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DrCubensis


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Alcohol makes me want to trip balls and lose judgement.
#5943242 - 08/08/06 04:36 AM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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Hi. I think I have a problem.
When I drink alcohol with people, I can't avoid drinking more, and then I have a buzz that makes me go to my house, get more money and continue drinking or taking some blotters and take a moderate trip.
This is making me want to leave alcohol totally... I have been tripping each 3-4 days for about two months...
Also I have invited people that does not worth it -> bad setting, not good experience... LSD waste
i feel stupid.
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sLucky
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Re: Alcohol makes me want to trip balls and lose judgement. [Re: DrCubensis]
#5943246 - 08/08/06 04:47 AM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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This are the behaviors of an addict =D
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stefan
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Re: Alcohol makes me want to trip balls and lose judgement. [Re: DrCubensis]
#5943256 - 08/08/06 04:59 AM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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if you have no control of how much alcohol you drink and keep do that every time you drink it sounds like a really good idea to totally quit drinking
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DrCubensis


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Re: Alcohol makes me want to trip balls and lose judgement. [Re: stefan]
#5943273 - 08/08/06 05:25 AM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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Yeah, I have thinking about that.
At least, if I drink a beer or two at home or I have ganja I don't have this problem. I'm happy with a beer and a little bowl . But now I run out of that stuff.
The problem is when a friend (or "friend") call me to go out, I always end up drinking. But I have to leave that. Much times I think that people go out with you for drinking instead of be with you. I think so because when the drink and money goes out, each one goes to his home.
Thanksfully I have some friends (very few) that I can be with them without drinking.
I think psychedelics saved my life, I realised of this when I started with mushrooms.
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Re: Alcohol makes me want to trip balls and lose judgement. [Re: DrCubensis]
#5943691 - 08/08/06 10:59 AM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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Quote:
DrCubensis said:
Also I have invited people that does not worth it -> bad setting, not good experience... LSD waste
i feel stupid.
I have done this on a couple of occasions. It was about a year ago and I got so completely drunk that I was on the verge of passing out. A friend of mine offered me some blotter and, in my stupor, I dosed. BIG MISTAKE!!! Going from ready to pass out to tripping hard is not fun. It's zany and wacky, but the alcohol remnants keep you from getting up and doing fun things like going on a walk, or saying anything intelligible. It wasn't fun either time and I vowed to never do that again. I like lsd by itself. Sometimes I will hippy flip, but I mostly like the purity of a true, uninhibited lsd trip.
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Re: Alcohol makes me want to trip balls and lose judgement. [Re: DrCubensis]
#5943889 - 08/08/06 11:56 AM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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I used to do the same thing. The bars around here close at 2:30 am. So if we didn't get out until say midnight, at 2:30 we were not done partying yet. So we would go home and eat some mushrooms and drink some more. I was using psychedelics as a way to get more "messed up." It didn't have the spark that a planned mushroom or LSD trip normally has. After a few nights of this (over a period of month or two) I decided no more taking psychedelics after I have been drinking.
But I do enjoy a few beers on the comedown.
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DrCubensis


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Re: Alcohol makes me want to trip balls and lose judgement. [Re: FunkyLoFi]
#5944176 - 08/08/06 01:26 PM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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also: alcohol -> cigarettes. Cigarettes -> alcohol & coffee & axiety & a lot of problems :S. It's very easy to waste the money when you drink beer and smoke tobacco.
I know I have to quit and use that money for good LSD. I hope I can get some Hoffman '100 years' blotters coming from Holland. Have you tried that stuff?
Regards.
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"Ever tried. Ever failed. Never mind. Try again. Fail again. Fail better." Samuel Beckett.
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