wow, i've never been so tripped out before without the use of drugs as last night. It all began with some trance work, nothing unusual about that except for the fact that my imagery skills are getting very very good, i am almost to the point where it may become a virtual reality projection i think. I have been doing alot more reading on the subject lately since i have decided the only way i will believe anything anymore is to experience it for myself. Anyways i had went into mediumistic sleep paralysis and began my imagery work, it got to the point where i got a bit freaked it seemed so real, i immediatly jumped outa bed, bad idea that was for it completely threw my perception of reality off, i began to belive i had accidentally projected myself into a similar paralell reality. I decided to sit in bed with the lights on and assess the situation, it seemed i could just not convince myself i was still where i had been before i began the trancework. I began having some pretty extreme negative hallucinations ( pictures in the mind ), like a picture of medusa coming through my door and a purple vortex opening in my wall. I decided i had had enough and would try to go to sleep. Tap, tap, tap, was the next sound i heard, an electrifying feeling came over me as this was occuring, i immediatly knew it was a spirit, but i kept myself calm and cool and politely asked it to leave, the tapping immediatly stopped, i figured out during the experience that it was tapping my baptismal candal which i keep on my left side while i sleep. Needless to say i decided to sleep with the lights on for the rest of the night, but it wasn't over yet. I did not sleep at all, i was half awake for the whole four hours until i had to go to work, and wow were those visuals intense: crystal clear streams of light dancing all over the room and around me with everything becoming very yellow, and i have never seen pixelation like that before, it looked like my thoughts were being created and blown up all over my room, becoming more and less pixelated with altering depths, wow i tell you.
-------------------- insanity with a plan, a plan to stop exercising truth as compared to breathing thin air, but to experience truth as all there is to experience, for what do i not already have that exsists? All i can do is enjoy the ride.
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i am very uninformed about this kind of shit. how did you begin to do this? ummm... i mean... well... i dont know what this is called or anything. this sounds like something that i would be very interested in persuing. i would at least like to read more about the consept.
could you explain how this is done... just generally. i realize that its not something you just jump into. maybe just providing a good link would help.
this sounds interesting. im just ingnorant about it and would like to learn more.
ive read about this before, and after my mushroom trip(from which im just now comming down) im realy curious.
-------------------- i wish i could give out my thoughts
let someone else feel them
and experience who i am
its difficult
sometimes impossible
always impossible?
i hope not
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