sober view on the subject of temerarally taking a break from drugs. Peace out and have a good night :mushroom2:

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