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Worldbridger
Nemo Lotus
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im gone
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From: Jenny hang in there sparky
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I want to, I can't live here unless I'm on them. I feel so trapped and a loss of freadom. It depressed me, and I feel like I shouldn't even get a job, that no body cares about me anyways. Like they think I am so handicappted a job wouldn't matter anyways.
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right on, forgiven. Now lay off the pharmies
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I have been feeling really lonely and depressed. This does not give me an excuse to have treeted you the way I have. Sometimes when I am down, I take jokes or comments the wrong way. I apologise, and I care about you. You are a good person, and I am learning how to be a good person. I hope with all your heart you can forgive me.
From: Jenny right on, forgiven. Now lay off the pharmies
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I have been feeling really lonely and depressed. This does not give me an excuse to have treeted you the way I have. Sometimes when I am down, I take jokes or comments the wrong way. I apologise, and I care about you. You are a good person, and I am learning how to be a good person. I hope with all your heart you can forgive me.
BAN ME! I don't fucking care. I can't even do good when I try.
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Worldbridger
Nemo Lotus
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I do not feel sorry. You are popular, you are looking for me to beg on my knees that I am sorry, when I am not. I am the way I am, and I dont feel bad for how I am. No one knows the whole topic, except for the one you will make sound the way you want it to. That is fine.
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Worldbridger
Nemo Lotus
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I will keep on my pharms so I can live where I live, so I don't get kicked out. I feel good, and I am getting a job soon. I don't see why that had to be mensioned. But you just had to fucking mension it, because you want to start a fight and no that you will win, cause I have no fucking support.
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sir tripsalot
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What is this?
-------------------- "Little racoons and old possums 'n' stuff all live up in here. They've got to have a little place to sit." Bob Ross.
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Le_Canard
The Duk Abides
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You have friends here, buddy! I think you need to lay off the Jack, though. If you're like me, liquor makes me kinda maudlin... and don't go - the boards wouldn't be the same without ya!
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ChiefThunderbong
Inhale to theChief
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Yeah wtf, I'm so confused.
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Phishgrrl
Walking in thetall trees...
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I am too...I hope he's ok.
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ChiefThunderbong
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Yeah I hope so too.....unfortunatly it dosn't sound like it though.
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ChiefThunderbong
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In fact, I'm starting to get the bad feeling that the title of this thread was an explination as to what it ment.
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Worldbridger
Nemo Lotus
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No, it aint the alchohol. I ended up not drinking much tonight. I feel like this everyday. But sometimes it gets too much. I am lonely, I don't have much friends. But the Shroomery used to be somewhere I used to be somewhere I could go. But people like paradis just fucking remind me of that bullshit I want to get away from. And I want no part of the shit. So every once in a blue moon, this Gnome releases a bit of it's own thoughts.
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ChiefThunderbong
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Your not really making much sense dude. I just hope you havn't done anything stupid, like eat a full bottle of pills or something.....cause thats the impression I'm getting. Who knows maybe I'm just on drugs and not seeing things clearly.
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lukeboots
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ok dude look, you were posting in OTD. it should be well known to you and everyone else that respect is one of the many things OTD will not give you. getting all bent over paradis being a jerk isn't going to solve anything, so just chill out and stay here if you need sympathy/someone to talk to/positive vibes.
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Phishgrrl
Walking in thetall trees...
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Very true jonny- just chill in the pub WB!
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sir tripsalot
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Stay on your meds if they fix your chemical imbalance.
-------------------- "Little racoons and old possums 'n' stuff all live up in here. They've got to have a little place to sit." Bob Ross.
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ChiefThunderbong
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For real, good advice.
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Worldbridger
Nemo Lotus
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I've gotten my sense of people. Look at the Worldbridger, pills, booze bla bla bla. I used to be here under different usernames when this was the older messageboard. I wanted to grow mushrooms, I succeeded. There was people to help, people to love, e,t,c, I just get treated like a piece of shit.
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Worldbridger
Nemo Lotus
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After going here for about 4 years and feeling like this is somewhere I can be at peace. And then having a bunch of newbies tell me how much I suck, it makes me feel like shit. And I already feel like shit.
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Phishgrrl
Walking in thetall trees...
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You don't suck at all. And your gnome is way cool.
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ChiefThunderbong
Inhale to theChief
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Do you really care if some random asshole says you suck? I feel like shit too dude, but that dosn't mean I'm about to give up.
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sir tripsalot
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If you have been here four years you do not need to be explained the in's and out's of OTD. This is all redundant, but as you well know the pub is where to come to get unconditional love....
-------------------- "Little racoons and old possums 'n' stuff all live up in here. They've got to have a little place to sit." Bob Ross.
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