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My Accidental dark, pitch black, scary as Fck trip. 5
#25986688 - 05/11/19 07:17 PM (4 years, 9 months ago) |
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I was alone extracting my newly 2 lbs harvest thru lemon tea for fridge keeping. Upon the 3rd extraction I drank all the 3rd boil for potency check as i didn't want to waste a single active. Man this are still potent as fck and the whole trip felt like unknown very large dose. I was so anxious roaming around the house for 15 min gladly my persuasive cat approached me suddenly to my astounishment giving me comfort. Then I started to lay down on the couch to relax myself. There I felt nausea as they crept after another 15 min.
PREPEAK/COMEUP As they took over, I felt like mere being without a physcal body. This was an unplanned trip, That did add up to my anxiety bein all alone and thinking about my family, wishing my Wife and Son would come home early. It felt like the scariest longest waiting time ever in my life! As soon my wife touched me, I was back to myself and was assured that i still have a body!! Was Gladly they came home early. Specially when my 4yrs old son hugged me, That felt so lovingly warm when I needed it most. My son needed to pee so I assited him to the bathroom, while me feelin tipsy I also took a quick bath to refreshen myself for a good trip. my wife is still clueless that I took them.
As soon I was back to the bed they started creeping once again. I was still able to inform my wife that I took them for her to be aware. Then suddenly their peak started to kick the ass out of me that took off my concious body awareness. My wife caught my weird ass funny shit reactions & movements on the tape. where i took off all my clothes, humpin my balls over the floor hard, simultaneously laughing & crying, screamin the shit out of me... that looked like a hardcore salvia trip.. That did scare her off abit, where she left me alone during the comedown phase.
PEAK The peak was weird, gayin, pure love and orgasmic ecstacy!! I was formless again without a body and I stared to dissolve like a water with the consistency of cum. Then eventually came back to my mothers womb, Its dark there and I heard every strong heart beat of her's, myself was surrounded by water(amnoitic fluid) while realizing to my self WE are still One. Suddenly The water that surrounded me was gone and I am being delivered out of this world once again. Gasping for air was a big struggle to survive!! While I cant see a thing with undevoloped eyes, hearing the sounds & music around me felt assuring & so calming that I was bein born alive, i was still feeling thy mothers heart beat through my stomach until we were separated by a cut.. There I was a worry free child once again, That never gave a damn fck over thy nudity & screaming out of joy while playing unaware of time..
Suddenly the call of mother nature kicks in that I needed to pee. I had to use all my strength to guide myself to the bathroom & that was the most pleasant worryless release I hadn't felt for a longest time since I was a child. It felt so good more than the feeling of the first time sexual orgasm experience. with closed eyes in reality though, I urinated all over the bathroom door!!
Back to the bed. The peak got intense.. Felt like I was crucified & strugglin while a small flesh was grabbed out of me. Then the flesh was morph into a female counter part of me. My spirit and conciousness became that female counterpart, where I was eventually impreganted by my own orgasmic esctacy. The nausea suddenly kicked in where I felt I was close to giving a delivery. Felt like i was peeing over the sheets as My amnoitic fluid gushed out while I was screaming the shit out of me & strugling to give birth while I was in a pitch black Cave. I was tired & exhausted while my every heart beats kept pumping through my genitals and over a string(umbilical cord). The successful delivery of a piece & a part of me felt pure unconditional love (was weirdly laughing and crying at the same time in reality). In the darkness of the cave I grabbed and hug the piece of me toward my breast for it to suck and recieve warmth. The consciousness interms of TIME felt non existent while feeling that unconditional love. Perfect Love is indeed eternal!! My mind was racing While realizing the struggles of my wife and my mother during a delivery(feeling that deep emphatetic connection). Then the trip(down-peak) came into a revese picture(life memories rewound from birth upto this current situation back to birth). Where those part of me start to dissolve like water again just like the comeup and back again to their source together with the memories. Ive felt every heartbeat as they dissolved. The child conciousness back to its mother conciousness & the mother conciousness back to my male conciousness. I suddenly found my self over the cross, once again crucified strugglin out of love. Sweating, painfully Screaming & slowly dying. Feeling every heartbeat gradually dimished beat by beat until it halted. It was So weakening as my body perishes and dissolves until I cant feel a single heartbeat anymore. The physical body's dust back to the ground & my conciousness is carried in its bodily fluid (water/urine/sweat) contents, then eventually evaporates to the clouds under the heat of the sun. There i can see my love one from high up above, Seems our last physical concious existence is with water then air. I was overwhelmed and anxious with the thought that I was formless & without body again and that did frigthened the fuck out of me.
I stood up and wanted assurance that I was still alive. overwhelmed I really needed to pee badly. So I Went to the nearest bathroom which is filty & underconstruction, there I urinated over the floor. I was still weak & powerless during this time that I stayed at the bathroom. This scene felt like an illusion and I aint still assured that i still have a body and not a mere spirit. The same experience when we are a child when we occationally pee on our beds then we later finds out we peed over the sheets & later realize that we dreamt goin to the bathroom.
COMEDOWN Still at the bathroon exhausted and never had a chance to return to bed. soon paranoia kicked in after i heard a loud gunshots but I wasnt able to react, its was dark pitch black scary as fck and I felt suffocated.. Feeling weaker i haven't Had a chance to fight back. Felt like I Had gone thru multiple dimensions/heavens/barba, darkroom whatever you can name it, was a constant loop, was a scary dark place and it felt like forever and there time was long.. was feeling exhausted until I saw & reached the peak light to face the DIVINE. There at the end I heard voices that where rejoicing singin with angelic voice and the environment was full of joy, peace & love. Though i felt i was nothing and not an individual and was just a part of vast Infinte space. My contentment is at the roof in this infinity where time ain't existent. opposite of that other dimension barba darkroom etc. Ive surrenred to it when I was suddenly overwhelmed after I heard ambulance sirens And random people talking that i cant be revived anymore. fuck man am I really dead? feeling deep remorse, I should haved follow my guts when it told me to dump all the mush tea under the sink. Did i do something reckless I wasn't awareof towards my family & is it the result of the loud gunshot ive heard awhile for defense? Did I hurt them? Paranoia & remorse is at the roof specially after hearing the voice of my Son and love ones(even the far ones who were not around during the trip) crying over my dead physical body. Its pitch black & I cant see a thing but very aware of the sounds around me, fuck it am I really dead and did i do something reckless?? Man this is hard and im very exhausted without a strength to react. I was lying over my piss and blood at the bathroom floor that i pleaded so badly and prayed, that if I did something reckless it was my fault and im glad their safe. while asking badly for a second chance of time with my love ones that i would be able to hug them for the last time. That I would disicpline myself once its given. Was glad I was out of it soon enough that i was be able to hug my beloved tightly after that scary meaningful frigthening journey. Also My percetion of reality specially during the first 2 weeks had been splited, that it feels like ived really died in another reality and this reality was my second chance. By That im currently battling with my nicotice addiction of two packs aday.
& This are my thoughts after reflecting for over a month:
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Nothing beats mothers milk and her stemcells Our last phase of physical concious existence is of air and water Shroom aint for recreational and you gotta know your dose We all came from one conciousness. We men/women share the same struggles. Cherish our live like it was the last.
Edited by pacmanbreed (06/03/19 09:38 PM)
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Re: My Accidental dark, pitch black, scary as Fck trip. [Re: pacmanbreed] 1
#25986750 - 05/11/19 07:56 PM (4 years, 9 months ago) |
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Crazy
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Warning!!! Mushrooms will birth baby slugs in your stomach if eaten. I had a major ghostly experience. Something shattered my oven glass and there's no logical explanation.
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Re: My Accidental dark, pitch black, scary as Fck trip. [Re: Wonder Boy] 2
#25986805 - 05/11/19 08:33 PM (4 years, 9 months ago) |
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I've been high, but never drag my balls across the floor high
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Re: My Accidental dark, pitch black, scary as Fck trip. [Re: Roshambastic21] 1
#25986849 - 05/11/19 08:58 PM (4 years, 9 months ago) |
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Good report I enjoyed reaDing that.
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Re: My Accidental dark, pitch black, scary as Fck trip. [Re: Roshambastic21]
#25987015 - 05/11/19 10:45 PM (4 years, 9 months ago) |
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thanks man
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Roshambastic21 said: I've been high, but never drag my balls across the floor high 
You will eventually at the right moment. Unfortunately their sore alot. Glad they didnt swell.
Edited by pacmanbreed (05/12/19 12:31 PM)
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Re: My Accidental dark, pitch black, scary as Fck trip. [Re: pacmanbreed]
#25987990 - 05/12/19 12:31 PM (4 years, 9 months ago) |
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ive updated the comedown tonadd few points of what ive really experienced. Its frigthening
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Re: My Accidental dark, pitch black, scary as Fck trip. [Re: pacmanbreed] 1
#25989183 - 05/13/19 03:51 AM (4 years, 9 months ago) |
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Funny how we all have these somewhat terrifying yet wonderful trips.
I had a trip at the National Park outside of Amsterdam 2004 and It got really weird with a Nazi vibe with a bunker type building overlooking a little alpine village scene. Of course this was just a trip right ?
Well I did remember that the shopkeeper who sold me the mushrooms asked me how experienced I was with mushrooms. My natural reply was, I know what I am doing.
His reply stuck with me to this day. Well,for those who know what there doing there is an easy way to come down in 20-30 minutes. I said I would not be needing that but what is it.
16 oz Sprite and a handful of vitamin C. So I bought some just in case.
He was right on the money 20-30 minutes I was coming down fast from a trip that I knew was going to last at least for 3-4 hours. It might be worth a try if you have a friend or are in need of a rapid return to reality.
Tell me if any of you have tried this please.
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Re: My Accidental dark, pitch black, scary as Fck trip. [Re: wsmax]
#25989192 - 05/13/19 04:06 AM (4 years, 9 months ago) |
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Sound interesting. My tea is so sour though having a lot of citric/ascorbic in it. vit c only puts the trip in a rapid intense phase in my part.
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Re: My Accidental dark, pitch black, scary as Fck trip. [Re: pacmanbreed] 1
#25990318 - 05/13/19 04:36 PM (4 years, 9 months ago) |
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Congratulations, I have a name for some of this that is of use to you and a free downloadable book that tells you everything you need to know.
You had a trip in the PERINATAL REALM OF CONSCIOUSNESS.
book
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Re: My Accidental dark, pitch black, scary as Fck trip. [Re: Asante]
#25990387 - 05/13/19 05:08 PM (4 years, 9 months ago) |
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interesting that this is fully documented., i Gotta digest that fully. Thank you much.
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#25990920 - 05/13/19 08:49 PM (4 years, 9 months ago) |
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Re: My Accidental dark, pitch black, scary as Fck trip. [Re: Asante]
#25991182 - 05/13/19 11:27 PM (4 years, 9 months ago) |
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Alarming but true, It shattered me to pieces.
It was so painful and unfolding, Damn was Glad that my family didnt called the ambulance from all those twitching, violent shouting, purple - pale face.
UPDATE: have ask and My family confirmed that they plan to call an ambulance that day. Seems under this lucid condition we can also sense the thoughts and worries of those around Us, it can influence the trip greatly.
Edited by pacmanbreed (05/14/19 02:08 AM)
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#26007592 - 05/22/19 03:15 PM (4 years, 8 months ago) |
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you drank an entire boil of two pounds of p cubensis???? granted it was a third boil but jesus fuck man
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Re: My Accidental dark, pitch black, scary as Fck trip. [Re: individualist]
#26008166 - 05/22/19 08:53 PM (4 years, 8 months ago) |
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We even cook thr meat of the 1st batch ala stir fry with beef broth. No actives! The second batch was so potent. My fuck but gladly. lesson learned nextime.
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