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Twiztid
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My Trip. Please read. Long. *Fixed*
#4090018 - 04/23/05 09:48 PM (18 years, 11 months ago) |
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1st. Feel free to move if it's in the wrong section. 2. All my previous trips were on 8ths and were awsome. 3. Please note, that i dont know the EXACT time when things happened. Well. 2 weekends ago was my 3rd time doing mushrooms. The other 2 were great but this one was a kick in the stomach. Lets see. I went to the beach at 3 pm and bought an 8th of gooms. At 4pm a group of my friends decide we want to smoke some bud down by the rocks on the beach. So we go down to it and start tokin it up. And while im down there me and 2 other friends start to eat our foribben fruits, but i ate a little more than an 8th because the guy hooks it up pretty good for us.
So we stay there for about 30 mins as my friends blaze. And my 1st friend starts to trip out on the 1/2 8th he ate 5 minutes ago. So im like "sweet" he's having fun. But outa the whole time we spent at the rocks i didnt get a bong rip. I was kinda disappointed but, i just ate some gooms so i wasnt all that dissapointed. So as were walking up to the top of the hill to over look the beach. And were just joking around having fun. So we finally get to the top, then we decide to go to a local restraunt close by. So we go there and nobody is there. Then another one of my friends calls us and says that he's by the local beach park. So we walk up this big ass hill to meet him there. So we are in the back of the park and for some odd reason there are awhole bunch of people and dogs there. Wtf?.
Anyways, i'm in the back of the bushes about to take a fat rip off of some nice bud he offered us.(Time 6pm) Then they hit me. Pretty hard. I had my mouth over the bong with the lighter about to roast marry. And said "No, no i cant do this". And hand the bong over to my friend. Then i really start to trip. So i walk outa the bushes to this table, and im just staring at this table and looking at those waky patterns and colors that i'm seeing. But then i start to get depressed (It worsens, keep reading). Next thing i know, we have to move or get busted. So we start walking and people couldnt make up their minds on where to go and it was really pissing me off. So then we decide to go down to the beach. Half way there we pass this local bum (name with-heald). And he's tweaking on something telling people he loved them with a 100$ bill in his hand. He asked me if i loved him and i said "always man".
So, we're off again heading to the top of the cliff over looking the beach. We get there and im just chilling having some fun looking at the sun set (Time 6:30pm). Then my other friend who i havent seen in 2+ years calls me and wants to hang out. I tell him where i was and he came. And we talk, and bullshit, like all old friends do. I'm watching the waves and the sun in complete aww at the beauty this is. About 7 minutes later my friend had to leave, so i say good bye and he's off. Then i see another one of my friends from school and i tell him im tripping on mushrooms and he is messing with me but i tell him it's not working, so he just tells me to have a good trip. I obviously said i will. Now its about 7pm and im starting to trip really hard. I'm getting more and more confused by the second.
So i tell my friend to sit next to me and we talk. By 7:30pm im really really bad. People are talking and my phone is ringing and im getting pissed and confused at the same time because it's all happening way to fast. Then i finally answer my phone and i dunno what i talked about but the only thing i remembered was saying to this kid that this one girl he likes does not like him, so he hangs up. Now my other friend who ate the same amount i did (not the other, he went off somewhere) was telling me to follow him. So i reluctently did. I was following him in a parking lot when i starting to get un-easy. I was sway walking. Then my friend starts talking to these kids who i dont know. And they notice that i'm not looking to good. They ask me if im alright, i say "no". My friend tells him our story, and one guy says it's gonna be alright. Nothing is going to hurt me. So i say "who the fuck are you?". Then i lost memory from there. So now it's 8pm and im tripping out really really bad. I was sitting on the bench on the hill in the fetal position rocking back and forth just spitting on the ground and moving it with my shoe for a good long ass time. And here is when i loose touch with reality. I was so depressed i couldn't make up my mind wethere to cry or not. I would cry then stop, then cry then stop. I'm having a break down. My friend said everything was gonna be ok atleast 3 times. And that annoyed me ALOT. So i told him to "shut the fuck up", and he did.
Now it's 7:50 and alot of my friends are noticing how messed up i was. So i'm sitting there and one of my friends trys to come up and scare me from behind, but my other friends tell him not to. I'm glad he didnt, because i would have killed him. Literally. So after this im still the same (fucked up beyond my own comprehension). Then i notice another friend from school (how many friends does this guy have?) and he says "Whad up", i look at him and he says "O shit." He knew right when he looked at me that something was seriously wrong. Now it's 8:15. And i told my friend to call my other friend to come and get me. So he shows up and is noticing im not well.
So he asks me some things and i dont know what i said. But im still in the fetal position wanting to die. Cry and then not. Crying then not. And his g/f sits next to me telling her to watch me. (She's highly experienced), but she didnt talk to me. So about 10 minutes pass before i finally say "this isnt right, i'm cold out here", He asks me if he wants him to put the heater on in his car for me. So he does and tells me to get in the back seat and lay down (My favorite part) and tells me that he put in Tools live CD Salival. I'm like "....." So im laying on my back listening to the first song lyrics getting mighty warm (and LOVING IT). I can still remember the lyrics to the 1st song (Third Eye) "Think for yourself, question authority. Think for yourself question authority." And i get this feeling like. I cant explain, but i snap out of it.
So i decide to call my friend back in the car. He comes in and i say "I love you". He says me loves me to!!! . I'm so happy by now. I call this one girl just because and talk to her a little bit. She has a cute voice. And just listen to her talk. Then after i'm done we fill his car with Him, his g/f, my other gooming friend, and myself and take a ride to another girls house to pick her up. And on our way there we blast Jimi Hendrix and i'm in the BEST mood of my life. I LOVE EVERYTHING. We get to her house, and my friends start the BS talk like friends always do. So now were back at the beach and i've already started to come down (damn you!!! i was so happy!!). And me and my other gooming friend start to talk and he said "when you told me to shut the fuck up awhile ago, i thought you were seriously going to kill me". I said "no, i wouldn't have". And he gave me this uneasy look.
So im coming down still and looking at the stars enjoying little if any halucinations i could still see. And everybody is talking having fun. Then my friend has to bring this girl back home, so we hope in his car and were talking and my friend asked if i would do gooms again and i said "maybe". So we drop her off and we're back at the beach again. And i see my EX and my friend (like the anus he always is) says "look (my name)" and i say "so". M3h. That's another story. So anways, me and my goomer buddy get back into my friends car and start looking through his CD's talking about our trips. We start making fun of his music and making fun of each others music preferences. Now i see my other friend (the one who told me to have a good trip). He asks if i'm ok, and i say "yeah" and my other friend who was there asked me the same, and we talked for abit about it. He said he was glad i'm ok. I feel the love.
And by now it's time i have to go home 10:15 (had to be home at 10:30). So i get home. And lie to my mom about what i did (Who doesn't?). And i go to my room and listen to some Led Zeppling and some Doors and Jimi (YEAH!!!). Then i decide to play some CS (o god) and i start owning, getting labled as a "hacker" and what not. By now it's 11:30 and i'm tired so i go to bed and think about the trip and what i had just experienced and fell alseep. But during my fucked up part of the trip, i kept having this really really sickening bad feeling, it felt like i was dying inside. I dont know, i can't explain it. Give your eyes a rest now. I more than likly will do gooms again. It's just that in the passing weeks before my trip i've had something on my mind. And i didnt think that it would affect me at all. I was WRONG. Bad judgement on my part. And also the cold was probably another culpret for the bad trip. So before i do my next trip i have to fix something. And it's the stupidest thing you can think of: Love. Now again, that's another story. I'm just glad i didnt hurt anybody. I know my limitations now what to do and not do. There are a couple of other things i would like to add. But i forgot what they were. . If i remember what they were i will update my post. Peace & Love to you all! *Edit* This all happened 2 weekends ago. And i was reluctant about posting it, but i finally decided to join and post. *Edit 2* This was on a COMPLETLY empty stomach. I didnt eat anything for 1 and 1/2 days.
-------------------- kosmic_charlie said: I have so much love to give but sometimes it seems impossible to find someone both worthy and willing to receive it. My Trip Report Fight the goverment.... Support your local drug dealer!
Edited by Twiztid (04/24/05 11:15 PM)
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freddurgan
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Re: My Trip. Please read. Long. [Re: Twiztid]
#4090041 - 04/23/05 09:59 PM (18 years, 11 months ago) |
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THere's no way I'm going to read that unless it's split up into some paragraphs. Too hard on my eyes.
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Twiztid
Feelin` Better.
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Re: My Trip. Please read. Long. *Fixed* [Re: Twiztid]
#4093574 - 04/24/05 10:49 PM (18 years, 11 months ago) |
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I feel neglected.
-------------------- kosmic_charlie said: I have so much love to give but sometimes it seems impossible to find someone both worthy and willing to receive it. My Trip Report Fight the goverment.... Support your local drug dealer!
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HELLA_TIGHT
Madge the Smoking Vag
Registered: 08/19/03
Posts: 84,387
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Re: My Trip. Please read. Long. *Fixed* [Re: Twiztid]
#4093658 - 04/24/05 11:06 PM (18 years, 11 months ago) |
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are you 12?
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Twiztid
Feelin` Better.
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Re: My Trip. Please read. Long. *Fixed* [Re: HELLA_TIGHT]
#4093679 - 04/24/05 11:12 PM (18 years, 11 months ago) |
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No, i just thought that somebody could give me some tips on having a better trip next time. Such as mind sets and wether or not the beach and watching a sun set is the best thing to do.
-------------------- kosmic_charlie said: I have so much love to give but sometimes it seems impossible to find someone both worthy and willing to receive it. My Trip Report Fight the goverment.... Support your local drug dealer!
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HELLA_TIGHT
Madge the Smoking Vag
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Re: My Trip. Please read. Long. *Fixed* [Re: Twiztid]
#4093819 - 04/24/05 11:51 PM (18 years, 11 months ago) |
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thats a good idea
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BloodNOil
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Re: My Trip. Please read. Long. *Fixed* [Re: HELLA_TIGHT]
#4093831 - 04/24/05 11:55 PM (18 years, 11 months ago) |
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uh quit lying to your mom sort your problems out graduate high school...
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TheDudeAbides
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Re: My Trip. Please read. Long. *Fixed* [Re: BloodNOil]
#4093884 - 04/25/05 12:09 AM (18 years, 11 months ago) |
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I like bad trips, more Vivid if you ask me.
Suggestions to not have such a bad trip... 1.Better Environment 2.Maybe you should trip By Yourself 3.Draw 4.Drink or Eat a bunch of shit, Love to do that on Acid/shrooms.
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Toddo
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Re: My Trip. Please read. Long. *Fixed* [Re: TheDudeAbides]
#4093933 - 04/25/05 12:26 AM (18 years, 11 months ago) |
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dont follow all your thoughts that go through your mind...every trip your gonna have good and bad thoughts. Follow the good. Let the bad just fly past you. Its easy to let go of a bad thought right away...but the more you dwell on it, there more it trees out to other bad thoughts and that =bad trip.
Make sure to have music with you. I find that if my body starts feeling bad, or im getting scared all i do is change the track or put one on...it can do wonders!
plan things out more. If that means waiting to take your shrooms later...then so be it. You will enjoy it more.
Trip with people like that guy who pulled out of that bad trip. I know your other friends are probley cool...but some people are just dumbfucks when it comes to tripping. They feel the need to make you feel scared or make you feel confused.
Wait a few months then try agian!
Edited by Toddo (04/25/05 12:28 AM)
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batou
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Re: My Trip. Please read. Long. *Fixed* [Re: BloodNOil]
#4094085 - 04/25/05 01:52 AM (18 years, 11 months ago) |
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Quote:
BloodNOil said: uh quit lying to your mom sort your problems out
sure theres been some harsh shit thrown at you about this trip, and sure it seems that you reacted fairly immaturely about it, but we all have a time when shit can be a bit heavy. as posted b4, stop lying to your mom, that just envites disaster; and sort your shit out- it makes for a better trip. even i've had a tough trip(the thought that i was going to die passed through my mind(it stuck for a few minutes) i told it no and moved on. sure this sounds easier than done but it's possable. also some one said you should fly solo, i don't suggest this for everyone but it works for me. if i cannot truly trust those i'm tripping with it usually takes away from the experience. don't let this latest trip hang on you, SORT YOUR SHIT OUT and next time surround yourself with friendly/familiar things then it will be better.
-------------------- The multiple troubles of man, My brother, like slander and pain Amaze you? Consider the heart That holds them all in strangeness And doesn't break. "The Dude abides..."--jeffrey lebowski
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SuperMario
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Re: My Trip. Please read. Long. *Fixed* [Re: Twiztid]
#4094091 - 04/25/05 01:57 AM (18 years, 11 months ago) |
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Quote:
Twiztid said: He asked me if i loved him and i said "always man".
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