CHIMNEYS
We sit within our chimneys Darkness mesmorises The sky above us lest we notice Looks down upon our twisted noses.
Cough, our mouths are open there! We talk and shout, our lyrics savour The part inside, innate our flavour Reflectionise those words, don't waver...
Lungs can't break no more, in this moment We rant against the cloud atonement Its killing slowly, but we don't need to care. Forget above, its all unfair!
Thats all we do, it's all we are. Our chimney sitting is, our momentary goal Above our heads is something greater But we're imagining our contamination....
What happens when we leave those chimneys? Do we fly across the sky and paint? We wish we knew that infinite dream Eternity? let's sit and wait....
Nebulonic Sunrise
There is no caring greater, than that which has no reason It's only apparantness is when it falters, like cloudy sunrise I sit on the rock and hold my head in my hands as the sporadic rays hit me I think theres a nebula inside me Blow me up now.
Around me a panoramic display of amazing beauty - whisper something quickly Theres no time to catch my breath, i might be sitting, but i am an animal of extremity I only want to extend my will, and reach up and touch her majesty System shows runtime error F*ck the slideshow.
Its all growing darker now, the sky is black and my clothes are shady My suit of skin tells me its time to revel in my woes, and go down deeper within my chimney Egh, that abyss-mal hole of damnation..once upon a time i adored its fog Whats the problem now? Can i not see salvation?
I'm sliding back down the hill, the glowing expanse of light has been distinguished Somethings wrong here, the black void fingers from my chimney reach out for me Pulling me back to 'reality', returning me to the land of anomalous reverence, I'm covered in black shadow I'm sinking deeper
I want my nebula to explode now.
Obstacle
It's this pang in my heart This deepening wallow I feel i'm sucked in, i holla "Stop this mind-f*ck!" "Stop this sitation" Why can't i just love you? Why the frustration?
I wish the radio would cease its barrage I want to change the station now listen brain- i say the words slowly - I DONT WANT TO HEAR YOUR BLOODY NONSENSE Change the channel...i want to live on the fence forever.
Of course, and i smile wryly, it doesnt happen Smile all you want, life isnt ever so simple is it? Then i laugh, i mean...what else can i do? My anal retentiveness will see my through...
Hey my beautiful princess, we're living in the matrix... I don't give a dime about the boundaries Real life? - chuckles - only whats inside truly matters See where i'm pointing? Thats sacred ground....
Ya, so i scratch my head, and then one day You're on the phone and i can't quite believe it Wow, your voice is so amazing, to hear you chuckle And laugh, And breathe I'm totally befuddled
Don't leave....
I miss you
I miss you. And moments, long forgotten... Fallen hearts upon my dwindle Silence etched upon me darkness haunting And thus; I dream upon thee, nighttime skies Where lightbulbs rake shadows across our minds.. and sideways flickering of our noses So dance upon me, floor me till - Sunrise... Time does not feel so lateworthy in our embrace.
ERrrrr...that's about it - i'm not really much of a poetry writer
-------------------- The voice uttered to me "Borius, you are Borius...Borius Psytaxum ... You ARE beyond, so...wake up. NOW"
I awaken.
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