Anonymous #1 said: I am extremely addicted to porn. If I don't see my girlfriend, I will probably wank it at least 3 times in a day, watching porn each time. Its been getting to the point where I'm not even horny, I just watch a porn and jerk off out of necessity. I'm wasting time, something I really don't have much of lately.
In addition, I am not as attracted to my girlfriend. This could partially be due to the fact that we had sex pretty much every day for the last two years, but I think all the porn I am watching makes her naked body seem like nothing special.
Its been a little bit over 24 hours now since I last watched it, but fuck I am so tempted to just go over to porn hub, and rub one out right now.
I'm going to go to literotica from now on, try and use my imagination (although this does make me feel like a girl )
I'll try and post here again every 5 or 10 days, see if I notice any changes.
Best luck to you sir, realize the neuron pathways in your mind will have been made and it is a tougher fight than many drug addictions because of the lack of stigma and such. I am doing the same myself, that shit can fuck up your mind regardless of some claims of it not being that bad. Drugs can exit your body, those memories are imprinted and you will have to deal with them forever, it shall be difficult, but if you actually want to change than do it and don't look back.
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