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Anonymous #1

I feel like a loser
    #23683677 - 09/27/16 04:14 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

This just a rant for my own self satisfaction I do apoligise.

I feel like a loser. I've just got back to college starting my 2nd year.
Last year was a total mess. I was not sober for a 24 hour period the whole year. I was doing hard stimulants on nights out were no one else was all the time.
Looking back on it i was just trying to get over my low confidence issues. And they're still here now.

Over this summer I've been very ill and developed terrible spots, due to my drug and alcohol abuse? I'm sure.
I also feel incredibly slow in social situations, and rather dumb.

I just feel like a massive loser.
I need to sort my life out.


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Offlinebeforethedawn
Registered: 06/19/16
Posts: 1,859
Last seen: 4 years, 5 months
Re: I feel like a loser [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #23683699 - 09/27/16 04:23 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

Sounds a bit like depression. It could be biological or it could be situational, or both.

Staying off stims is the best move ever. People who take stims are jackasses, plain and simple, there's no way to justify it, they just suck.

So moving on,

What do you value in life? - center life around this.
What do you dream about? - take a few steps to make the dreams seem closer.
What qualities do you have? - wit, humor, articulation . . . art skills, imagination . . . start to exploit these.
Do you choose your friends wisely? - if you hang around people that judge you for anything you are, fuck 'em.
Is there something you can do be more proud of yourself? - volunteer work, contributing to society.
Do you push yourself to achieve? - doesn't have to be conventional. Do you want to be stronger? Set challenges. I'm going to address the check out chick with confidence/humor. At least start trying.
Are you kind by default? - we are all connected, you feel what you do to others.

Things to think about, ask yourself, etc.


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Hostile humankind
Can't you see you're fucking blind?


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Anonymous #1

Re: I feel like a loser [Re: beforethedawn]
    #23683722 - 09/27/16 04:31 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

Quote:

beforethedawn said:
Sounds a bit like depression. It could be biological or it could be situational, or both.

Staying off stims is the best move ever. People who take stims are jackasses, plain and simple, there's no way to justify it, they just suck.

So moving on,

What do you value in life? - center life around this.
What do you dream about? - take a few steps to make the dreams seem closer.
What qualities do you have? - wit, humor, articulation . . . art skills, imagination . . . start to exploit these.
Do you choose your friends wisely? - if you hang around people that judge you for anything you are, fuck 'em.
Is there something you can do be more proud of yourself? - volunteer work, contributing to society.
Do you push yourself to achieve? - doesn't have to be conventional. Do you want to be stronger? Set challenges. I'm going to address the check out chick with confidence/humor. At least start trying.
Are you kind by default? - we are all connected, you feel what you do to others.

Things to think about, ask yourself, etc.





thank you.
I think alot of my problems come from me being so self centred.
I want to start focusing on other people, I dont want to be selfish any more


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InvisibleJokeshopbeard
Humble Student

Registered: 11/30/11
Posts: 26,088
Loc: Deep in the system Flag
Re: I feel like a loser [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #23683738 - 09/27/16 04:36 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

Quote:

Anonymous said:
I want to start focusing on other people, I dont want to be selfish any more



I've been in that same spot (and in the spot you describe in OP), and have moved past it.

If I can do it, then so can you. Don't let anything stop you, most especially yourself.


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Let it be seen that you are nothing. And in knowing that you are nothing... there is nothing to lose, there is nothing to gain. What can happen to you? Something can happen to the body, but it will either heal or it won't. What's the big deal? Let life knock you to bits. Let life take you apart. Let life destroy you. It will only destroy what you are not.
--Jac O'keeffe


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Anonymous #2

Re: I feel like a loser [Re: Jokeshopbeard]
    #23683755 - 09/27/16 04:40 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

I not only feel like a loser, I AM a loser

Fuck it, we can't all be winners :shrug:


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InvisibleJokeshopbeard
Humble Student

Registered: 11/30/11
Posts: 26,088
Loc: Deep in the system Flag
Re: I feel like a loser [Re: Anonymous #2]
    #23683780 - 09/27/16 04:49 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

Course we can. You just gotta want it bad enough. You're far more capable than you realise or give yourself credit for, yet you're likely the hardest person in the world towards yourself!

Welcome to the paradox of being human!

Seriously though man, fight the good fight. It sounds like step one for you, is get those drugs under control. That was my step one in my early 20's...


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Let it be seen that you are nothing. And in knowing that you are nothing... there is nothing to lose, there is nothing to gain. What can happen to you? Something can happen to the body, but it will either heal or it won't. What's the big deal? Let life knock you to bits. Let life take you apart. Let life destroy you. It will only destroy what you are not.
--Jac O'keeffe


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Anonymous #2

Re: I feel like a loser [Re: Jokeshopbeard]
    #23683801 - 09/27/16 04:56 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

The thing about being a winner is when ure the winner someone else will have to be the loser.


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InvisibleJokeshopbeard
Humble Student

Registered: 11/30/11
Posts: 26,088
Loc: Deep in the system Flag
Re: I feel like a loser [Re: Anonymous #2]
    #23683850 - 09/27/16 05:07 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

Not at all. The only competition you have in this life, if you want the effects of the win to last the rest of your life, is with yourself.

Those that win externally only win for a short period. Those that win internally win for life.


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Let it be seen that you are nothing. And in knowing that you are nothing... there is nothing to lose, there is nothing to gain. What can happen to you? Something can happen to the body, but it will either heal or it won't. What's the big deal? Let life knock you to bits. Let life take you apart. Let life destroy you. It will only destroy what you are not.
--Jac O'keeffe


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Anonymous #2

Re: I feel like a loser [Re: Jokeshopbeard]
    #23683918 - 09/27/16 05:39 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

What I'm trying to say is that being a loser can be a humble thing. Atleast op isn't one of those overly confident douche bags..


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InvisibleJokeshopbeard
Humble Student

Registered: 11/30/11
Posts: 26,088
Loc: Deep in the system Flag
Re: I feel like a loser [Re: Anonymous #2] * 1
    #23684234 - 09/27/16 07:12 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

I agree. I can't stand arrogance, but deserved confidence, for a human who has faced their inner demons head on, amongst the many who dare not, is a truly beautiful thing.


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Let it be seen that you are nothing. And in knowing that you are nothing... there is nothing to lose, there is nothing to gain. What can happen to you? Something can happen to the body, but it will either heal or it won't. What's the big deal? Let life knock you to bits. Let life take you apart. Let life destroy you. It will only destroy what you are not.
--Jac O'keeffe


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Anonymous #2

Re: I feel like a loser [Re: Jokeshopbeard] * 1
    #23684530 - 09/27/16 08:46 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

No doubt.


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Invisiblesudly
Darwin's stagger


Registered: 01/05/15
Posts: 10,810
Re: I feel like a loser [Re: Jokeshopbeard]
    #23685016 - 09/27/16 11:57 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

Amen.


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I am whatever Darwin needs me to be.



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Anonymous #1

Re: I feel like a loser [Re: sudly] * 1
    #23686588 - 09/28/16 01:03 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

quick update.
A day before I wrote that i started b12 supplmentation because im deficient.
Today I feel like a winner.
Honestly a cloud has been lifted of off me. I feel born again.
I'm so greatful. thank you

Anyone else who - bing drinks/ has taken antibiotics

and who is feeling awful, slow healing cuts, painful hands, horrible marks on face, fungal toenails.

Try b12 i think it might have saved my life


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Anonymous #1

Re: I feel like a loser [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #23686811 - 09/28/16 01:55 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

Ive found my calling, ive been on pharmacuticals from age 2 days.
Ive had severe allergies and eczma all my life.
I now have this issue after pescribed antibiotics and my own alchohl and nitrous abuse.
and after 6 months of doctors visits it seems I have found my own cure.
I need to spreads the word
thank you shroomery


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Offlinebeforethedawn
Registered: 06/19/16
Posts: 1,859
Last seen: 4 years, 5 months
Re: I feel like a loser [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #23690992 - 09/29/16 03:27 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

Congrats man.


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Hostile humankind
Can't you see you're fucking blind?


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