I'm not really sure how to start this off, because its still kind of a shock to me. Something I never would of imagined to happen. Anyway, mom's been dealing with stress, and severe depression for about 7 years now with alot of demons inside. With out having to go into great detail, about all the shit that's happened to her throughout her entire life, lets just say she worries too much, sweats the small stuff ect. My doctor, being very open minded, since he himself is a recovering alcohol and drug addict, in fact sold coke to an undercover, was re-habed, and was givin his liscense to practice. After many trials and tribulations, and 10 years later of being sober and practicing pain medicine, he's now being convicted for 10 counts of illegally perscribing meds. He was like the number 2 buyer of vicoden in michigan. So, make a real long story short, he's going to prison very soon. I've always had a close relationship with him, even consulted him before doing mushrooms, due to my anxiety issues. I just happen to stumble upon his past and when I confronted him about it, he told me everything, nothing to hide. So, in essence, we've sort of had a friend relationship also, in a way. We met him for dinner last night, and we get into the conversation of MDMA for the treatment of post traumatic stress syndrome, and depression,and how it has the possibility to be theraputical if used correctly. Just so happens I have access to Molly right now. Which I would much rather her take than a pill that I don't know what it's been cut with. So, we're gonna give it a shot. I was finally able to tell her I've been a user, and have noticed a signifigant difference with being able to put things in the past, not sweat the small stuff, its really helped me through alot. Thoughts on this?? I'm going to be there to coach her, and actually my doc will be too, thats the only way she's feels comfortable enough to do it.
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"In the 60s people took acid to make the world weird. Now the world is weird and people take Prozac to make it normal...go figure." Becoming human was not part of the plan... I wish I could be as high as my tolerance-danlennon Reality is a crutch for those that can't cope with drugs.
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I gave my dad some very good rolls a few times, it seems the older they are and more experienced with drugs in general the less "amazing" effect. He had never rolled before.
It pretty much just gave him a nice mood lift for 3 1/2 hours but he felt very low the next 3-4 days. I think older people don't recover their serotonin as efficiently.
-------------------- I went to st thomas and camped out ontop of the island... Despite my entire family being poor all my life, the land is priceless. I was chased by haitians in the main city charlotte amalie when my girlfriend and I got some cocaine for free in a bar and mixed it with alcohol, to form a stronger drug. With such confidence at 2am, we walked the 4-5 or so miles down to the beach where the african slaves lie like lions waiting on tourist prey. The war isen't on drugs... the war is on the causes that influence people to abuse drugs. drug-abuse is a by-product of the system and much like radioactive waste occurs from utilizing nuclear power, drug addicts with drug-problems will need to be properly disposed of, like the decaying radioactive waste produced from nuclear energy. -i2ancid
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