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Unfolding Nature Shop: Unfolding Nature: Being in the Implicate Order

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Re: I JUST GAVE IN [Re: ]
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Come on dlag you can do it!


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"Early man walked away
As modernman took control
There mind's weren't all the same
And to conquer was their goal
So he built his great empire
And he slaughtered his own kind
He died a confused man
And killed himself in his own mind"

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Re: I JUST GAVE IN [Re: Fungushungry]
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that shit will make you feel better in the short term but in the long term itll fuck you over. youll get through this


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PEACE

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"in times of widespread chaos and confusion, it has been the duty of more advanced human beings - artists, scientists, clowns, and philosophers - to create order. In such times as ours however, when there is too much order, too much m management, too much programming and control, it becomes the duty of superior men and women and women to fling their favorite monkey wrenches into the machinery. To relieve the repression of the human spirit, they must sow doubt and disruption"

"People do it every day, they talk to themselves ... they see themselves as they'd like to be, they don't have the courage you have, to just run with it."

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"Shit sucks lately but i'm sure it has to get better sometime soon."

It doesn't HAVE to get better if you're not trying, though - keep it safe, and take this one day at a time..... then, one week at a time... and so on :wink:

so what book are you reading man? I'm glad you're still making it to school - this can kind of keep you "grounded" if you keep going regularly.

Another big thing can be your choice of company - if you're hanging out with drug-users, its going to be a lot harder not to do them - if you're hanging out with "sober people (hey, they're not all bad man!)" they can assist you.. especially if you express to people that you're looking to get away from this lifestyle and you're having a hard time.

of course, this is all just my perspective - I've never been in your situation :wink: Once again, good luck, and let us know how things are going


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Insert an "I think" mentally in front of eveything I say that seems sketchy, because I certainly don't KNOW much. Also; feel free to yell at me.
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Glad to hear you're getting over your old girlfriend, try to not freak out next time you talk to a girl!

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when i get rich you can come live with me....



sorry about your parents and everything :smile:

cool that they got you a new car especially if you don't have to pay for it !   

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I'm learning to breathe through my anxiety..... it can almost be "breathed away"


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Insert an "I think" mentally in front of eveything I say that seems sketchy, because I certainly don't KNOW much. Also; feel free to yell at me.
In addition: SHPONGLE

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Re: I JUST GAVE IN [Re: KenzR13]
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it sounds like you're getting close - you don't have to breathe deeply but just concentrate on the breathing - very similar to meditation, actually..... Its like ignoring your restlessness and anxiousness for a while... challenging them.. see if you can sit, relax, and breathe for a half hour straight - you'll be impressed with how much this can improve a whole day if you do this consistantly

but of course that's just one direction you can take it :wink: - so what's this book about man?


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Insert an "I think" mentally in front of eveything I say that seems sketchy, because I certainly don't KNOW much. Also; feel free to yell at me.
In addition: SHPONGLE

Edited by Strumpling (09/12/03 01:44 AM)

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be careful that you don't replace your opiate addiction with another substance :smile: - tons of methadone addicts were created a while back if you recall, with health officials claiming something like "hey at least they're not doing morphine or heroin!" yeah great :wink:

As for the EX girlfriend - don't worry about her - she's just trying to keep you down with her.. sounds like she's depressed and doesn't want to see you happy because it will make her more depressed - who needs THAT?! If I were you I wouldn't even talk to her anymore; there's no need..... give the separation time, and it will feel much better.. same with the drugs, actually. :smile:

I may want to check out that book man - sounds extremely interesting - I don't do cid anymore but I had quite a binge with the stuff a few years back.. thanks for the tip :laugh: - Hang in there.. remember you can always still instant message me if you see me online man!


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Insert an "I think" mentally in front of eveything I say that seems sketchy, because I certainly don't KNOW much. Also; feel free to yell at me.
In addition: SHPONGLE

Edited by Strumpling (09/12/03 02:47 PM)

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New to this thread, so stop me if im out of line.

It sounds alot like your ex is playing an integral role in your depression. Have you told her exactly what has been going on with you and how her actions effect your mental state?

We all regress every now and then, but to allow the regression to become habitual, as in the usage of opiates and other substances is plain unhealthy. It sounds like you have a firm grasp on this concept already, but are having trouble practing the theory of sobriety...? Have you considered visiting a counselor or clinic of some sort? It might be good to seek professional help, but if you decide to do this, it would require some very astute research on who would be best for your situation. The last thing you want is for some ass clown telling you that drugs are bad and you are bad for doing them.

You are NOT a bad person and this is NOT happening to you as punishment. On some subconcious level you are placing yourself in situations that are harmful to your body and mind. I liked what someone posted at the start of this thing. Take a walk, go any direction you choose, walk until you cannot go further. Cry as much as you feel you have to, go speak to a tree, yell into a ravine, spend some time with nature. As silly as it may sound, Mother Nature is a nurturer, you may find vibrance and life in the journey, hell, you might even find answers in the trees.

Just dont give up, and try to stop the cycle of abuse. You seem to be a very intelligent person, and I can see that you know where some of your behavior is leading you, now the hard part is actually following your own advice! I know all to well that my mind and heart can plead for my cooperation, but my body is pushing me into situations that are good for no one.

be careful, and know that you are loved no matter what. You have all the support you want here.



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