I'm not religious! I do believe that plants and the planet are all allies of each other. But reviewing history and reading a lot about ethnobotanical and archeology and pharmacology makes me wonder.
I see how our domineering attitudes and the shortness that humans instill on this planet.
I see the commercialization of things and how it effects the culture. I see people looking to have "fun" i see people looking to pay bills. I see the way the earth is going and it makes me upset.
I see meanings being lost under all the trash we throw to the side of the road. I see what could have been if this dominating government didn't dominate. I see how the shift in consciousness could and will instill fear upon the leaders.
People worry so much on how they look and act they hardly know who they actually are. I see the murder of thousands of people lost to suicide lost in a world of phony shallow up tight yuppies, money hungry looking for trophy wife's to brag about and million dollar homes. I see how the people that could be saved but are lost and never found, laying under bridges or under tomb stones.
I see a world waking up and the beauty that abounds sitting quietly from a trestle over looking a river, while the roar of cars steadily increases as the masses waken and shuffle off to work.
I see how i could have been and who i am and who i will be in the blink of an eye. It doesn't frighten me. I have looked terror in the eye, felt the pressure of a thousand pound of steel, i have been burnt by the sun and chilled to the bone. But this isn't about me.
I don't know what its about. But i see how i look at things and then i see how i look at things different. I see how it happens. I see who is scared of loosing control, those that try to hide the truth, those that murder, those that lie to billions of people to hide what they have committed. I see billions of people caught in a phony matrix of what the American dream is. I see the words of the true patriots being lost with time.
all i can stay is stop reaching outward hoping for a hand out, or a cut it will bite us all in the but.
What i read here on this forum often upsets me. The childish behaviour the reckless abandon. The search for a trivial good time. I see a thousand Gods and Goddesses all crying tears. Looking upon us as if we forgot all the teachings the heart and soul have brought. I see the minds power the plants power being twisted and bent. We must hold up an image or dive into the vacuum of our heart. A simple excuse/escape is, hey thats the way it is its the times its the way the world works! as i straighten my tie and iron my slacks. Button down my jacket and pluck out stray hairs.
Now i rather be a wild man, my hair let it be a forest, let the birds chirp and the child's heart live as it wants to. Let these children work together without being reprimanded and yelled at and told what to do. Let them work out the bugs and all work together, just doing what comes naturally. We all got to eat we all need our cloths, we all have hobbies and interests, let them grow and let them be shown. Lets all work together.
If it wasn't for sacraments, nature and love i would probably be six feet under!
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