Quote: #1 So...How are you holding up these days?
Doing well. Between my 3 kids and school I'm staying very busy.
Quote: #2 Just so we can kind of establish some background here, can you tell us in a nutshell your lifetime experience with Entheogens?
Started with LSD in the very early 80's. Had friends who went to GD concerts and brought back doses. For the first few years I was just messing around. I liked acid alot but didn't grasp it's importance until a few years later when I decided to tour and got serious. Went from a regular American kid to someone devoted to spreading this chemical that I saw as the most important invention in man kinds history. I'm long since retired from that business, but am still devoted. My current practice of psychedelics involves around 3 trips per year of mushrooms+DMT.
Quote: #3 You're currently pursuing a master's degree in some field of psychedelics, correct? Can you tell us more about this? What do hope to gain from this? What do you think you will be able to accomplish thru this?
I'm currently involved in a PhD program in clinical psychology. As part of this path I have to get my masters this year. My goal is to be part of a research team involved with psychedelic therapy in the treatment of mental disorders(ie addiction). To administer psychedelics you have to have a MD, so I won't be giving the drug. My hope is to be involved in the sessions by being a guide/therapist. I want to give support by being a trust able person to the patient before,during, and after the experience. Having a PhD in psychology will give me the credentials for this. In reality the PhD is just a formality. I feel that what makes me qualified to do this is my experience with psychedelics. If I were to add together the time I have spent in psychedelic states it would be measured in years. I learned a few things during this that I think would be helpful to people entering this. One thing I learned at a young age is that it is very helpful to be surrounded by caring ,experienced people when getting into this area. I had beautiful loving, older, and experienced people around me on tour. This really helped make my experience with LSD a positive one.
I am a firm believer in LSD. But it was my addiction to heroin that really showed me the value of this substance for those who are in the midst of a life full of suffering. If we are ever going to get psychedelics viewed in a more positive light by society it will be through science. That's why I believe psychedelic research is so important. I'm not turning my back on the "underground" movement at all I have spent my time in that area and can't do any more. So the remaining years I have left will be trying to help the good folks who are trying to show the value of psychedelics in a therapeutic context.
My motivating dream is this. A place were people who have problems or questions can come and have a experience in a setting of complete safety, support and comfort. Imagine the benefit to this world if people had this option.
Quote: #4 Let's talk about Family briefly. Actually let's talk about both families: #1 your own family and #2 "the" Family. What role has family had in your life in general? Have you learned more about life thru them than Entheogens? What is the spirit of "the" Family like? Could Family and family be compared and if so how would it go down?
The family is every living thing that was created. The light resides in us all. The "family" are people who have realized this and try to help others through love or whatever means can make the world a kinder place.
My biological family is very special to me. I grew up a average kid in a turbulent time. As a young boy I lost my brother to the Vietnam war. I'm very different from the ethics my father lived by. I was angry at him for many years past his death. he basically forced my brother to go to Vietnam. I hated him for that. Then I grew up an realized it wasn't his fault. "forgive them for they no not what they do".
My wife and kids are great. My wife is a wonderful woman and its a privilege to share my life with her. My kids are angels. I feel I learn more from them then I teach them. The love in our house is intense. I'm really blessed.
As for the "family" I feel closer to these people then my own family. It was a honor and privilege to be able to fall into this culture. I view it as the high point of human evolution and nothing less. I have studied with many religious groups ,but have never seen devotion anywhere near what I experienced in the early days of tour. Some of these peoples only desire in the world was to turn people on. They sacrificed greatly by giving up freedom and never regretted it.
The closeness I feel to some of my friends in indescribable. We went through things that are beyond description. Most of my friends are settled down and leading peaceful lives with kids and grand kids.
As for a comparison between my family and tour family. A simple explanation is we are all bound by love. Though the Love that binds "the family" is a love supreme. I guess I shouldn't cut my family short because the love between my wife and kids is a sacred love also. So the correlation is LOVE. 
Quote: #5 Are you an advocate of Ayahuasca? Can you tell us about a particular experience that stands out?
Sure. It's a great healer for some. I have found a way to get the same benefits without the constant vomiting. I take 5 grams of mushrooms followed 3 hours later by smoking 50mg. of DMT freebase. It's just as intense as yage, but without the constant vomiting.
As for experience to share I guess my first one. Between tours once we went down to Florida to pick mushrooms for the next tour. Everyday we were up at the crack of dawn trotting through the cow pastures that border on the everglades. One night we drank the yage and had a crazy intense experience. The next morning I felt like I have never felt before. As we made our way out to the pastures I felt completely free. While picking the mushrooms I decided clothes were not needed. I stripped naked and walked for hours picking bags of mushrooms. My companions decided to follow my lead. There we were a group a dread locked naked hippies walking through endless cow pastors picking mushrooms. I never felt so good in my life. We also never found as many mushrooms as we did on that day. I remember having crazy animal sex with one of the girls with us in the muddy cow pasture. We we stoned free and having divine sex while surrounded by acres of fields full of magic fungi. It was a damn good morning. 
Quote: #6 What is the primary thing that all humans should know about life itself, if there is such a thing?
I guess this would be different from person to person. For me it's love. It's the only thing that matters to me. Not the love between your high school sweetie and you, but the LOVE.  I have experienced many states in my life. The nothingness of the Budist void to the attachment to desires. It wasn't until I got to temporarily see though veil clear eyes and see the world with unconditional love that I felt home and free. Of course this state wasn't permanent, but it gave me faith. Though I constantly fall out of touch with it I know there is a place of perfection were we all meet as one and purify in eternal love. This is very freeing. This worldly life isn't important because like everything else in this world it doesn't last. The thought that one day part of me will rejoin the great love , has made my life very rich. I have been very fortunate to experience Gods grace. 
I'll stop now because I'm trying to describe something beyond language and normal perception. Some of you know what I'm talking about. Some of you will think I'm full of shit. that's fine. To each his own and to me Love is the key. Peace, compassion, kindness and all the other high quality's of life emanate from love. To me Christianity is a distorted negative force, but the message of Christ consciousness is the true reality.
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To get to Terrapin!!!
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