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dogkisser
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Keeping it is hard.
#877442 - 09/11/02 08:58 AM (21 years, 6 months ago) |
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I have days which i know who i am and appreciate who i am. Other days i feel totally lost as to who i am. I feel insane sometimes, i mean it is fuckin annoying been fine one day and all over the next. Any info or help would be appreciated. It is like shakespear, "To be, or not to be, that is the fuckin question" It seemed to grow after my E and morning glory binges. Could this have any relation and should i stop with the drugs for awhile??
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Edited by dogkisser (09/11/02 09:02 AM)
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Seuss
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Re: Keeping it is hard. [Re: dogkisser]
#877510 - 09/11/02 09:22 AM (21 years, 6 months ago) |
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Nothing in life is free... if you get an up from drugs, you are eventually going to have to go through a down to make up for it.
should i stop with the drugs for awhile
Only you can answer that question.
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dogkisser
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Re: Keeping it is hard. [Re: Seuss]
#877609 - 09/11/02 09:57 AM (21 years, 6 months ago) |
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I should of thought about that one. I am definetly quitting drugs until me gets me head on tight again. Pull through is what we all must always do....and do i will. Peace ye all.
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Sheepish
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Re: Keeping it is hard. [Re: dogkisser]
#877978 - 09/11/02 12:12 PM (21 years, 6 months ago) |
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Life is a rollercoaster of ups and downs. You'll never be completely happy all the time, you'll have to go through some downs. After all, it's easier to appreciate the good times when you've expereinced the bad.
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Peaceful_Nomad
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Re: Keeping it is hard. [Re: dogkisser]
#879261 - 09/11/02 11:26 PM (21 years, 6 months ago) |
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The body is simply a machine, governed by electrical and chemical impulses. Whenever you binge on any chemical (foreign to the body or otherwise), there WILL be repercussions. You have made the right decision of abstinence, until your body chemistry becomes homeostatic. It is important to feed your body with proper nutrients and most importantly, WATER and CALCIUM! Don't forget exercise.
Take care of yourself. Use your past experiences to inspire some form of artwork, during your period of abstinence.
Peace to Everyone
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WhiskeyClone
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Re: Keeping it is hard. [Re: dogkisser]
#879310 - 09/11/02 11:50 PM (21 years, 6 months ago) |
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I have both kinds of days, but I'll tell you this; every day since I've been drug-free (minus the first two days) has been one of the good ones. My best advice is DON'T BINGE on any drug. I don't do E, but all of my friends who do it regularly seem to have a lot of really 'off' days. Every time I have binged it has ended with a realization that I keep doing the drugs because I'm scared of getting back to reality. A break is a good idea.
-------------------- Welcome evermore to gods and men is the self-helping man. For him all doors are flung wide: him all tongues greet, all honors crown, all eyes follow with desire. Our love goes out to him and embraces him, because he did not need it. ~ R.W. Emerson, "Self-Reliance"
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Fliquid
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Re: Keeping it is hard. [Re: dogkisser]
#879319 - 09/11/02 11:58 PM (21 years, 6 months ago) |
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Stopping would be a good idea. It will get you out into the world. For some brainwashing, till you forget why you ever did drugs.
But the itch will return, and you'll be back enjoying...
I have those feelings a lot also. Its natural.
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kykeon
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Re: Keeping it is hard. [Re: dogkisser]
#879322 - 09/12/02 12:00 AM (21 years, 6 months ago) |
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gsus...
i hate reading posts that PRAISE drugs and i hate reading posts that ACCUSE drugs for everything...
okee, if you do MDMA awfully often, then your serotonin levels go like an elevator and this can only result as ups and downs... but hey... smoking some weed or eating shroms in a regular basis doesnt make your life weird like an elevator...
anyway, if you feel that drugs make you like that, there is no point in asking, just quit them!! i am 30 years old, experimenting myself for more than 10 years. There were only 2 periods in my life that i wanted to quit for some months and i did. It had nothing to do with me feeling bad and now that i am on a regular basis i am feeling cool, high and okee every fuckin single day.
PEACE
Kykeon athens, greece
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dogkisser
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Re: Keeping it is hard. [Re: kykeon]
#879665 - 09/12/02 03:08 AM (21 years, 6 months ago) |
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I totally apprecitate all your input. I feel the need to quit for awhile so thats what i am going too do. It has been long since i did and i know i will feel alot better with myself for doing so. Reality awaits me so reality i will face and no matter what, i am alive. Escape isn`t always the answer, i have come to realize. E fucked with me in the months of Jan and Feb. I will never touch the scumbag drug ever again, i do not enjoy the feeling one bit and only took it because it was sort of a last resort and me mates joined the E binges. Peace yall, thanks again.
-------------------- Once the doors of perception have been unlocked, Never again can they be locked, Only restricted..if one knows how... http://www.angelfire.com/clone/hallucinogen/index.html Drugs - Life
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noisycricket
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Re: Keeping it is hard. [Re: dogkisser]
#881262 - 09/13/02 12:08 AM (21 years, 6 months ago) |
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From what you are writting, it sounds like you have manic-depression. It is a common problem that can be treated one of two ways. First, the pharmeceutical way which is prozac or zoloft or some other mind numbing drug, the other way is safer and side effect free and that is to take St. John's Wort and Drink carrot juice every day. You see, I have (or rather had) the same problems. I had a doctor diagnose it and prescribe drugs for it. They worked but I felt numb and out of it and not very good while I was on them. I decided to go a more natural route. I started taking an herbal formula with St. Johns Wort and drinking carrot juice every day and I have never felt better. I do not take the drugs prescribed my my doctor and I dont think I ever will again. Now if you do a lot of drugs its going to mess with you head eventually, so I would recomend not taking them for a while and then try these natural alternatives. They work for thousands of people (In Germany one of the leading prescriptions is St. John's Wort. It should work for you pal!
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Learyfan
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Re: Keeping it is hard. [Re: dogkisser]
#881277 - 09/13/02 12:17 AM (21 years, 6 months ago) |
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I say get on some anti-depressants. It helped me. I'm on Celexa, and I smoke weed after 8 pm every night. I haven't done any other drugs since i've been on it.
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dogkisser
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Re: Keeping it is hard. [Re: noisycricket]
#881287 - 09/13/02 12:24 AM (21 years, 6 months ago) |
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Manic-depresant, not me. I am fine now, haven`t had DRUGS! for 2 days and feel better. Screw tablets......I am insane...Ahhhhh.. only God can save me now...Arghhhh *Turns into incredible HULK*
-------------------- Once the doors of perception have been unlocked, Never again can they be locked, Only restricted..if one knows how... http://www.angelfire.com/clone/hallucinogen/index.html Drugs - Life
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kykeon
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Re: Keeping it is hard. [Re: dogkisser]
#881490 - 09/13/02 07:05 AM (21 years, 6 months ago) |
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>> Escape isn`t always the answer, i have come to realize.
Thats right. The problem is that you look at psychoactive substances and the word "escape" comes to your mind. Thats wrong. You cant escape using something that opens your mind and sends you to a deep quest of your inner self!!
Kykeon athens, greece
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dogkisser
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Re: Keeping it is hard. [Re: kykeon]
#881505 - 09/13/02 07:13 AM (21 years, 6 months ago) |
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Look, i know what escape is, i have lived all my life in a bloody zoo, and let me tell yeh.....escape is everything!!! Nobody sent me any bannanas so i had to eat Jimmy, thanks alot people, God!! Jimmy never hurt no one....
Jimmy was so polite and well spoken......tis a shame.......tis a crying shame.....
-------------------- Once the doors of perception have been unlocked, Never again can they be locked, Only restricted..if one knows how... http://www.angelfire.com/clone/hallucinogen/index.html Drugs - Life
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kykeon
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Re: Keeping it is hard. [Re: dogkisser]
#881909 - 09/13/02 10:47 AM (21 years, 6 months ago) |
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>> i have lived all my life in a bloody zoo, and let me tell yeh.....escape is everything!!!
glad that you agree with my words... if you live in a shitty zoo, get up, open the fuckin' door and escape. but you cant escape by sleeping in there taking dumm pills.
>> tis a crying shame.....
it seems you have difficulties in digesting lol next time think before you eat someone drink a soda or something.
i am glad you understand that 'drugs' are no good for you. hope you will see the right pathway to get you out of the zoo asap!
PEACE
Kykeon athens, greece
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dogkisser
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Re: Keeping it is hard. [Re: kykeon]
#881938 - 09/13/02 11:03 AM (21 years, 6 months ago) |
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Bastard zoo people, they filled me with pills...............locked my cage..........now i swing on ropes instead of.......well.......the jungle.........
I understand........soda next time..........no more Jimmy to eat....finished his leg half....................an hour ago..
-------------------- Once the doors of perception have been unlocked, Never again can they be locked, Only restricted..if one knows how... http://www.angelfire.com/clone/hallucinogen/index.html Drugs - Life
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