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KS_funguy
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lilhippiegirl said: not at all, I've enjoyed reading them very much
Well that's kind of you. I have so many poems though that I am afraid I will wear out my novelty rather rapidly. I express myself better through poetry than I do any other form.
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lilhippiegirl
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lilhippiegirl said: not at all, I've enjoyed reading them very much
Well that's kind of you. I have so many poems though that I am afraid I will wear out my novelty rather rapidly. I express myself better through poetry than I do any other form.
Not at all, I've enjoyed every one so far!! and would love if you posted more. I feel ya there I would go crazy if I didn't write, it's my best form of communication
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Great to see so many meaningful and beautiful poem's. Thank you all for sharing
I used to write years ago just to get shit outta my head...pen to paper was the only therapy for me!!! Havn't showed much to people, but every year or two i'll dig out the pad's to read where i came from and possibly add another
Here's two of them from 2006...see what you think
The first was after a friend was murdered
" MEMORY'S ARE FOREVER OURS"
In this "hour of darkness" Who can we depend on for "salvation" The hypocritical "power from above" The one showing "truth" "mercy" and "love". But as I sit and contemplate The thoughts of so "many" Is too much to let fade, Too much anger,sorrow,passion Regrets are too powerful..... The effort i should have made!!! Already now,in blind memory is lost And the future for many is NOTHING, But dust, The story's untold, The generations no more to my heart i weep For my soul is but poor!! I hope this cloud breaks, And in sunshine gold We think of our friends! And the story's we told....... Memory's are forever ours!!!!!
The second was watching a sunrise a few wks later
SUNRISE
In darkness surrounded None but a spark, Releases the anguish, and pressure In a world thats a farce. The life growing bright, The morning starts to glow, Fighting back the dementia New feelings start to flow, It might not be so bad, When such beauty is apparent, Old tensions fade, there almost transparent!!! A new lease of life, As the whole sun begins to shine.. Suddenly I realise this picture is mine. I sit and i bathe in a new glorious day- All emotion is dumbfound,as im carried away. Each break of the waves, Realistic it seems- Is feeding my soul And empowering my dreams. As i sit, Forever in debt, TO THE SUNRISE
A wee bit of dark and light...But such is life!!
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KS_funguy
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I posted this in another thread as well.
My days are numbered. Ties are severed and bridges burned. Each day that passes, Sun setting like a guillotine. Tick Tock, Tick Tock, For everyone else the world still turns. But I am left a ghost, Walking through my final days unseen. Time draw to close, With sickness and so many lessons learned. And I lay my head wondering, What will my fleeting memory mean?
(upon learning I have a fatal illness, I sit and watch each day tick by like a death row inmate, my health fails more and more each day. I have given up being afraid of my imminent demise, instead focusing on what impact my life will leave behind. Will my children remember me kindly? Will my wife learn to love and be whole once again?)
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KS_funguy
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Upon seeing my wife weep
I wait to hear her smiling voice, Touch my heart in the night. But she just closes her pale blue eyes, And curls into herself so tight, Something dark has crept in, I was unable to shield her properly. Unable to keep the world at bay, Unable to show her something better. Her sorrow is a badge of shame That I must wear upon my soul, Showing for all the world to see That I just don't measure up. All she needs, and deserves... I fall short.
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KS_funguy
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I see her smile gently. I take her hand and hold it tight. I brush the hair back from her eyes. Because this tenderness is what she needs.
I hold her in the night. I protect her from the cold, cruel world. I tell her that everything will work out. Because this reassurance is what she wants.
I sit in darkness. I watch her leave. I see her out with another. Because this variety is what she desires.
I stay silent. I disregard MY wants. My needs. My desires. I bide my time until she deems me worthy. Because this is what she expects.
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KS_funguy
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The Novelty of a Husband Quickly Wears Thin.
She holds my hand in the semi-darkness, Whispering that she is sorry. But she keeps her eyes averted, And her words ring with empty sound. She follows life through each day, Filled with stress and worry. Resigned to suffer in solitary, Barely registering that I'm around. Something's wrong with how I feel, But she doesn't seem to understand. And the words are left unexpressed, A language foreign to her tongue. All her dreams seemed to die As I put the ring upon her hand. And the day I first said "I Love You" Was the day that her dying had begun.
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lilhippiegirl
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I like it, I can relate
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KS_funguy
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Dunno, my rhyme scheme was very awkward with that one. I mean, it WORKS, and loses none of the intended passion, but it has a very strange meter.
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AcidBath
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still gonna smoke my drugs what was it they said it was my brain is fried from getting high, then why am I so much nicer while flying higher than these other fucks, still gettin dumb looks, so im still madder than a civil war vet with a stump foot, and if i could Id run in the woods and climb a tree, the man wont stop gettin after me , a free black nigger, so why do I need a faggot to spread AIDS all over church literature, its literally hectic, im so tired of being quite time to address it, I perfected being un accepted, unaffected but the dots aren't connected, just said it and let it go showed my asshole to half the whole nobody
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KS_funguy
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Re: Poetry jam?? [Re: AcidBath]
#17629450 - 01/29/13 02:47 PM (11 years, 1 month ago) |
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Her smile makes the world stand still. Wakes something within my soul. How can something of such beauty exist in a world that is so unclean? Her eyes light up and touch me, Make me want to change for the better. If I had the capability, If I had an ounce of pride, I would shed this husk of illness. The yellowing eyes and punctured skin. But it's so hard to dream of a better life, When so much filth swims within.
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GilbertC06
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Wrote this for an exercise in a class the other day.
Will, want, do, or don't; Choose your words carefully. These words bear more meaning than you think they would. Like sharpened steel, They cut through deeper than your most recent wound. The shrapnel that they blast, measured by radius, Consumes you. Weapons of material are lethal. They can bring you to the edge of death. But what about the broken promise, You left war torn, shaken, and forgotten.
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lilhippiegirl
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How beautiful the desert sunset To ease the pain of the scorching earth from a brightly wound morning rise to dismal peace of a night time sky
Wound like a ball of yarn I love to watch days like this unravel and frame all the homes and streets we travel
How beautiful the stars at night A peaceful sigh I see your face as it maps the sky in all its vastness And yet, I see much more deepened in your eyes
As I take in the measured urban artistry of man's towering dwellings As I admire divine landscapes In all their Nobel nature elegance
I cannot help but notice they fill my heart as hunger moistens my lips As an appetizer to my soul just before I turn my senses to admire you Your smell Your voice your shape your lips
For all the roads that I've traveled I can proudly say I've arrived as the dawn slowly breaks through the stagnent darkness I conclude None as wonderful as you
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"ENTHEOGENIC"
I dreamt of it all
When I wasn't born yet
When I was One and I was All
I created the spiralling galaxies,
innumerable star systems,
infinitesimal planetesimals,
superclusters and the Giant Web
..and everywhere, I adorned it with Life
Famished to relate my human experiences,
I uttered the very first words,
pioneered the telling of tales and mythmaking
back.. when it was no fiction for shamans and mystics
I dreamt of it all
I know..
I once KNEW of it ALL
It was all my idea:
That NOTHING can be created
nor be destroyed
and how everything was in a state of Transformation
and that everything was in the middle of a Transition
for everything was, indeed and destined to be INTERCONNECTED
I dreamt of it all;
of timelessness
for I, too, created Time
So for a specific era
I can map where I was and where shall I be
To be born and be born and be born
..again and again all over again
an Endless Cycle of laughter and pain..
I dreamt of it all
in it, I died countless of times
and understood that Death is but a Gift
Life is suffering after all
I dreamt of it all..
billions of excrutiating years and it's all over now
WAKE UP & DREAM..
Infinite One,
Heir to the Throne of Divinity
Dare..
For NOW IS YOUR TURN
WAKE UP & DREAM..
& ILLUMINATE..
The Darkness that which is WITHIN
-------------------- Fermented Mushrooms!! --- https://www.shroomery.org/forums/showflat.php/Number/23378638/fpart/1/vc/1 'The second seal: “All CONTAMINATED things and events are unsatisfactory.”' "I envy you. You North Americans are very lucky. You are fighting the most important fight of all - you live in THE HEART OF THE BEAST." --Anonymous Guerilla, or is he..
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Eddeee
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this is like a song about how some growers create there own prisons while trying to stay out of prison
You got to guard the grow
You have to guard the grow you just want to go and show but you can't do that cause somewhere there is a rat you have to guard to grow just 8 more weeks to go If your found out you'll go to jail and that means only one thing fail you started this on your own and nobody can ever be shown but there is plenty of food and beer if I leave it will bring me fear cause you have to guard the grow all you want to do is show but you can't do that cause there just might be a rat you have to guard the grow 6 more weeks to go your feeling like you don't exist but life goes on it persists you haven't seen no one this is starting to be no fun but you have to guard the grow all you want to do is show but you can't do that cause look there is a rat you have to guard the grow 4 more weeks to go your out of bud and out off beer if you leave will only bring fear there is no one to call to risk the fall but you have to guard the grow you just want to show but you can't do that look there are a lot of rats got to guard the grow two more week to go God damn I'm about to have a fit getting tired of guarding this shit I hope its good and stoney i hope its worth being lonely I have to guard the grow is there any one I can show No I can't do that all of you are rats I have to guard the grow one more week to go. was it worth the sorrow never knowing about tomorrow doing the same thing living life on the wing I have to guard the grow someday Im gonna show but really I cant do that every one is a rat I have to guard the grow today its time to show and let them all know what became of me I imprisoned me in my own Jail so I would not fail so tomorrow plant some more seed give lots of feed and then like before go to the store buy some beer and some wine and maybe a little shine then go back home where Ill be alone and start to guard the grow I just want to show but I can't do that I have to guard the grow 18 weeks to go
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lilhippiegirl
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You make me feel like a child again when I used to cry into your picture I always blamed my father He had taken me from you But the reality was much different
He saved me from this place from all the thing you would have miss All the times you'd be late he saved me from your indifferent love
I am here now oh so close Yet so far away You make me feel like a child Lost and all alone All I want is for my mommy to come home
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dee_N_ae
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Waiting Room (haiku):
False wood paneling Old pale green fluorescent light What nature is this?
--- Untitled:
Her Skrillex haircut Throws light as a flaming heart I am too old now
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lilhippiegirl
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Re: Poetry jam?? [Re: dee_N_ae]
#18202197 - 05/02/13 12:35 PM (10 years, 10 months ago) |
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You've eluded me again, And no matter how hard I tried you slipped away
Come back please Fill my dreams with passion...
I felt the warmth Of your skin on mine The taste of your excited breath The soft sighs of something Craved... Needed... Necessary for so long
But last night, I scoured the labyrinth of my mind for just one more moment of your affection Just one more rush of heat to my cheeks Just one more kiss...please...
I was running But so we're you and you seemed to know My mind better than I did but you always have haven't you...
I imagine a day, Warm and sunny I stand on the sidewalk Smoking, Carried on the breeze Is the scent of you I smile and look your way The sunlight behind you And in this moment everything is perfect... Like an old puzzle that finally Found it's missing piece, And time stands still...
This scene is muddied now By worry and doubt And I can no longer make out your smile... How I long to see you smile
Sanity slipping Like sand through tiny helpless fingers... Screaming in my mind... But such a pretty display Of lying smiles A detailed mask put on for everyone else
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g00ru
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transmission: interupted initiate phase cycle -uploading -uploading -uploading initiate lazer cannon algorithim
::::taking aim::::: [[this is base to alpha, do you have target confirmed]]] -alpha to base: target is sedentary and within firing range [[roger that alpha, fire at will]] ::::target locked:::: ::::FIRE::::
ker-thunk
-alpha to base we have a confirmed knock-out, repeat confirmed knock-out. can we get some chips at salsa upon return?
[[base to alpha, that's a negative alpha, we already ate all the chips]]
-alpha to base, that blows, base you need to stop snacking so much.
[[[base to alpha, roger that alpha, gonna keep getting high and snacking, over and out]]]
transmission:ended phase cycle and lazer cannon aglorithm terminating ----alpha out, see you on the other side-----
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lilhippiegirl
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Re: Poetry jam?? [Re: g00ru]
#19174809 - 11/22/13 12:59 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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I wonder how long it will last this time, an eternity? Because that's how it feels to me... I wonder, do i cross your mind? Because you're on mine all the time... And I wish I could tell you how much you meant to me, But you knew that already... And I wish you could count the hours spent thinking of you, The answer is way too many... And I wish I could tell you my dreams again, The feelings too real of your warm embrace... And I wish you knew when i wake in someone else's arms, tears fall from my face... And I wish I could call you, And you would answer your phone... And I wish I could hear your voice again, saying my name in that perfect tone... And I wish I could run away, just show up at your door, at lest then I would know for sure you didn't want me anymore...
Because it's the hope that's killing me
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