You are all fucks. Your third person point-of-views mean nothing.
I've personally been in that situation. I'm in love with the girl I'm with. We've been on and off for a little over 4 years now.
But when I cheated on her, I was kind of forced into the relationship. Yeah, you can call me a bitch or a pussy, but I love her and I wasn't willing to lose her just because I wasn't ready to be in a relationship.
I cheated on her a couple years ago when I was a Freshman in college. That's not really a good excuse, but man I didn't know what I wanted at all. I needed to find myself before I could take responsibility of another and their emotions.
Whatever. I banged a couple other bitches. Fucking sue me.
They were hot but they also made me realize what I truly wanted. And from that point on, I knew fucking other girls wasn't worth losing my girl. I just knew it.
And it's definitely not the alpha male complex. I was driven purely by uncertainty, irresponsibility, and sexual hunger.
I was uncertain about what I wanted. Did I want a relationship? I was irresponsible with my life. I lived a reckless lifestyle back in those days. And man I was horny as a mother fucker. I just started living with girls and I freaked. I was hooking up with bitches nonstop. Am I proud of my sexual endeavors? No, most of them were drunken mistakes and eager attempts at squeezing a jizz out. Do I regret it? Nope. Each fuck was a learning experience in their own design.
/end drunken rant
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