Anonymous #1 said: Im 19 im a virgin never had a girlfriend, virgin. Ive just havent been ready to have one and i got social anxiety and get anxious talking to girls, my mind goes blank and im quite timid and introverted, im arkward in social situations. Im just not interested in any relationship right now dont feel ready, although if i find the right girl id just like a fuck buddy, thats all.
Awhile back my sister is the worst she told me before, mom and dad think your gay? I just laughed it off i was like whattt nooo haha! ... Today i stayed over my sisters, their was this movie about gays on, she left it on and i wanted to see what the info of the film was it i read gays, so i wanted to change it not interested. As i read the info i saw this smirk on her face which got me alittle pissed because she keeps thinking this. Then i changed it then she said 'woow your such a homophobe, you know what that means' i just got more pissed. Im not fucking gay!
From that very first time my sister told me this its fucked up my self esteem, i keep thinking i look gay to other, and that others look at me gay. Now i keep looking in the mirrior and i feel bad and not manly enough, this has seriously messed me up mentally. Ive been feeling depressed and not wanting to go out, because i feel i look gay. My self image has been destroyed i see myself as not manly enough.
Im not gay i get turned on by girls only, i jerk off to straight porn and lesbian porn. Im just 100% sure im straight. No doubt.
**** i hate my life guys what do i do
GO GET A FUCKING GIRLFRIEND (SHE DOESN'T HAVE TO BE AN ANGLE) AND FUCK HER. THEN BRING HER AROUND THE FAMILY AND MAKEOUT. WHO KNOWS MAYBE YOU MIGHT END UP LIKING THE BITCH. I'M A LITTLE BLUNT HERE BUT JUST GIVING YOU SOME GOOD ADVICE. YOUR'E YOUNG LIVE IT UP.
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