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Re: Help me to overcome a delusional paranoid fear I have [Re: g00ru]
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Bashar talks about fear in the first couple minutes... It helped me out:


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Re: Help me to overcome a delusional paranoid fear I have [Re: g00ru]
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guruu said:
Poptart said:
guruu said:
Well, I was under the assumption that you were smoking weed because it's enjoyable.  Maybe you should try eating some Doritos next time you get high.  They taste better!


How did I give you that impression? I will admit I like the effects of weed but that is not the sole reason why I smoke it.

Most people who smoke weed or do drugs in general for enjoyment aren't really into meditation because that's when it holds up the ugly mirror and they see the things they don't want to see.

Don't get me wrong though I have had my fair share of using weed for recreation as a stoner but it got me no where and I ended up in a deep depression.

I still love weed and find it enjoyable but the joy I derive from it comes from the insights I have from it and the progress I've made.


I smoke weed like 3-4 times a week (I would smoke more but I'm low on cash :sad:).  But anyways, I actually enjoy weed a million times more now that I meditate.  I've had so many freaky paranoid experiences when high that after a while I conditioned myself to always go into that mindset when high.  But now that I meditate I can center myself almost at will and enjoy my high and just be in the moment.  I am very serious about meditation, but I'm not going to abandon recreational drug use.  As far as I can tell, that would just be my ego controlling me in a subtler way, telling me "Look how much better than the average stoner you are!  You don't need weed anymore, you have...meditation." Haha, seriously though, in my opinion it's best just to maintain a healthy meditation practice and let desires fall away naturally.

I hope that made sense I kinda went off on a tangent :lol:


I'm not saying to give up weed or to only use it for meditation. I'm just saying your not using it to it's full potential if you don't. I like to meditate while high for a couple of hours and then I like to fuck around and do ninja shit :grin:

I can balance really well while high and I can do a bunch of crazy flips too. I'm really interested in free running and using my chi to my advantage in that regard. So don't get me wrong I don't just meditate on weed. I do lot's of other shit that I think is fun. But I make sure I use it for something. Be it listening to music, Art, Meditation, Yoga, Practicing balance, Martial arts, ect.

I'm just saying weed has alot more potential if you know how to use it.

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Re: Help me to overcome a delusional paranoid fear I have [Re: Poptart]
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Poptart said:
I'm not saying to give up weed or to only use it for meditation. I'm just saying your not using it to it's full potential if you don't. I like to meditate while high for a couple of hours and then I like to fuck around and do ninja shit :grin:



:rofl:


:peace:


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Re: Help me to overcome a delusional paranoid fear I have [Re: Chronic7]
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WHAT...THE...FUCK

There is a fucking snake in my room right now.

I just went to take a shower then went to pick up my cell phone and a little fucking snake was sittin their frozen against my wall. It just sat there and after 10 minutes it started to crawl away behind my computer box.

WTF I'm not fucking lying eaither. Is this some kind of cosmic joke?

How the fuck do I get it out? I'm not picking it up. God damn synchonicities

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Re: Help me to overcome a delusional paranoid fear I have [Re: Poptart]
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Poptart said:
God damn synchonicities


:tongue: :laugh:

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Re: Help me to overcome a delusional paranoid fear I have [Re: Poptart]
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Poptart said:
WHAT...THE...FUCK

There is a fucking snake in my room right now.

I just went to take a shower then went to pick up my cell phone and a little fucking snake was sittin their frozen against my wall. It just sat there and after 10 minutes it started to crawl away behind my computer box.

WTF I'm not fucking lying eaither. Is this some kind of cosmic joke?

How the fuck do I get it out? I'm not picking it up. God damn synchonicities


Haha thats pretty fuckin cool.  Build him a house and keept him as a pet!


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Re: Help me to overcome a delusional paranoid fear I have [Re: Poptart]
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I totally understand where you are coming from. Kundalini awakening is very powerful and could cause a lot of problems in the life of the individual experiencing it. Many people go insane for a period of time while going through this stage in spiritual development. Last year I was awakened to the kunadlini energy and it caused me to hear voices and make paranoid judgments of what was going on around me. It eventually settled down and i got back to normal. I can see where you are worried about the religious aspects of what you are experiencing , as i have been there too I suggest just to take things for face value and not analyze it too much and learn to harness the energy so you can use it for a positive purpose. I wouldn't worry about trying to follow religious doctrines or way of thinking , just use your discernment to analyze things rather than the mind because despite popular religious belief we are all connected to the divine we just have to remember. Remember this energy is from your core center, it will show you many things that will help you if you learn to trust your feelings and allow yourself to get your "paranoid" thoughts out of the way. When I went through this last year I allowed my mind to take me on a schizophrenic ride through the bowels of my own psych. Just learn to trust your intuition and feelings and you will be alright, and yeah I would lay off the psychedelics for the time being until you level out. I use to smoke weed all the time and after this kundalini awakening , I cant touch the stuff because it makes me hear voices which are nothing more than thought forms created by my own mind and perceived as voices. Weed makes me crazy yet mushrooms make everything seem so clear , its strange the way that works. The mushroom silences every aspect of my mind to where i can tune into the energy rather than the thoughts my mind creates. I use to think that the mind is the bearer of truth , but i have realized that its your chakra energy centers (kundalini) that is directly connected to the divine matrix. It doesn't have to pass the filter "brain" to be perceived , its already there you just need to trust it by differentiating intuitive judgment from paranoid delusion which comes from knowing yourself. I hoped this helped , I could go on for days on this topic , just know that your not alone and if the weed makes you paranoid stop smoking . There are better substances that will agree with your system and help you find whatever it is you are looking for in these plants. Kundalini is powerful energy and if the individual is not ready for it they will be taken on a freaked out trip that is terrifying to say the least, but if the individual can harness it they can tap into spiritual gifts and understandings that nothing else can give them. I wish i didn't force my kundalini experience by taking too man psychedelics and monotamic gold , that really fucked me. Too much too fast too weird. I will never be able to explain the experiences I have had because I have no point of reference but this experience showed me a lot through madness , but i tell ya it would have been a lot easier to do it naturally. Take care mate


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Re: Help me to overcome a delusional paranoid fear I have [Re: Poptart]
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Poptart said:
Can anyone relate to my fears? Overhearing my fundamentalist christian parents crying to God about how their son is falling away doesn't really help me either.

Yes I have these type parents and their ideas did make me paranoid and freaked out , but ultimately its just belief not absolute truth. The thing i dont get about fundamentalist religious perspective is the way they take belief and impose it as absolute truth when they have no proof either way. They always wanna "save" or convert people to their belief system. We are all walking the same relative spiritual journey , but there are many roads that lead to the same destination. One perspective is not anymore valid than the other. Don't let this stuff make you paranoid because its not worth it. Define your own spiritual understanding, something that resonates with you and don't let others beliefs shake you. The "serpent" energy is divine and all the stories and twisted terminology imposed by fundamentalist religion has freaked you out about a divine aspect of ourselves. We all have this energy within us , it just need to be brought forth when you are ready and can handle it. Ill never understand how fundamentalist religions make sense of all these stories written in parables but they don't quite grasp the basic fundamental aspects of our being , and that is our eternal energetic connection to God through our energy centers. They try to tell you that you are something separate from God , and can be isolated for all eternity if you don't follow certain rules and dogmas. We don't need to look outside of ourselves for answers concerning our understanding of the universe , God is connected to us and will give us understanding when we decide we want it. If religions never existed , God would still exist because God is the driving force behind it all. God experiences his nature through us and everything we experience is brought forth for a reason. Lets face it , religion has clouded our perception of our very nature to sustain its self as an institution. If everyone realized they do not need to look outward to find God , the seats of the church will start to thin out and the money will not flow in and ultimately the institution will crumble because its very foundation is misleading and a grand mind game. .... that's my point of view....these ideas would never be accepted by any religious institution , not because of its validity , but rather because it shakes the foundation of an institution based on fear and compromised truths. The people will always follow the pack because its a tough job to establish your own perspective and question the institutions that control us. I don't think its all about spiritual truths , I think its about control and money and they gain this through fear and confusion. The bible can be interpreted anyway anyone wants to put it , and they always say that their view is the right one but if it was absolute truth there would be no interpretation because absolute truth has no opposite . It just is.... Why do you put your faith in mans creation while denying the aspect of yourself that is closest to God. Why are we told to question ourselves and trust them. One day humanity will realize the divine nature of our being and unite to empower ourselves for the common good , there would be no war or separation , no deceit , or scams because when we wake up to the truth that we are all connected as one we will see that separating ourselves by these misleading ideologies is only disrupting the system. We need to get back to basics and learn the fundamental truths that govern our world and our being. Indigenous tribes understood this , they understood the fundamental truths of our existence yet they are classified as beings of a lesser caliber when compared to western culture and religions. sigh.....


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I believe in a long, prolonged, derangement of the senses in order to obtain the unknown.

Email : peruvian_torch@hushmail.com
www.myspace.com/dmttryps

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Re: Help me to overcome a delusional paranoid fear I have [Re: Poptart]
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weed use to quiet my mind , now it disrupts it with twisted thought forms. Mushrooms on the other hand work in the opposite direction by giving me complete peace of mind. I dont get it...


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I believe in a long, prolonged, derangement of the senses in order to obtain the unknown.

Email : peruvian_torch@hushmail.com
www.myspace.com/dmttryps

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Re: Help me to overcome a delusional paranoid fear I have [Re: g00ru]
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guruu said:
Poptart said:
WHAT...THE...FUCK

There is a fucking snake in my room right now.

I just went to take a shower then went to pick up my cell phone and a little fucking snake was sittin their frozen against my wall. It just sat there and after 10 minutes it started to crawl away behind my computer box.

WTF I'm not fucking lying eaither. Is this some kind of cosmic joke?

How the fuck do I get it out? I'm not picking it up. God damn synchonicities


Haha thats pretty fuckin cool.  Build him a house and keept him as a pet!


Lol hell no. Snakes scare the fuck out of me. I just got back to work and I can't find him which makes me more nervous cause I'm afraid hes going to pop out of a corner and scare the shit outta me. Lol.

I had a tramatic experience with a snake when I was a child. So that's where all this is comming from. My dad thought it would be funny to try and scare me with a snake...bad idea. Now I'm scared shitless.

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Re: Help me to overcome a delusional paranoid fear I have [Re: Poptart]
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hahahaahahah

yes it is a joke :smile:


i think its funny bbahhaahahhaaaaahha


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All my posts in this forum are strictly fictional.
They are derived from an acute mental illness , from which i am forced to lie compulsively.
I have never induced any kind of mind altering substance in my life  and i have no intentions whatsoever of doing anything illegal.
If I have ever suggested such a thing it would have most likely been , due to my personality disorder and i probably do not remember it at all..

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Re: Help me to overcome a delusional paranoid fear I have [Re: jivJaN]
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jivJaN said:
hahahaahahah

yes it is a joke :smile:


i think its funny bbahhaahahhaaaaahha


:kingcrankey:

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Re: Help me to overcome a delusional paranoid fear I have [Re: Poptart]
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well your were asking for someone to help you overcome a 'delusional paranoid' fear you have.
and the spirit gives you a REAL one to overcome..


mr. crankey  :P


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All my posts in this forum are strictly fictional.
They are derived from an acute mental illness , from which i am forced to lie compulsively.
I have never induced any kind of mind altering substance in my life  and i have no intentions whatsoever of doing anything illegal.
If I have ever suggested such a thing it would have most likely been , due to my personality disorder and i probably do not remember it at all..

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Re: Help me to overcome a delusional paranoid fear I have [Re: Poptart]
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Stop reading christian mommies, first of all.

And, make sure the snake isn't poisonous and then take it outside.  Tada!

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Re: Help me to overcome a delusional paranoid fear I have [Re: Sleepwalker]
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God damnit I removed the snake a couple of days ago and just today another fucking snake was in my room! WTF is up with this shit? Law of attraction?

I'm starting to overcome my fear of snakes though. I just got a box and let the snake crawl in it and I took it outside and let it crawl away.

Creepy little bastards. I put mothballs all over my room to keep em away. How do I do all this mentally?

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