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OfflineLarrythescaryrex
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slashed my wrist tonight. * 1
    #935691 - 10/06/02 01:27 AM (18 years, 9 months ago)

I have a razor around, and I was looking at it. It seemed so welcoming. It'd take the pain away. I drug it across my wrist, just hard enough to draw blood. It felt good, and right.

Rest... yes. Forever sleep.

I just want to be in the warm dark. I just want to be left alone. I want peace.


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RIP Acidic_Sloth

Sunset_Mission said:
"larry the scary rex
verily scary when thoroughly vexed
invoke the shadows and dust, cast a hex
mercifully massacring memories masterfully
relocate from Ur to 8th density and become a cosmic bully
mulder and scully couldn't decipher his glyphs
invoke the shadows and dust, smoke infernal spliffs"
April 24th 2011


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Invisiblematts
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Re: slashed my wrist tonight. [Re: Larrythescaryrex]
    #935706 - 10/06/02 01:33 AM (18 years, 9 months ago)

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Re: slashed my wrist tonight. [Re: Larrythescaryrex] * 1
    #935713 - 10/06/02 01:36 AM (18 years, 9 months ago)

One word for you...

Ready?...

psychologist


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Re: slashed my wrist tonight. [Re: Larrythescaryrex]
    #935719 - 10/06/02 01:38 AM (18 years, 9 months ago)

i love you larry... i just replied to your thread in otd. stop doing stupid things.  :mad:


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OfflineLarrythescaryrex
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Re: slashed my wrist tonight. [Re: Gumby]
    #935735 - 10/06/02 01:43 AM (18 years, 9 months ago)

gumbydude is right, but I don't have insurance.

I won't die tonight. I still have one or two last efforts in me...


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Sunset_Mission said:
"larry the scary rex
verily scary when thoroughly vexed
invoke the shadows and dust, cast a hex
mercifully massacring memories masterfully
relocate from Ur to 8th density and become a cosmic bully
mulder and scully couldn't decipher his glyphs
invoke the shadows and dust, smoke infernal spliffs"
April 24th 2011


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Re: slashed my wrist tonight. [Re: Larrythescaryrex]
    #935745 - 10/06/02 01:48 AM (18 years, 9 months ago)

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OfflineLarrythescaryrex
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Re: slashed my wrist tonight. [Re: matts]
    #935752 - 10/06/02 01:51 AM (18 years, 9 months ago)

I never did drugs until april of this year.

Now I get upset if I go one day without weed. They make me feel better.


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RIP Acidic_Sloth

Sunset_Mission said:
"larry the scary rex
verily scary when thoroughly vexed
invoke the shadows and dust, cast a hex
mercifully massacring memories masterfully
relocate from Ur to 8th density and become a cosmic bully
mulder and scully couldn't decipher his glyphs
invoke the shadows and dust, smoke infernal spliffs"
April 24th 2011


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Re: slashed my wrist tonight. [Re: Larrythescaryrex]
    #935753 - 10/06/02 01:52 AM (18 years, 9 months ago)

I think you should read this Larry.
It might help you put the whole suicide thing in perspective......
Suicide 
:grin: 


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Re: slashed my wrist tonight. [Re: Larrythescaryrex]
    #935759 - 10/06/02 01:55 AM (18 years, 9 months ago)

I hope you find peace in life. Please try.


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The greatest sin of mankind is ignorance.

The press takes [Trump] literally, but not seriously; his supporters take him seriously, but not literally. --Salena Zeto (9/23/16)


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Re: slashed my wrist tonight. [Re: Larrythescaryrex]
    #935760 - 10/06/02 01:55 AM (18 years, 9 months ago)

Larry, we're always here for you! :smile:


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Re: slashed my wrist tonight. [Re: Larrythescaryrex]
    #935768 - 10/06/02 01:58 AM (18 years, 9 months ago)

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OfflineLarrythescaryrex
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Re: slashed my wrist tonight. [Re: Servator]
    #935770 - 10/06/02 01:58 AM (18 years, 9 months ago)

:grin: haha, that was funny... IF LIFE GIVES YOU LEMONS, COMMIT SUICIDE. :grin: :grin:


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RIP Acidic_Sloth

Sunset_Mission said:
"larry the scary rex
verily scary when thoroughly vexed
invoke the shadows and dust, cast a hex
mercifully massacring memories masterfully
relocate from Ur to 8th density and become a cosmic bully
mulder and scully couldn't decipher his glyphs
invoke the shadows and dust, smoke infernal spliffs"
April 24th 2011


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OfflineLarrythescaryrex
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Re: slashed my wrist tonight. [Re: matts]
    #935774 - 10/06/02 02:00 AM (18 years, 9 months ago)

Actually, yes. I have always felt since about the 7th grade that I have no hope, and death is ideal.

Not constantly but most of the time. Sometimes I get this "hope" thingie...

Thanks guys....


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Sunset_Mission said:
"larry the scary rex
verily scary when thoroughly vexed
invoke the shadows and dust, cast a hex
mercifully massacring memories masterfully
relocate from Ur to 8th density and become a cosmic bully
mulder and scully couldn't decipher his glyphs
invoke the shadows and dust, smoke infernal spliffs"
April 24th 2011


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Re: slashed my wrist tonight. [Re: Larrythescaryrex]
    #935776 - 10/06/02 02:01 AM (18 years, 9 months ago)

You see?
Do you really want to leave a world where giant space pizzas go around giving out advice like that?
I know I sure don't
:grin:


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Re: slashed my wrist tonight. [Re: Larrythescaryrex]
    #935856 - 10/06/02 02:33 AM (18 years, 9 months ago)

I love you. Please don't kill yourself. Please don't. Things will get better.


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Re: slashed my wrist tonight. [Re: Larrythescaryrex]
    #935928 - 10/06/02 03:49 AM (18 years, 9 months ago)

Lightweight.


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OfflineLarrythescaryrex
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Re: slashed my wrist tonight. [Re: vkk_]
    #935937 - 10/06/02 03:55 AM (18 years, 9 months ago)

dude,

you have no fuxxing clue.
It's nothing to brag aboot, but I think I have probably inflicted more harm to myself than most people.


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RIP Acidic_Sloth

Sunset_Mission said:
"larry the scary rex
verily scary when thoroughly vexed
invoke the shadows and dust, cast a hex
mercifully massacring memories masterfully
relocate from Ur to 8th density and become a cosmic bully
mulder and scully couldn't decipher his glyphs
invoke the shadows and dust, smoke infernal spliffs"
April 24th 2011


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Re: slashed my wrist tonight. [Re: Larrythescaryrex]
    #935960 - 10/06/02 04:26 AM (18 years, 9 months ago)

Goddamnit Larry..you kill yourself and I'm gonna beat your ass senseless on the astral field. Got it? That's not taking the easy way out..trust me.. it will be a LOT harder.

Dayside now, you have yet to find the elder. The answers you seek are right in front of you, do not give up/ Chi is what you need right now.


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Re: slashed my wrist tonight. [Re: Larrythescaryrex]
    #936137 - 10/06/02 10:28 AM (18 years, 9 months ago)

dud DON'T do that... a friend of mine commited suicide... jumped right in front of a train... it was horrible for him, his family, his friends... and just imagine how the train-driver felt...
it's not an easy way out, although i can see where your coming from after reading your post in s&p... but remember that YOU are in charge of your life... if you don't like something, don't resist or run away... look it in the eye and CHANGE IT... you have the power to do it... if it's necesarry take all you have and leave... go wherever you want, it will be better than killing yourself...


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Re: slashed my wrist tonight. [Re: In(di)go]
    #936150 - 10/06/02 10:44 AM (18 years, 9 months ago)

Edit: judgmental


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only have one life, use it wisely. much love,
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Edited by Senor_Doobie (10/06/02 12:30 PM)


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