Trich said:

Is anyone here sober?

Genuinely curious as to whether anyone else here is sober or not?

I stopped smoking weed near 3 years ago (this August will be three years)
for anxiety reasons-(I had such bad anxiety attacks, that I started hyperventilating and would pass out)
I was at one point an Oz. a week chronic smoker, for 6 years.

I stopped drinking ten months ago after going on a week long alcoholic rage fueled rampage, ruining damn near every single healthy relationship I had at the time.

I'm inquiring because I sort of want some reassurance that I am not the only person out there sober. I know realistically- I am far from the only one; however, it's more of a physically NOT knowing anyone who is sober.

If you are on something, what is it, and why is that your drug of choice?

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The last substance i did is my accidental mush trip lately

No alcohol for 2++ yrs now it mutated my kidney.. And oh im currently also battling my nicotine chain smokin addiction, longing for a breath of fresh air once again.. Its a bitch(requires iron will) and a top in my list. Second is porn

gillagin780 said:

I got sober man.  Like I stopped drinking last November.  At first I would just makes these kinds of contracts between myself and what I view as God.  Like in the beginning they would only be for a month.  Once the contract ran out I would try drinking again but it always seemed to be a bad time.  Like that same anxiety regret and depression would return almost immediately.  After November though I just kept deciding to extend those "contracts" before you know it January rolled by and I started thinking to myself why not make my new years revolution to not drink.  I waited until May to actually tell people that was my goal to not drink for a year.  It's almost 8 months now with no alcohol.  Like I've noticed that I feel like I've gotten way more intelligent.  Like I've tracked this with my grades in college like it's gone from Cs to A's.  Also I've skyrocketed in my ability to play guitar and make music. 


I've always had problems with alcohol since I started drinking.  It's the only thing I have ever had a problem with like abuse and addiction potential besides cigs.  Like I grew up around heavy opiate abuse and watched all of my friends in highschool become addicted to them.  I even dabbled with them too and I never had a problem with them. The only thing that did get me was alcohol. 

So like this year I had a realization that  the longest period I had gone with out drinking before this was around when I was 15.  I wanted to see if I could go a year and what it would be like.  It's been overwhelming positive. I've noticed that the world have taken on a more magical undertone now.  Kind of like how the world looked and felt before I started drinking.  Their are draw backs though like the old weird insecurities that I used alcohol to cover up came back but I have a maturity to deal with them now and honestly view them as something to face and experience a d not something to run away from anymore.


It's weird to how like during the past 2 years or so the effects of the alcohol changed.  Like it didn't give me the euphoria and feel good nature it used to in my teens and early 20's. Like the effects morphed into this shitty dizzy feeling that turned my good feelings into bad feelings.  Like in ways I am thankful for this honestly.

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pacmanbreed said:

Trich said:

Is anyone here sober?

Genuinely curious as to whether anyone else here is sober or not?

I stopped smoking weed near 3 years ago (this August will be three years)
for anxiety reasons-(I had such bad anxiety attacks, that I started hyperventilating and would pass out)
I was at one point an Oz. a week chronic smoker, for 6 years.

I stopped drinking ten months ago after going on a week long alcoholic rage fueled rampage, ruining damn near every single healthy relationship I had at the time.

I'm inquiring because I sort of want some reassurance that I am not the only person out there sober. I know realistically- I am far from the only one; however, it's more of a physically NOT knowing anyone who is sober.

If you are on something, what is it, and why is that your drug of choice?

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No alcohol nor subtances/mj for 2++ yrs now. Except for that accidental mush trip lately. And oh i currently also battling my nicotinenchain smokin addiction. Its a bitch(requires iron will) and a top in my list. Second is porn

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Trich said:

I stopped drinking ten months ago after going on a week long alcoholic rage fueled rampage, ruining damn near every single healthy relationship I had at the time.

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Shit I've been there : (

I am not sober though just weed some shrooms maybe some lsd soon

watermelon mon said:

Trich said:

I stopped drinking ten months ago after going on a week long alcoholic rage fueled rampage, ruining damn near every single healthy relationship I had at the time.

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Shit I've been there : (

I am not sober though just weed some shrooms maybe some lsd soon

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