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Tounge Tied and Lacking
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Contextualized status groping and convectualized reasoning to inherent clone blabber. Obession of redundance concordance flame retardance. Moronic ramblings aside for against the remakover. Desperation retrieval and disparaging plot lines. Stupid idiots scheme to detail incessancy of conflabsted nitwit. Where. To go. sorry on the aftermath reutter shame.

Coalescing complacancy, carooning problems. Share Non-Face.
Foreboding bereavement, heavy sigh of luxury tax.

Reanalyze.Readdress.
Subltey on uderpinnings: tight grasp in small places.

What was so wrong? You knew all along.
Pressure synthesis. Just nothing/one of everything.

Free mason. Do some sit-ups. I come with intent and a selling point. False pretense of uprooting false pretense: eh.. EH..? wink, wink. nod, nod. say no more.

Still though
Hankering.

Your life is not a pathetic meanery of dregery. Premeditated despair drops of antagonism conflagrations. Diminuation and expansion from oversimplifcations. Vouching. Tarrifs. What is percieved is disdainful. It needs to be undermined and over emphasized through escape motives.

Calm down.
Right on the burn line..

Immediacy deflation principles and congruence with abstraction expansion... that's not quite it...

Where is the point? Am I even in the bush yet? What I should be? Where was I? How am I to assume I ever moved? No answer. dissolve. shine. whisper.

Shoelace snapper no more. Quieted there is a dance, a twirl. Something unabsolved, immediaate, underappreciated and overstood. Violence. Attack on suffering. The war on suffering. Quiet so they don't hear.
The choice to lack. The Cherokee. Clever. Trick myself out of myself. Insinuous obsession on bravado of gustow comingle. Jittering reassurance.
Hunting illlusions again. Then agin, it keeps moving. How to stop? Maintain sobriety even on drugss. Pudgey rolls of sterness.

Wait a second.. Don't let the right hand know what the left is doing...

It's not always like that. So oppressive and demoralizing. Like some grand enduring drama triumph... but who am I to say? It comes out mechanical and disjoints the wordless poetical fabric of dream tapestry. I am not allowed to say that you can't say I never told you so.

I heard her, just a couple times. Voice like a waterfall. She is always there anyway, just like that. Don't want to hurt myself, be mean and cruel to myself. It hurts her too. I'd never know the true damage. Makes it worse. I wanna know, take it with her, while being away from her. Best that way. Can't though. Defeats the purpose of gentleness and self-nurturing. If I can't do it for her, or me, or him and them, or Spirit/Jesus/God/Buddha, or anyone and noone,then who? I must. No choice, not anymore.

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Re: Tounge Tied and Lacking [Re: FatBath]
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There's always another choice. Whether or not it's a good choice? =)


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Re: Tounge Tied and Lacking *DELETED* [Re: The_Hobbit]
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Re: Tounge Tied and Lacking [Re: Ferris]
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It's describing what it is to experience stuff as a human being. =)


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Re: Tounge Tied and Lacking [Re: The_Hobbit]
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quite.

give'er a kiss and a big hug eh :tongue:

interesting read, even though i'm not sure i got any of it :wink:


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Re: Tounge Tied and Lacking [Re: Simisu]
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Well, I guess it can be called poetry, I was just trying to write while integrating some of the meditation techniques I've been learning. I did smoke a pinchy though, so kind of deafeted the "purpose".. who knows? I just wanted to share, because maybe I care too much about the esteem of others, hence the opening line about status groping. I really only have a vague understanding of words I use, but I feel compelled to use them anyway. I am guessing because of my lack of self-worth. Some guys overcompensate their small penis with nice cars and big muscles... I am of course using penis in both the literal and figuartive since. Made since at the time, and trying to think of what forum to put it in, I chose this one, because it is probably more indicative of my mental illness than anything spiritual or mystical.

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Re: Tounge Tied and Lacking [Re: FatBath]
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I don't think that getting high defeats the purpose of anything. I think there are good arguments for moderation, though. =)

I suggest being careful about what you do because you will probably pay for it, one way or the other. I'm not saying there's anythign wrong with free-writing. I'm saying that, if you're going to judge yourself, you should remain open-minded because there maybe another angle that you cannot see.

There's nothing wrong with a educated guess, but I don't understand the logic behind your association between a lack of self-worth and sharing your ideas. I'm also confused about which mental illness is indicative of creativity? =)


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Re: Tounge Tied and Lacking [Re: FatBath]
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eh well, that's why we have journals (you should see the weird stuff i post in mine :tongue:)
i totally get it about using words you're not sure about (i often do it and since english is not my "mothers tongue" if i was to write anything like that it would probably make less sense but who cares right? as long as it was written!

actually i've written a poem about that once, check  it out


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Re: Tounge Tied and Lacking [Re: Simisu]
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okay, okay. Myself self-degrading attitude is a bit over the top. It is like a cunning way of pity mooching, really. Some of that is actually an attempt to try and define the geometry of my thought process. Maybe, JUST MAYBE, I am a half-way decent human being. I ain't gettin nowhere thinking otherwise.

I believe, though, there may be some mental illness indicative of my using "since" in the wrong sense....? hahaha... eh...

Well, Simisu, your coherent way with incoherence makes me wonder if my incoherence stemming from my delusions of granduer would make more sense in narrative form? Well, whatever, you certainly put a cool finale at the end of it.

Now, if you'll EXCUSE me, I think I may have something to add to the chronic masturbating thread...

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