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1g TTBVI - Everything is God. We are immortal. * 5
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Word of caution....start low and go slow.  Take care of yourself.  Be in a good mindset and have good set and setting.  Like Chong said, "Be careful with that shit, man"


Fairly experienced psychonaut here.  Have had multiple experiences with cubes and ochra from microdoses to level 5 trips and everything in between.

Couple weeks ago had a wonderful experience with .68g of TTBVI.  My plan was to increase dose stepwise 1g, 1.5g, 2g with TTBVI to have a breakthrough.

Took 1g TTBVI on empty stomach last night at 10:00.  Just took the freeze dried fruit, added some hot water from tap and chugged it down.  Not too bad.  Started feeling it within 15 minutes.  Was lying on couch with wife watching a rom com on netflix.  Really struggled to get through the movie.  Hardly remember going to the bedroom to lie on the bed.  It hit so fast and so hard.  Did not have any visuals to speak of.  I think this is odd, because I did have visuals with the .68g (walls breathing, tracers, closed eye fractals).

Next clear memory is being in bed with lights out next to wife, but my mind was in another place.  I knew I was lying in bed next to her, but I was also in a timeless void.  There was nothing in this void.

Then I was no longer in bed.  My body was GONE!  I was just existence.  I could not even feel myself breathing.  I have no fear of death and after this experience realize that we cannot every die.  Yes the body may cease but we persist.

The entire universe is just God doing its thing.  We are that thing happening.  We are immortal.  Everlasting life is now.  We cannot mess this up.  We have concocted this whole charade of trying to exist in a physical form...Having a body, eating, reproducing....made all these rules for living.....created "good" guys and "bad" guys....It is a cosmic drama and we are IT!

During the trip,  I had become a symbiote with the fungus and melded into some hybrid lifeform.  My heart no longer had to beat for me to live.  My mind was one with the mycelial network.

I asserted the fact that I was God incarnate and wrestled with existence.  I unsuccessfully tried to die.  I quit eating.  I let my body be consumed by other beings and yet I still persisted.  At one point it was so intense that I felt like I had the power to give life like Jesus Christ.

At some point, I returned to the bed and my wife was nudging me to quit making noise.  Apparently I was rolling around in the bed too much and making noise.  Taking deep breaths ever so often.  Guess I was forgetting to breathe some..... She was complaining that she had to sleep because she had a dentist appointment in the morning.  I almost laughed out loud........You think you are a body?  You think you have teeth?  You think that's air your breathing?  Holy shit!

This was the deepest, most eye opening trip I have ever had.  Still can't believe I didn't have crazy visuals, but the authenticity and power of the trip are undeniable.

I am glad I didn't lemon tek this stuff.  I cannot imagine a more intense trip.  It is hard to see how they have kept the lid on this stuff as well as they have. Absolutely unreal.  I'll be unpacking this trip for a while I think.

Thanks to everyone on here for everything.  These magical mushrooms really do open the door to the true reality.  The world we live in is just a facade.  It is all for God's pleasure and I AM THAT I AM AND YOU ARE TOO!

Thank you...thank you...thank you.....LOVE....LOVE....LOVE!

Having said all that...Whole trip lasted 5 hours.  I was in bed ready to go sleep at 3am.  Now I am firmly back in my body and cleared headed and sane again.  Hard to see how one can return to normal reality after being one with the cosmos. Just another day.....but TODAY IS THE FIRST DAY OF THE REST OF YOUR LIFE!


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I may not have stayed at a Holiday Inn Express, but I have taken 20 grams of fresh subtropicalis :smile:

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Re: 1g TTBVI - Everything is God. We are immortal. [Re: Hardhead]
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Great write up.  Thanks


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My name isn't Ernie and I have never played golf.

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Re: 1g TTBVI - Everything is God. We are immortal. [Re: golfin_ernie]
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I resonate with a lot of what you said.

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Re: 1g TTBVI - Everything is God. We are immortal. [Re: PancyanterA]
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Interesting,  as an agnostic I get zero god revelations whatsoever when on psychedelics.

At no point have I ever considered anything I have scene to be godly, I feel like it almost a bit of a cop-out.

It's the same as attributing the creation of the universe to God which most definitely seems a bit one sided when it comes to rethoric.

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Re: 1g TTBVI - Everything is God. We are immortal. [Re: DERRAYLD]
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DERRAYLD said:
Interesting,  as an agnostic I get zero god revelations whatsoever when on psychedelics.

At no point have I ever considered anything I have scene to be godly, I feel like it almost a bit of a cop-out.

It's the same as attributing the creation of the universe to God which most definitely seems a bit one sided when it comes to rethoric.



I am sure that our experiences are heavily colored by our beliefs that we have going into the trip.  I do believe in a higher power, a cosmic intelligence.  I use the word God for lack of a better descriptive word.  For me it is the organizing, creative intelligence that governs the universe.  This last trip really gave me the notion that all of existence is just God horsing around for his pleasure and somehow that is US...

I prefer the belief in an organizing intelligence rather than the belief that the universe exists out of randomness and is going nowhere.  What is the point, if there is no point?  The movie "Life of Pi" gives an interesting take on whether or not to believe in God.


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Re: 1g TTBVI - Everything is God. We are immortal. [Re: Hardhead]
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The word God gets such a bad rep. Largely in part due to organized religion of all things lol

Our personal beliefs definitely color our psychedelic journeys. One personal example is I have been meat based/carnivore/ketovore for 6yrs now. It is one of the best things I have ever done. The positive changes from my physique, to physically and even mentally are night and day undeniable.

Never once has a psychedelic experience ever communicated or hinted to me that I should stop what has clearly been such a blessing and miracle to my reality. Yet you can read the experiences all the time. “I’m vegan now because the mushroom showed me….”

I’m not trying to convince anyone I’m simply speaking my truth. I don’t view eating animals as wrong. I view it as nature. We often view ourselves separate from nature, but just as much as the skies and oceans and mountains and birds and deer and wolves and all that are all nature, so are we. Then I see how well I respond in every way when I cut everything else out and consume mostly if not all animal products. I see nothing wrong with it. Not even in the middle of a deep journey. But for someone that feels guilty or is questioning, maybe watched some documentaries…. Whole other story.

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Re: 1g TTBVI - Everything is God. We are immortal. [Re: PancyanterA]
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I certainly wasn't looking to knock your experience so I hope you understand it was more of an observation from my side, the cop-out statement isn't directed at anyone.

It's actually an incredibly interesting topic.

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Re: 1g TTBVI - Everything is God. We are immortal. [Re: DERRAYLD]
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DERRAYLD said:
I certainly wasn't looking to knock your experience so I hope you understand it was more of an observation from my side, the cop-out statement isn't directed at anyone.

It's actually an incredibly interesting topic.


No offense taken...we are all different and must walk our own path.  Would be incredibly boring if we were all the same.  I have wondered if the mushrooms told us all the same thing and clearly they don't, which means there are probably 8 billion different universes on earth (or however many different people there are), each with its own rules and secrets to discover and what works for one might not work for another.

Interesting how the mushroom speaks to each of us differently.  What is right for me may not be right for you... Hell what is right for me today might not be right for me tomorrow :smile:

I am thankful for the input from all on here.  I really do hope the mushrooms are more than a drug though that just reinforce our own preconceived notions.....and I think they are.  I know they have helped me overcome some problems in my life (alcohol and lying) just to name 2.  They have helped me take better care of myself and made me more understanding of others.  Hard to have these intense, otherwordly experiences and come through unchanged. 

Looking forward to future trips, but right now I certainly don't feel the need to go deeper.


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Re: 1g TTBVI - Everything is God. We are immortal. [Re: Hardhead]
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Mushrooms have helped me tremendously, and I believe exactly what you said about all the “different universes.” We’re making all this happen. Now yes of course shit happens good and bad. But in the big picture we’re creating our reality. I’ve connected with this for years now. Looking back I can see it all unfolding. So much of my life today as I reflect back I can see myself molding it so to speak.

Some call this manifesting.  Before I was ever introduced to the word I was already doing it. In my opinion we’re all doing it constantly whether we realize or even believe it. Planting a seed doesn’t guarantee the growth, but we have to plant and nurture the seeds.

Out of this comes our own personal reality.

Edited by PancyanterA (02/22/25 07:54 AM)

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