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July 30th around midnight I found my dad dead * 3
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Yep. Overdose from a mix of gabapentin, fentanyl, klonapin, and alcohol. Going to his funeral on Monday. Just keep me in your thoughts and all that. I've been through so fucking much in this lifetime I feel like I'm in my 60s and I'm 28. I hope everyone is being safe out there. Irresponsibility is a killer.


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Something there is mysteriously formed,
Existing before Heaven and Earth,
Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging,
All-pervading, unfailing,
I do not know its name; I call it tao.
If forced to give it a name, I call it
Great (ta). Being great, it flows out;
Flowing out means far-reaching;
Being far-reaching, it is said to return.

It's just a shot away..

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Re: July 30th around midnight I found my dad dead [Re: Bill_Oreilly]
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My dad was in his 60's when he died August 2016 when I was 26.

It completely destoryed my life as I knew it.

My heart goes out to you. God Speed.

You will get through it but will never get over it.


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Life. 2008

Ascension Energy | UFOs | 2021

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Re: July 30th around midnight I found my dad dead [Re: PumpJackTeX]
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Thanks man. He was 64 and I'm 28 with a 7 year old. He promised to take him fishing and some other things and he's been asking about his grampa. It's just so fucking sad. And my poor mother..she's handicapped and I basically have to take care of her at her house, my grandfather at his house, and then my family at my house. It's just a mess.


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Something there is mysteriously formed,
Existing before Heaven and Earth,
Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging,
All-pervading, unfailing,
I do not know its name; I call it tao.
If forced to give it a name, I call it
Great (ta). Being great, it flows out;
Flowing out means far-reaching;
Being far-reaching, it is said to return.

It's just a shot away..

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Re: July 30th around midnight I found my dad dead [Re: PumpJackTeX]
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Dad died when I was 15.  He was 56.  It gets easier over time, a lot of years.  A lot of years indeed.  The loss is unmistakable.


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"in sterquiliniis invenitur in stercore invenitur"

In filth it will be found in dung it will be found

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Re: July 30th around midnight I found my dad dead [Re: Bill_Oreilly]
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Bill_Oreilly said:
Thanks man. He was 64 and I'm 28 with a 7 year old. He promised to take him fishing and some other things and he's been asking about his grampa. It's just so fucking sad. And my poor mother..she's handicapped and I basically have to take care of her at her house, my grandfather at his house, and then my family at my house. It's just a mess.


omfg so many similarities


Do not let your emotions affect your relationship and your every day choices as a father.

My dad was born in 52.

I was born in 90.

My daughter in 12.

Everything was perfect until my dad died.


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Life. 2008

Ascension Energy | UFOs | 2021

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Re: July 30th around midnight I found my dad dead [Re: Morel Guy]
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Jesus man I'm so so sorry :hug: I can't imagine


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Re: July 30th around midnight I found my dad dead [Re: Seriously_trippin] * 1
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no matter what age you are

5, 15,25, or 55.


It is really hard to overcome. The hardest thing in life.

Time helps a whole bunch.


That's why it is very important to ignore your emotions and the best time to focus on a daily routine.

I fucked up and moved to another state and tried to make drastic changes.

My dad died in dallas in August.

In September I had a lease signed in September in Colorado Springs.

Too bad it was with a fucking morman family.

Looking Back Vision Really Is 20-20


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Life. 2008

Ascension Energy | UFOs | 2021

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Re: July 30th around midnight I found my dad dead [Re: Bill_Oreilly]
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Bill_Oreilly said:
...Just keep me in your thoughts and all that. I've been through so fucking much in this lifetime I feel like I'm in my 60s and I'm 28. ...


positive vibes inbound from Canada, stay strong
:hug:

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Re: July 30th around midnight I found my dad dead [Re: Tantrika] * 1
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I'm so sorry for your loss Bill.

Remember the good times and don't let yourself dwell too much on the bad. :hug:


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          :dancingbear: Free time is the only time :dancingbear:                    :thatsinteresting:

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Re: July 30th around midnight I found my dad dead [Re: Bill_Oreilly]
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I know never know what to say in these situations

I'm just really sorry to hear it Bill


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Re: July 30th around midnight I found my dad dead [Re: Bill_Oreilly]
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Thoughts your way from here mate.


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Just a fool on the hill.

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Re: July 30th around midnight I found my dad dead [Re: pineninja] * 1
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Thank you guys for these responses they help more thank you know 💓


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Something there is mysteriously formed,
Existing before Heaven and Earth,
Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging,
All-pervading, unfailing,
I do not know its name; I call it tao.
If forced to give it a name, I call it
Great (ta). Being great, it flows out;
Flowing out means far-reaching;
Being far-reaching, it is said to return.

It's just a shot away..

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Re: July 30th around midnight I found my dad dead [Re: pineninja]
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That is very sad, my condolences

If there’s any solace to come of this, I hope it’s that you’ll now be able to live your life in a manner that feels more comfortable and happier than it has hitherto

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Re: July 30th around midnight I found my dad dead [Re: Bill_Oreilly]
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He knew the risks and didn't give af ,u mess with fentanyl and u may die,who knows maybe he wanted out


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"the way of the warrior is the resolute acceptance of death"

Miyamoto Musashi

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Re: July 30th around midnight I found my dad dead [Re: 5150]
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Nah..its all that's around here. When dope went away you had no choice but to do fent. But this batch was very very weak so he mixed it with klonapin and gabapentin. And that's all she wrote


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Something there is mysteriously formed,
Existing before Heaven and Earth,
Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging,
All-pervading, unfailing,
I do not know its name; I call it tao.
If forced to give it a name, I call it
Great (ta). Being great, it flows out;
Flowing out means far-reaching;
Being far-reaching, it is said to return.

It's just a shot away..

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Re: July 30th around midnight I found my dad dead [Re: Bill_Oreilly] * 2
    #26131005 -

Very sorry to hear this.  My condolences for you loss Bill - wow yet another abysmal event to hit home for you :hug:

Be strong man, strong like the mind that overcame breakdowns of reality, chosen and fated.

Allow the grief but don't get lost in it.





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Omnicyclion.org
personal empowerment for the world

:nyan: LGBT - Love God Before Tradition :nyan:

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Re: July 30th around midnight I found my dad dead [Re: Asante]
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That's what I'm trying for man. I'm holding up well. My brother's passing in 2007 has helped me a lot in terms of not going off the rails or anything this time around. It's just like fuck man, why do people have to die 😞


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Something there is mysteriously formed,
Existing before Heaven and Earth,
Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging,
All-pervading, unfailing,
I do not know its name; I call it tao.
If forced to give it a name, I call it
Great (ta). Being great, it flows out;
Flowing out means far-reaching;
Being far-reaching, it is said to return.

It's just a shot away..

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Re: July 30th around midnight I found my dad dead [Re: Bill_Oreilly]
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I am bad with offering condolences but good vibes to you and your family.

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Re: July 30th around midnight I found my dad dead [Re: psi]
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im sorry man my father died new years eve ..im sorry man :frown: if you ever just want to talk you know where the pm button is :hug:  stay strong <3


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High as hell and low as heaven will go.....(this account is automated, all posts related to illegal activities or advice thereof are strictly from numerous online sites and are for informational purposes only)- Circa 2011
Ban lotto

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Re: July 30th around midnight I found my dad dead [Re: spirit_shadow]
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:hug:


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Something there is mysteriously formed,
Existing before Heaven and Earth,
Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging,
All-pervading, unfailing,
I do not know its name; I call it tao.
If forced to give it a name, I call it
Great (ta). Being great, it flows out;
Flowing out means far-reaching;
Being far-reaching, it is said to return.

It's just a shot away..

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