T+0:00 around 7:00pm. Last food ate around 3pm. ingested two dramamine, and 20mg 4-aco-dipt.
T+1:00 slight jelly legs, evident of ace working. five (5) hbwr seeds prepared and chewed. T+1:30 a 2-gram shroom is eaten.
T+2:30 starting to feel the peak(s) approaching, thus begins the filling of balloons (nitrous). No major psychedelic effects noted (yet).
The nitrous kicked up the effects rather well, and some textured objects began to take patterns. Ego loss, passed out - total reset, everyone says I looked pretty funny falling over. My head amazingly doesn't hurt today, so I don't know where I hit it.
T+5:00 still tripping some. not a very intense trip. my conclusion is that the dose was ineffectual due to some tolerance from the past few nights (spent with 4-aco-dipt).
T+6:00 more nitrous. Wow, I was getting really tired yet still tripping some. usually i don't feel like i am able to sleep while tripping, but strangely I'm relaxed, calm, and ready to doze off.
T+6:30 watching ghostbusters... funny movie.
T+9:00 friends leave. i jump into bed, relax and doze off some.
As you might have noticed I'm still processing the details. The 4-aco-dipt added a positive tone to the experience, the shrooms very lightly colored the trip, and the HBWR wasn't noticed a whole lot.
One thing that was... well, interesting and scary at the same time... was this rather poorly planned (or understood) idea. I was chilling with two friends (also tripping) and my brother. Then another two friends of mine (from another group) want to stop by and pick up some 4-aco. ok, that's fine and well but they can't stay because i'm not trying to get a crowd where we're tripping.
So they get here and we're smoking a blunt outside. well, he changes his mind and tries to talk me into letting him get the tank (WTF?) and keeps at it so persistently. i almost passed out. already i'm uncomfortable being split between two groups of friends, but he's trying to get me to allow two more people over, who i don't know, making 7 people - i see where this is going and i don't like it.
well, the way this one friend is about things (and perhaps the crack he was smoking distorted his view), he kept pressuring me. with every reason i gave him he kept dismissing it, "oh, i know [this-and-that] but still, this is a good friend of mine and i haven't hooked him up and blah-blah-blah". if you didn't figure it out, you don't try to lay all this shit on someone who's just starting to peak on a variety of psychedelics.
So then the other friend starts to pressure me about getting some balloons, he's drunk so he insists he's not pressuring me but please can he get one, and by now im like @#$^#&^%U#$&Y <b>STOP</b>... I started to get dizzy and fall backwards. if I didn't stop them and say no balloons and that's that, I probably would have passed out.
this was trippy shit for me, since i never came close to passing out while tripping. i felt pressured by this friend of mine, and things didn't go as planned, which just tripped me out. if you're still following my idea, set and setting are very important while tripping, and having sudden changes in plan or unexpected pressures can really stress someone out more than it normally would.
otherwise, apart from that unexpected shit, it was a good night. hope you enjoyed the trip report.
Edited by poke smot! (09/07/20 01:36 PM)
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