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The anger that bursts
    #2124335 - 11/20/03 04:36 AM (14 years, 7 months ago)

Somewhat of a vent I need to write.  I'm so angry right now. I don't know how to deal with feeling this horrible anger. I just need to stop feeling this angry because it corrodes me.

All I need to do to stop being constantly angry is stop talking to people. Everywhere. I can't handle talking to people. I'm such a stupid bitch that I can't handle ordinary social contact.

I sometimes wish that the world would just end. I just want to escape from this awful life where everyone is trying to control me and dictact how I live. I want to vanish.

People are so mean, condescending, inconsiderate and terrible.  :sad:

thanks for listening

A distraught,


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Re: The anger that bursts [Re: MOTH]
    #2124340 - 11/20/03 04:43 AM (14 years, 7 months ago)

i know, or have known at times, how you feel.

sometimes i just start writing. i write, i get mad at it, i just let it out. i don;t know how well it helps, but sometimes just getting your feelings expressed can help you to understand waht is causing you to be angry.

sometimes, it's just releiving to write, to slay the paper with ink.


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Re: The anger that bursts [Re: canid]
    #2124416 - 11/20/03 07:23 AM (14 years, 7 months ago)

you just need to find a vent for your anger.

i once was brought out to the desert with about 13 others in rehab and given a matress to sit on. then all of the helpers just broke us down mentally, screaming the shit that made us the most angry untill we just started beating the shit out of the matress, it worked good for me



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"People do it every day, they talk to themselves ... they see themselves as they'd like to be, they don't have the courage you have, to just run with it."

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Re: The anger that bursts [Re: MOTH]
    #2125417 - 11/20/03 05:23 PM (14 years, 7 months ago)

First, how old are you?

It seems like you are so angry cuz you dont feel like you are in control of your life.. As tho there are others telling you how to live. You need to stop caring so much about what people say or do or think and start caring more about you. It's your life. You are in control of it. You decide what you want to do. Of course, everyone needs help making choices sometime in life. If you can't make a choice for yourself, ask someone for their opinion. Ask a few people and get a couple opinions. You dont have to do what they say. But what you can do, is take their opinion and make your own. Seems like you are just letting everyone control you .. why? Are you afraid of the future? Do you think you can't do it without the shielding of someone else? You should find out why you are letting people run your life. Once you figure out why, you can expand on that and take the proper steps to fix it.

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Re: The anger that bursts [Re: MOTH]
    #2126944 - 11/21/03 11:06 AM (14 years, 7 months ago)

Unfortunately, your not hallucinating. This sort of ties back into what ive been trying to tell everyone on PAL: both personal problems such as yours (and i have the same problem, as do many if not most drug-users), and the larger macroeconomic problems that give birth it, stem from the underlying morality of "respect for private property" (quoting the NSS report) and its direct corollary: "what you think doesnt matter; its what other ppl think, because we're not paying you to think".

It is not possible in a democracy to distinguish the personal from the political. There are many others in the same boat with you; and we need to direct our anger at the morality above, and not merely at its implementation.


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